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that lurks more or less discouraged in every man. With that I felt

there must go an emotion. I hit upon a phrase that became at last

something of a refrain in my speech and writings, to convey the

spirit that I felt was at the very heart of real human progress-

love and fine thinking.

(I suppose that nowadays no newspaper in England gets through a week

without the repetition of that phrase.)

My convictions crystallised more and more definitely upon this. The

more of love and fine thinking the better for men, I said; the less,

the worse. And upon this fresh basis I set myself to examine what I

as a politician might do. I perceived I was at last finding an

adequate expression for all that was in me, for those forces that

had rebelled at the crude presentations of Bromstead, at the

secrecies and suppressions of my youth, at the dull unrealities of

City Merchants, at the conventions and timidities of the Pinky

Dinkys, at the philosophical recluse of Trinity and the phrases and

tradition-worship of my political associates. None of these things

were half alive, and I wanted life to be intensely alive and awake.

I wanted thought like an edge of steel and desire like a flame. The

real work before mankind now, I realised once and for all, is the

enlargement of human expression, the release and intensification of

human thought, the vivider utilisation of experience and the

invigoration of research-and whatever one does in human affairs has

or lacks value as it helps or hinders that.

With that I had got my problem clear, and the solution, so far as I

was concerned, lay in finding out the point in the ostensible life

of politics at which I could most subserve these ends. I was still

against the muddles of Bromstead, but I had hunted them down now to

their essential form. The jerry-built slums, the roads that went

nowhere, the tarred fences, litigious notice-boards and barbed wire

fencing, the litter and the heaps of dump, were only the outward

appearances whose ultimaterealities were jerry-built conclusions,

hasty purposes, aimless habits of thought, and imbecile bars and

prohibitions in the thoughts and souls of men. How are we through

politics to get at that confusion?

We want to invigorate and reinvigorate education. We want to create

a sustained counter effort to the perpetual tendency of all

educational organisations towards classicalism, secondary issues,

and the evasion of life.

We want to stimulate the expression of life through art and

literature, and its exploration through research.

We want to make the best and finest thought accessible to every one,

and more particularly to create and sustain an enormous free

criticism, without which art, literature, and research alike

degenerate into tradition or imposture.

Then all the other problems which are now so insoluble, destitution,

disease, the difficulty of maintaining international peace, the

scarcely faced possibility of making life generally and continually

beautiful, become-EASY…

It was clear to me that the most vital activities in which I could

engage would be those which most directly affected the Church,

public habits of thought, education, organised research, literature,

and the channels of general discussion. I had to ask myself how my

position as Liberal member for Kinghamstead squared with and

conduced to this essential work.

CHAPTER THE SECOND

SEEKING ASSOCIATES

1

I have told of my gradual abandonment of the pretensions and habits

of party Liberalism. In a sense I was moving towards aristocracy.

Regarding the development of the social and individual mental

hinterland as the essential thing in human progress, I passed on

very naturally to the practical assumption that we wanted what I may

call "hinterlanders." Of course I do not mean by aristocracy the

changing unorganised medley of rich people and privileged people who

dominate the civilised world of to-day, but as opposed to this, a

possibility of co-ordinating the will of the finer individuals, by

habit and literature, into a broad common aim. We must have an

aristocracy-not of privilege, but of understanding and purpose-or

mankind will fail. I find this dawning more and more clearly when I

look through my various writings of the years between 1903 and 1910.

I was already emerging to plain statements in 1908.

I reasoned after this fashion. The line of human improvement and

the expansion of human life lies in the direction of education and

finer initiatives. If humanity cannot develop an education far

beyond anything that is now provided, if it cannot collectively

invent devices and solve problems on a much richer, broader scale

than it does at the present time, it cannot hope to achieve any very

much finer order or any more general happiness than it now enjoys.

We must believe, therefore, that it CAN develop such a training and

education, or we must abandon secular constructive hope. And here

my peculiar difficulty as against crude democracy comes in. If

humanity at large is capable of that high education and those

creative freedoms our hope demands, much more must its better and