‘Are you all right, Max?’
I nodded. ‘Yeah, yeah. Just dreaming, that’s all. All this humidity’s sending me into a trance.’ I pulled from my pocket a pack of cigarettes Elaine had bought me that morning.
Joe gave me a dirty look. He was like that, always wanting to make sure I stayed on the straight and narrow. ‘When did you get back on them?’ he asked, not worrying, however, about taking one off me.
‘Well, getting shot at by one of my best employees started to break my resolve, but then, after spending most of yesterday running away from various members of the local law enforcement, I thought, fuck it, lung cancer’s the least of my worries.’
We both laughed and drained our beers. ‘Are you in a hurry,’ I asked him, ‘or have you got time for another one?’ It was rare these days that we sat and socialized, and now I had the feeling that we might not get the chance for a long time to come. It seemed important to make the best of things.
He nodded. ‘Yeah, course I’ve got time.’
So I poured the other two beers and we sat back and smoked and talked about the old days: people we’d known, experiences we’d shared, places we’d served. Only once did things go quiet, when Joe mentioned Elsa and his eyes clouded over as he thought back to what could have been. And I felt guilty again and hurried on to the next subject, maybe just a little bit too quickly.
It was early evening and Elaine had yet to reappear by the time Joe said he had to go, and there was something a bit gloomy about the formal handshake we shared. As if we both knew that for some reason nothing between us was ever going to be the same again.
Sunday, fourteen days ago
Gallan
The station was quiet that morning. The busiest night of the week had come and gone and the cells were slowly being emptied of the drunks, the brawlers, the low-level dealers and anyone else unlucky enough to have had their collar felt. It was another glorious day. The weather woman on the radio had announced chirpily that it was the seventh in a row with more than ten hours of sunshine. Temperatures expected to touch twenty-nine degrees Celsius, eighty-four by the old measurement. No one would be working who didn’t have to, even though crime often went up in heatwaves. Tempers got more frayed, particularly in an overcrowded city; domestic burglary increased as people left their windows open at night. So, too, did rapes, for exactly the same reason. But who wanted to catch criminals on a hot August Sunday?
And that was the thing. I did. I wanted to find out who thought they were clever enough to kill Shaun Matthews and get away with it. I wanted to prove them wrong.
It didn’t seem as though too many of the squad shared my wish, or were at least prepared to break their backs over it, and the incident room for the Matthews murder was empty for the second morning in a row when I walked into it at just after half past eight. Berrin was expected in, as was DI Capper, my immediate boss. It didn’t surprise me that neither had arrived. Berrin had been particularly reluctant to work that day because he’d had to break a date, and had only had one day off in the previous fourteen, so it was unlikely he was going to make it in before nine. As for Capper, he was never on time if his superiors weren’t working. Which was the bloke all over. It was a testimony to his arse-licking skills, and the talent he had for creating a wholly false image of commitment and hard work, that he had reached the level of detective inspector on the back of having absolutely none of the skills required. He was a detective who couldn’t detect, a civil servant who didn’t like to serve, and a man manager who truly couldn’t manage. Every word he ever uttered reeked of insincerity, and his habit of backstabbing colleagues was legendary. He had the luck of the devil, too. His predecessor in the DI’s post had been a guy called Karl Welland, by all accounts a good no-nonsense copper who’d been forced to retire after being diagnosed with terminal cancer, paving the way for Capper to slip into his shoes in the absence of any other suitable candidates. Welland had been dead close to a year now, and Capper continued to thrive in a role he genuinely didn’t deserve. Who said life was fair?
There was a message from Knox on my desk, giving me the telephone number of one of the station’s former CID men, Asif Malik, now of SO7, Scotland Yard’s organized crime unit. Malik had left months before I’d joined, but I knew of him. Everyone knew of him. He’d been the guy who’d worked most closely with Dennis Milne, the part-time hitman. From what I heard, Malik had had nothing to do with any of his former boss’s many crimes and was supposedly as straight as a die, but after what had happened he’d found it difficult to remain at the station, and had transferred to SO7 a few months later. Knox hadn’t been keen initially to get SO7 involved in the Matthews murder investigation because he didn’t want control of the case taken away from him and CID. But when I’d spoken to him the previous afternoon, he’d been interested in the Jean Tanner/Neil Vamen lead and had agreed that someone at SO7, one of whose jobs it was to keep tabs on organized crime figures in London, might at least be able to offer some insights. He’d added on the message (Knox liked his messages) that we were to continue to try to locate Fowler and if necessary widen the search for him, particularly in the light of his continued absence.
I got myself a coffee and tried Malik’s mobile. It went straight to message so I left one, explaining who I was and why I was calling, and asking if we could meet up.
After I’d hung up, I reluctantly phoned my ex-wife. The live-in lover, Mr Crusader, answered, sounding like he’d just woken up. ‘It’s the man whose career you fucked,’ I told him evenly. ‘I’d like to speak to Cathy, please.’ He told me angrily to try phoning later next time as Sunday was their day for lying in. ‘Just put her on,’ I said. ‘It’s about Rachel.’
Cathy came on the line sounding equally knackered and I heard Carrier telling her in the background that I’d sworn at him. You had to hand it to the bloke, he was a born whistleblower. There wasn’t a tale he wouldn’t tell. Cathy told me that she thought we’d got over all the childish name-calling and I apologized, thinking that that would be the easiest tactic, and asked whether I was still having Rachel the following weekend.
‘Well, can you fit it in round your work?’ she asked, with a hint of sarcasm in her voice. ‘The last time you were meant to have her-’
‘I know, I know. I’ll make sure I’ve got the time off. I haven’t seen her in close to a month. I won’t let her down.’
‘You promise? I’m not having her looking forward to seeing you and then you dashing her hopes.’
‘He can’t be allowed to do that again,’ said Carrier in the background. ‘Just because he’s unreliable.’
Not for the first time, I tried to understand what Cathy saw in the bastard. I’d always thought of her as a pretty decent judge of character, someone who knew a creep when she saw one, so it was doubly disheartening to have my view proved so emphatically wrong.
‘I promise,’ I said wearily. ‘I mean it. I’ll come and get her Friday evening and bring her back Sunday.’
‘Thanks, that’d be nice. Come about six, can you?’
‘Sure, six is fine.’ I started to say something else but she cut me short, saying she wanted to get back to sleep.
‘See you on Friday,’ she said, trying to sound pleasant, and hung up, leaving me staring at the phone and thinking that she never used to lie in that late on a Sunday.