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Yet being a man, as I say, with his hair a little stirred by a

Zeitgeist that made for change, Gates did at times display a

disposition towards developments. City Merchants had no modern

side, and utilitarian spirits were carping in the PALL MALL GAZETTE

and elsewhere at the omissions from our curriculum, and particularly

at our want of German. Moreover, four classes still worked

together with much clashing and uproar in the old Big Hall that had

once held in a common tumult the entire school. Gates used to come

and talk to us older fellows about these things.

"I don't wish to innovate unduly," he used to say. But we ought to

get in some German, you know,-for those who like it. The army men

will be wanting it some of these days."

He referred to the organisation of regular evening preparation for

the lower boys in Big Hall as a "revolutionary change," but he

achieved it, and he declared he began the replacement of the hacked

wooden tables, at which the boys had worked since Tudor days, by

sloping desks with safety inkpots and scientifically adjustable

seats, "with grave misgivings." And though he never birched a boy

in his life, and was, Iam convinced, morally incapable of such a

scuffle, he retained the block and birch in the school through all

his term of office, and spoke at the Headmasters' Conference in

temperate approval of corporal chastisement, comparing it, dear

soul! to the power of the sword…

I wish I could, in some measure and without tediousness, convey the

effect of his discourses to General Assembly in Big Hall. But that

is like trying to draw the obverse and reverse of a sixpence worn to

complete illegibility. His tall fine figure stood high on the days,

his thoughtful tenor filled the air as he steered his hazardous way

through sentences that dragged inconclusive tails and dropped

redundant prepositions. And he pleaded ever so urgently, ever so

finely, that what we all knew for Sin was sinful, and on the whole

best avoided altogether, and so went on with deepening notes and

even with short arresting gestures of the right arm and hand, to

stir and exhort us towards goodness, towards that modern,

unsectarian goodness, goodness in general and nothing in particular,

which the Zeitgeist seemed to indicate in those transitional years.

7

The school never quite got hold of me. Partly I think that was

because I was a day-boy and so freer than most of the boys, partly

because of a temperamental disposition to see things in my own way

and have my private dreams, partly because I was a little

antagonised by the family traditions that ran through the school. I

was made to feel at first that I was a rank outsider, and I never

quite forgot it. I suffered very little bullying, and I never had a

fight-in all my time there were only three fights-but I followed

my own curiosities. I was already a very keen theologian and

politician before I was fifteen. I was also intensely interested in

modern warfare. I read the morning papers in the Reading Room

during the midday recess, never missed the illustrated weeklies, and

often when I could afford it I bought a PALL MALL GAZETTE on my way

home.

I do not think that I was very exceptional in that; most intelligent

boys, I believe, want naturally to be men, and are keenly interested

in men's affairs. There is not the universal passion for a

magnified puerility among them it is customary to assume. I was

indeed a voracious reader of everything but boys' books-which I

detested-and fiction. I read histories, travel, popular science

and controversy with particular zest, and I loved maps. School work

and school games were quite subordinate affairs for me. I worked

well and made a passable figure at games, and I do not think I was

abnormally insensitive to the fine quality of our school, to the

charm of its mediaeval nucleus, its Gothic cloisters, its scraps of

Palladian and its dignified Georgian extensions; the contrast of the

old quiet, that in spite of our presence pervaded it everywhere,

with the rushing and impending London all about it, was indeed a

continualpleasure to me. But these things were certainly not the

living and central interests of my life.

I had to conceal my wider outlook to a certain extent-from the

masters even more than from the boys. Indeed I only let myself go

freely with one boy, Britten, my especial chum, the son of the

Agent-General for East Australia. We two discovered in a chance

conversation A PROPOS of a map in the library that we were both of

us curious why there were Malays in Madagascar, and how the Mecca

pilgrims came from the East Indies before steamships were available.

Neither of us had suspected that there was any one at all in the

school who knew or cared a rap about the Indian Ocean, except as

water on the way to India. But Britten had come up through the Suez

Canal, and his ship had spoken a pilgrim ship on the way. It gave

him a startling quality of living knowledge. From these pilgrims we

got to a comparative treatment of religions, and from that, by a

sudden plunge, to entirely sceptical and disrespectful confessions

concerning Gates' last outbreak of simple piety in School Assembly.

We became congenial intimates from that hour.

The discovery of Britten happened to me when we were both in the