Masada shouted, “Stop!”
The Cadillac broke though shallow brush, crossed a walkway, and raised a storm of pebbles that drummed the undercarriage like machine-gun bullets. Masada yelled again, and Silver’s foot finally found the brakes. But the tires couldn’t get a grip, and the car broke through a wall of cacti where the lot bordered a deep ravine. The racket was cut short, replaced by an eerie silence, as the Cadillac sailed through the air.
Monday, August 4
Rabbi Josh Frank glanced at the heart-rate monitor on his elliptical exercise machine and quickened his pace. The morning sun shone through the open window, warming his shoulders, and Raul’s squealing came through as he chased Shanty in the backyard. The wall-mounted TV was turned to the Channel Six news. A report from Tel Aviv showed the burnt shell of a blue bus, body bags lined up on a blood-stained pavement. A bearded medic pulled a severed arm from a scorched tree.
The rabbi’s legs pumped faster. “Master of the Universe!”
On the screen, a departing ambulance marked with a red Star of David gave way to a Palestinian official, who refused to condemn the suicide bomber, blaming Israeli aggression for provoking the “freedom fighter’s justifiable resistance.” He was followed by a Knesset member, who accused the government of endangering its citizens’ lives with its reckless policies. And an old rabbi in Jerusalem said tremulously, “God is punishing the Zionists for their violations of the Torah!”
Rabbi Josh snatched the remote and changed channels.
Masada’s grimed face appeared on the TV.
He ceased pedaling, lost his balance, and stumbled off the machine.
The camera followed Masada to her door. Her shirt was torn, and she was limping badly. A man in a blue FBI jacket blocked the camera while Masada disappeared into the house. The camera returned to a blonde reporter standing against the background of a dark sky, who said something about a car accident. The rabbi realized it had been filmed last night.
There was no answer on Masada’s home phone. Her mobile went immediately to voice mail. He ran outside, yelled for Raul, and they drove to Masada’s house.
She lived in an older neighborhood of established homes on large desert lots. Her street had only three homes, separated from each other with cacti, mesquite trees, and brick walls.
He knocked on her door. When no answer came, he tried it, and realized that the lock was broken. He poked his head in. “Masada?”
No answer.
The great room was dominated by a wall of glass facing the giant boulders of Camelback Mountain. The opposite wall was lined with empty shelves. All of Masada’s books were gone, and the floor was littered with pieces of paper and cardboard.
“Hello?”
No response.
“Stay here,” he said to Raul.
In her bedroom, the floor was strewn with clothing and papers. Her mattress was gone. In the kitchen, adjacent to the great room in a single, contiguous open space, all the cabinet doors were open, dishes and pots piled on the counters.
Crossing the great room, he pushed aside the sliding glass door and exited to the patio, finding Masada curled up on a mattress, partly covered by a white comforter.
“Masada?”
She twisted and moaned, still asleep.
He sat on the mattress and caressed her hair.
She kicked off the covers and sat up, her eyes wide.
“I saw you on the news. What happened?” He helped her stand.
Masada’s nightgown ended well above the white bandage on her right knee. She stepped off the mattress, leaning on him. “Levy lost control of the car.”
“I noticed he was having trouble seeing the road.”
“I ran home, messed up my bad knee.”
He wanted to ask her how she had injured her knee in the first place, but it wasn’t the time to bring it up. “What happened?”
“FBI got here before I did, broke in, searched everything.”
“They’re quick. It’s the video they want.”
She nodded.
“Would you come and stay with us?”
She entered the house, moving slowly. “Kids aren’t my thing.”
That wasn’t what he hoped to hear. He motioned at the empty shelves. “They took your books?”
“The warrant allowed them to take every paper and electronic gadget. Even my Blackberry-I’m going to have a million e-mails by the time I get it back.”
While she used the bathroom, he made coffee. Raul went out to the backyard, keeping himself busy throwing pebbles over the back fence.
They called Professor Silver. He described his trip to the hospital last night, where they found nothing wrong with him. The police were holding his driver’s license until he had his eyes checked.
Rabbi Josh was struck by Masada’s fragility. The green of her eyes was almost gray against her olive skin. She moved haltingly, as if dreading a jolt of pain, but her slanted cheekbones and full lips were set in stubborn determination.
She noticed him staring and said, “Don’t worry. I’ve lived through much worse.”
He motioned at the debris. “You need a cleaning service.”
“Not in my budget. I’ll clean it myself.”
“If you need money-”
The look on her face stopped him. He collected her car keys from the kitchen counter. “At least let me get your tires fixed. I already told Raul. He loves sports cars.”
Masada looked at his soaked T-shirt. “I didn’t know morning prayers were so intense.”
He felt his face flush. “I was exercising when I saw the news.” He caught a whiff of Masada’s body, reminding him of Linda’s morning scent, the joy they had taken in each other during the first moments of each day. “We’ll be back with your car in a couple of hours.”
Masada watched Rabbi Josh leave, his ponytail wet with sweat, his blue T-shirt clinging to his wide, muscular back. His son took his hand, looking up to him with a big smile. The sight pinched her heart. She turned and went to the bathroom. While the sink filled up with warm water, she examined her face in the mirror. Her cheek and neck were bruised, her eyes bloodshot. No wonder Rabbi Josh kept averting his gaze.
She sat on the floor and removed the bandage. The old leg brace had skinned her knee when she ran home after the accident. The raw knee was still oily from the ointment she had applied last night. Soaking a facecloth in hot water, she pressed it to the wound. It burned, but she did not relent.
Before going to sleep, she had washed the blood off the brace and oiled the worn leather on the thigh and shin extensions, which were hinged to the brass knee cap. It stood on the bathroom counter like crude forceps.
A wave of sadness overwhelmed her. She sat on the toilet, hugging the brace to her chest. “O, Srulie.” Her lips touched the coarse leather. “I almost joined you last night.”
With a fresh bandage on her knee, Masada strapped on the brace, put on shorts and a tank top, and grabbed a bottle of water. The urge to exert her body was irresistible. She had to sweat off the acid of old memories.
She left through the rear patio, across the backyard, and through a small gate in the fence. Following along the drainage wash, she took the path over the lower hump of Camelback Mountain. Her body hurt, especially her right leg, but she kept going, heading east for the main Echo Canyon trail.
The sun was high, the heat rising. She passed between two huge boulders, where the trail took a steep turn to the left, ascending over the crest of the camel’s nose. She stopped to look down at her street. A news van was advancing toward her house.
She went on, stretching her arms, inhaling deeply. The trail split, and she took the steeper path through a deep crevice, pulling on the steel rail attached to the boulders, her arms taking the load off her aching leg.
Midway up the crevice, an engine rattled nearby, disturbing the tranquility of the mountain. She paused and looked back down the crevice.