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they would have a good time, she was sure, if she didn't. She said

that if we did give up everything we had to other people, they

wouldn't very likely know what to do with it. She asked if we were

so fond of work-people, why we didn't go and live among them, and

expressed the inflexible persuasion that if we HAD socialism,

everything would be just the same again in ten years' time. She

also threw upon us the imputation of ingratitude for a beautiful

world by saying that so far as she was concerned she didn't want to

upset everything. She was contented with things as they were, thank

you.

The discussion led in some way that I don't in the least recall now,

and possibly by abrupt transitions, to a croquet foursome in which

Margaret involved the curate without involving herself, and then

stood beside me on the edge of the lawn while the others played. We

watched silently for a moment.

"I HATE that sort of view," she said suddenly in a confidential

undertone, with her delicate pink flush returning.

"It's want of imagination," I said.

"To think we are just to enjoyourselves," she went on; "just to go

on dressing and playing and having meals and spending money!" She

seemed to be referring not simply to my cousins, but to the whole

world of industry and property about us. "But what is one to do?"

she asked. "I do wish I had not had to come down. It's all so

pointless here. There seems to be nothing going forward, no ideas,

no dreams. No one here seems to feel quite what I feel, the sort of

need there is for MEANING in things. I hate things without

meaning."

"Don't you do-local work?"

"I suppose I shall. I suppose I must find something. Do you think-

if one were to attempt some sort of propaganda?"

"Could you-?" I began a little doubtfully.

"I suppose I couldn't," she answered, after a thoughtful moment. "I

suppose it would come to nothing. And yet I feel there is so much

to be done for the world, so much one ought to be doing… I

want to do something for the world."

I can see her now as she stood there with her brows nearly frowning,

her blue eyes looking before her, her mouth almost petulant. "One

feels that there are so many things going on-out of one's reach,"

she said.

I went back in the motor-car with my mind full of her, the quality

of delicate discontent, the suggestion of exile. Even a kind of

weakness in her was sympathetic. She told tremendously against her

background. She was, I say, like a protesting blue flower upon a

cinder heap. It is curious, too, how she connects and mingles with

the furious quarrel I had with my uncle that very evening. That

came absurdly. Indirectly Margaret was responsible. My mind was

running on ideas she had revived and questions she had set

clamouring, and quite inadvertently in my attempt to find solutions

I talked so as to outrage his profoundest feelings

7

What a preposterous shindy that was!

I sat with him in the smoking-room, propounding what I considered to

be the most indisputable and non-contentious propositions

conceivable-until, to my infinite amazement, he exploded and called

me a "damned young puppy."

It was seismic.

"Tremendously interesting time," I said, "just in the beginning of

making a civilisation."

"Ah!" he said, with an averted face, and nodded, leaning forward

over his cigar.

I had not the remotest thought of annoying him.

"Monstrous muddle of things we have got," I said, "jumbled streets,

ugly population, ugly factories-"

"You'd do a sight better if you had to do with it," said my uncle,

regarding me askance.

"Not me. But a world that had a collective plan and knew where it

meant to be going would do a sight better, anyhow. We're all

swimming in a flood of ill-calculated chances-"

"You'll be making out I organised that business down there-by

chance-next," said my uncle, his voice thick with challenge.

I went on as though I was back in Trinity.

"There's a lot of chance in the making of all great businesses," I

said.

My uncle remarked that that showed how much I knew about businesses.

If chance made businesses, why was it that he always succeeded and

grew while those fools Ackroyd and Sons always took second place?

He showed a disposition to tell the glorious history of how once

Ackroyd's overshadowed him, and how now he could buy up Ackroyd's

three times over. But I wanted to get out what was in my mind.

"Oh!" I said, "as between man and man and business and business,

some of course get the pull by this quality or that-but it's forces

quite outside the individual case that make the big part of any

success under modern conditions. YOU never invented pottery, nor

any process in pottery that matters a rap in your works; it wasn't

YOUR foresight that joined all England up with railways and made it

possible to organise production on an altogether different scale.

You really at the utmost can't take credit for much more than