Выбрать главу
thought

at the time was exaggeration, their dry political quality was so

distinctly not what one was accustomed to regard as schoolgirl

reading. Miss Gamer protested to protect her, "When once in a blue

moon Isabel is well-behaved…!"

Except for these attacks I do not remember much of the conversation

at table; it was, I know, discursive and concerned with the sort of

topographical and social and electioneering fact natural to such a

visit. Old Rivers struck me as a delightful person, modestly

unconscious of his doubly-earned V. C. and the plucky defence of

Kardin-Bergat that won his baronetcy. He was that excellent type,

the soldier radical, and we began that day a friendship that was

only ended by his death in the hunting-field three years later. He

interested Margaret into a disregard of my plate and the fact that I

had secured the illegal indulgence of Moselle. After lunch we went

for coffee into another low room, this time brown panelled and

looking through French windows on a red-walled garden, graceful even

in its winter desolation. And there the conversation suddenly

picked up and became good. It had fallen to a pause, and the

doctor, with an air of definitely throwing off a mask and wrecking

an established tranquillity, remarked: "Very probably you Liberals

will come in, though I'm not sure you'll come in so mightily as you

think, but what you do when you do come in passes my comprehension."

"There's good work sometimes," said Sir Graham, "in undoing."

"You can't govern a great empire by amending and repealing the Acts

of your predecessors," said the doctor.

There came that kind of pause that happens when a subject is

broached too big and difficult for the gathering. Margaret's blue

eyes regarded the speaker with quiet disapproval for a moment, and

then came to me in the not too confident hope that I would snub him

out of existence with some prompt rhetorical stroke. A voice spoke

out of the big arm-chair.

"We'll do things," said Isabel.

The doctor's eye lit with the joy of the fisherman who strikes his

fish at last. "What will you do?" he asked her.

"Every one knows we're a mixed lot," said Isabel.

"Poor old chaps like me!" interjected the general.

"But that's not a programme," said the doctor.

"But Mr. Remington has published a programme," said Isabel.

The doctor cocked half an eye at me.

"In some review," the girl went on. "After all, we're not going to

elect the whole Liberal party in the Kinghamstead Division. I'm a

Remington-ite!"

"But the programme," said the doctor, "the programme-"

"In front of Mr. Remington!"

"Scandal always comes home at last," said the doctor. "Let him hear

the worst."

"I'd like to hear," I said. "Electioneering shatters convictions

and enfeebles the mind."

"Not mine," said Isabel stoutly. "I mean-Well, anyhow I take it

Mr. Remington stands for constructing a civilised state out of this

muddle."

"THIS muddle," protested the doctor with an appeal of the eye to the

beautiful long room and the ordered garden outside the bright clean

windows.

"Well, THAT muddle, if you like! There's a slum within a mile of us

already. The dust and blacks get worse and worse, Sissie?"

"They do," agreed Miss Gamer.

"Mr. Remington stands for construction, order, education, discipline."

"And you?" said the doctor.

"I'm a good Remington-ite."

"Discipline!" said the doctor.

"Oh!" said Isabel. "At times one has to be-Napoleonic. They want

to libel me, Mr. Remington. A political worker can't always be in

time for meals, can she? At times one has to make-splendid cuts."

Miss Gamer said something indistinctly.

"Order, education, discipline," said Sir Graham. "Excellent things!

But I've a sort of memory-in my young days-we talked about

something called liberty."

"Liberty under the law," I said, with an unexpected approving murmur

from Margaret, and took up the defence. "The old Liberal definition

of liberty was a trifle uncritical. Privilege and legal

restrictions are not the only enemies of liberty. An uneducated,

underbred, and underfed propertyless man is a man who has lost the

possibility of liberty. There's no liberty worth a rap for him. A

man who is swimming hopelessly for life wants nothing but the

liberty to get out of the water; he'll give every other liberty for

it-until he gets out."

Sir Graham took me up and we fell into a discussion of the changing

qualities of Liberalism. It was a good give-and-take talk,

extraordinarily refreshing after the nonsense and crowding secondary

issues of the electioneering outside. We all contributed more or

less except Miss Gamer; Margaret followed with knitted brows and

occasional interjections. "People won't SEE that," for example, and

"It all seems so plain to me." The doctor showed himself clever but

unsubstantial and inconsistent. Isabel sat back with her black mop

of hair buried deep in the chair looking quickly from face to face.

Her colour came and went with her vivid intellectual excitement;

occasionally she would dart a word, usually a very apt word, like a

lizard's tongue into the discussion. I remember chiefly that a

chance illustration betrayed that she had read Bishop Burnet…

After that it was not surprising that Isabel should ask for a lift

in our car as far as the Lurky Committee Room, and that she should

offer me quite sound advice EN ROUTE upon the intellectual

temperament of the Lurky gasworkers.

On the third occasion that I saw Isabel she was, as I have said,

climbing a tree-and a very creditable tree-for her own private

satisfaction. It was a lapse from the high seriousness of politics,

and I perceived she felt that I might regard it as such and attach

too much importance to it. I had some difficulty in reassuring her.

And it's odd to note now-it has never occurred to me before-that

from that day to this I do not think I have ever reminded Isabel of

that encounter.

And after that memory she seems to be flickering about always in the

election, an inextinguishable flame; now she flew by on her bicycle,

now she dashed into committee rooms, now she appeared on doorsteps

in animated conversation with dubious voters; I took every chance I

could to talk to her-I had never met anything like her before in

the world, and she interested me immensely-and before the polling

day she and I had become, in the frankest simplicity, fast

friends…

That, I think, sets out very fairly the facts of our early