Go back to it, Quiet Hunter scolded himself. Forget everything else.
“You … looking at me in … funny way. Why?” Thistle asked, but Quiet Hunter couldn’t answer.
Me. Looking… at… me, he thought. You looking at me. You is Quiet Hunter. Looking at is done with the eyes. Me—the mystery at the center.
And then, with a quiet shattering, the mystery fell away. It was Thistle. But not just Thistle. Me was what was looking out through her eyes. That was what Quiet Hunter wanted in her.
First, he sensed, he had to find it in himself.
He said the word softly. It was dry in his mouth. “Me.”
Thistle wanted to stop. This was not the right way for Quiet Hunter. The way of the song was the right way.
But once a hunt like this is begun, it cannot be abandoned, thought Quiet Hunter. He was looking out through his own eyes and speaking new words.
She said, “Your eyes are changing, Quiet Hunter.” Thistle sounded regretful, almost fearful. He knew what she was thinking.
I don’t want your eyes to change. Go back to where you were meant to be. With True-of-voice. With the song.
But even if you did not want Quiet Hunter’s eyes to change, Thistle, you caused it anyway. Just by being what you are, saying the words you say.
Quiet Hunter knew that his eyes had been opened. Even he could not close them again.
Chapter Eighteen
In the Named camp, Ratha watched Bira kindle a morning fire. We don’t really need it, Ratha thought, but Bira likes to keep to her routine. Besides, it was good to renew the Red Tongue’s embers each day so that they stayed hot.
She turned her thoughts to the face-tails. If the Named wanted one, they would have to capture it before the herd departed, as Thistle said it would. The hunters still would not allow the Named to approach the beasts. Thistle had tried her best, Ratha had to admit, but the differences in understanding between those who followed True-of-voice and those who followed her were too great even for Thistle to cross.
What was the next step? Should the Named take what they needed by means of fire?
Ratha stared at the flames, remembering how she had found the Red Tongue and used it against threats to her people. The choice to use fire had never been easy. This time it was much more difficult.
She wanted to delay, yet she couldn’t. All too soon, Thistle had told her, the face-tail herd would start its migration. The hunters would go with it.
If Thistle chose to stay with them, she might go as well. Ratha could not bear to think about that.
As she sat watching the fire, Khushi trotted up with a grouse in his jaws. She stared at him and lifted her tail in a wordless question. When had Khushi learned to hunt?
“Thakur caught it,” the scout confessed. “But he’s teaching me how. He thought you might like a meal, clan leader.”
The growling in Ratha’s stomach came more from uneasiness and worry about her daughter than from hunger, but to show her appreciation, she took the grouse and shared it with Bira.
While she was eating, Khushi relayed a report from Thakur. “He thinks that True-of-voice’s people will hunt once more before the herd starts to migrate,” the scout said. “In fact, he thinks the hunt will happen today.”
Ratha sneezed out a mouthful of feathers before she could reply. She left the rest of the grouse to Bira, who was better at dealing with feathered prey.
“We’ll join Thakur,” she said. “This is a good opportunity.”
“To do what, clan leader? We can’t catch a face-tail.”
“No. I promised Thistle that we wouldn’t and I will keep that promise. But the other clan hasn’t forbidden us to watch.”
Khushi groaned. “That’s all I have been doing.”
“Well, I want to see how True-of-voice’s people hunt. Thakur says they might have picked up some ideas from Thistle.”
“Unless they are hunting seamares, I don’t know what good her ideas would do them,” grumbled Khushi.
Bira raised her muzzle from her feathery meal and spoke quietly. “Thistle knows about more than seamares. She survived by herself for a long time.”
“All right, so I’m wrong again,” said Khushi. “If we are going to watch, clan leader, let’s hurry.”
“Sorry to rain on your fur, scout,” Ratha said, “but you and Bira are staying here. I only want two of us watching the hunters. They are already wary of us, and I don’t want to endanger Thistle. If they get irritated with us, they could turn on her. I may not agree with everything Thistle does, but I realize that she has risked a lot to be accepted by the hunters. Any mistake on our part could ruin everything she’s done.”
“Then I’ll help Bira with the fire,” said Khushi, who was never in a bad mood for long.
“If you need help, send for us,” said Bira quietly.
Ratha noticed that the Firekeeper and her treeling had laid out resin-filled branches so that firebrands would be quickly available if needed. Bira was probably the most reliable one among the Named, Ratha thought. She rarely made a fuss and she had developed an effective partnership with her treeling, Biaree. They worked so efficiently together that they seemed to be done with tasks before they even started.
I hope I won’t need you, Bira, but thank you anyway, Ratha thought as she left.
She met Thakur on the knoll near their camp. At a ground-eating pace he led her up one of the little valleys that opened onto the plain, down a rugged gully, then up and over the top of a ridge of wooded hills. From a viewpoint just below the crest, where the trees thinned out, Ratha saw some face-tails bunched together in a tight group. Behind the great beasts, in a bow-shaped line, were the hunters.
“I’ve never seen True-of-voice’s people do that before,” Ratha said, puzzled.
“I haven’t either.”
They both moved closer, paralleling the hunters and the driven band of prey. Soon Ratha could see that the land was a tilted plateau. The beasts were being driven up-slope.
“There are cliffs ahead,” said Thakur. “If the hunters do what I think they are planning, they will drive the herd over the edge.”
“The whole herd? That sounds wasteful.” The idea of seeing so many of the great beasts crashing down from the drop-off disturbed Ratha. “Are you sure they picked this up from Thistle?”
“The hunters saw what happened when she was being chased by a face-tail. I did, too. She jumped off a bluff and the face-tail followed. The fall wasn’t far. Thistle wasn’t hurt, but the face-tail was so big and heavy that the fall crippled it. Then it was easy for them to make the kill.”
Ratha cantered alongside Thakur, increasing her speed to compensate for his long legs and greater stride. “Thistle said that they didn’t learn from outsiders. The only thing they follow is this ‘song,’ and only True-of-voice can make it.”
“Although the song itself comes from True-of-voice, it can include things from any of the others,” Thakur said. “Thistle has become part of their group. True-of-voice may walk around in a trance most of his life, but he is not stupid. If he senses something of value in one of his people, he will use it.”
“Or misuse it,” Ratha added. “I don’t like the idea of killing more than you can eat. I wish we’d thought about that before we let Thistle in among them.”
Even if we had, would it have made any difference? she wondered. Once I made the decision not to let these hunters alone, I had to find some way of dealing with them. The Red Tongue was one possible way, and Thistle was another. The trouble is, these ways have effects that I can’t control.
Ratha and Thakur angled in toward the driven face-tails, staying downwind in the high grass to keep themselves hidden from the hunters. The musty, rank odor of the face-tails was sharp in Ratha’s nose. The beasts could not gallop, but their lumbering trot made a rumble that filled the air and shook the ground beneath her paw pads.