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confusion of a world, and

that also was coming to bear upon statecraft.

My first parliament was the parliament of the Suffragettes. I don't

propose to tell here of that amazing campaign, with its absurdities

and follies, its courage and devotion. There were aspects of that

unquenchable agitation that were absolutely heroic and aspects that

were absolutely pitiful. It was unreasonable, unwise, and, except

for its one central insistence, astonishingly incoherent. It was

amazingly effective. The very incoherence of the demand witnessed,

I think, to the forces that lay behind it. It wasn't a simple

argument based on a simple assumption; it was the first crude

expression of a great mass and mingling of convergent feelings, of a

widespread, confused persuasion among modern educated women that the

conditions of their relations with men were oppressive, ugly,

dishonouring, and had to be altered. They had not merely adopted

the Vote as a symbol of equality; it was fairly manifest to me that,

given it, they meant to use it, and to use it perhaps even

vindictively and blindly, as a weapon against many things they had

every reason to hate

I remember, with exceptional vividness, that great night early in

the session of 1909, when-I think it was-fifty or sixty women went

to prison. I had been dining at the Barham's, and Lord Barham and I

came down from the direction of St. James's Park into a crowd and a

confusion outside the Caxton Hall. We found ourselves drifting with

an immense multitude towards Parliament Square and parallel with a

silent, close-packed column of girls and women, for the most part

white-faced and intent. I still remember the effect of their faces

upon me. It was quite different from the general effect of staring

about and divided attention one gets in a political procession of

men. There was an expression of heroic tension.

There had been a pretty deliberate appeal on the part of the women's

organisers to the Unemployed, who had been demonstrating throughout

that winter, to join forces with the movement, and the result was

shown in the quality of the crowd upon the pavement. It was an

ugly, dangerous-looking crowd, but as yet good-tempered and

sympathetic. When at last we got within sight of the House the

square was a seething seat of excited people, and the array of

police on horse and on foot might have been assembled for a

revolutionary outbreak. There were dense masses of people up

Whitehall, and right on to Westminster Bridge. The scuffle that

ended in the arrests was the poorest explosion to follow such

stupendous preparations…

3

Later on in that year the women began a new attack. Day and night,

and all through the long nights of the Budget sittings, at all the

piers of the gates of New Palace Yard and at St. Stephen's Porch,

stood women pickets, and watched us silently and reproachfully as we

went to and fro. They were women of all sorts, though, of course,

the independent worker-class predominated. There were grey-headed

old ladies standing there, sturdily charming in the rain; battered-

looking, ambiguous women, with something of the desperate bitterness

of battered women showing in their eyes; north-country factory

girls; cheaply-dressed suburban women; trim, comfortable mothers of

families; valiant-eyed girl graduates and undergraduates; lank,

hungry-looking creatures, who stirred one's imagination; one very

dainty little woman in deep mourning, I recall, grave and steadfast,

with eyes fixed on distant things. Some of those women looked

defiant, some timidly aggressive, some full of the stir of

adventure, some drooping with cold and fatigue. The supply never

ceased. I had a mortal fear that somehow the supply might halt or

cease. I found that continual siege of the legislature

extraordinarily impressive-infinitely more impressive than the

feeble-forcible "ragging" of the more militant section. I thought

of the appeal that must be going through the country, summoning the

women from countless scattered homes, rooms, colleges, to

Westminster.

I remember too the petty little difficulty I felt whether I should

ignore these pickets altogether, or lift a hat as I hurried past

with averted eyes, or look them in the face as I did so. Towards

the end the House evoked an etiquette of salutation.

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There was a tendency, even on the part of its sympathisers, to treat

the whole suffrage agitation as if it were a disconnected issue,

irrelevant to all other broad developments of social and political

life. We struggled, all of us, to ignore the indicating finger it

thrust out before us. "Your schemes, for all their bigness," it

insisted to our reluctant, averted minds, "still don't go down to

the essential things…"

We have to go deeper, or our inadequate children's insufficient

children will starve amidst harvests of earless futility. That

conservatism which works in every class to preserve in its

essentials the habitual daily life is all against a profounder

treatment of political issues. The politician, almost as absurdly

as the philosopher, tends constantly, in spite of magnificent

preludes, vast intimations, to specialise himself out of the