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congratulations and watching the other men arrive, very like a boy

who has returned to school with the first batch after the holidays.

The London world reeked with the General Election; it had invaded

the nurseries. All the children of one's friends had got big maps

of England cut up into squares to represent constituencies and were

busy sticking gummed blue labels over the conquered red of Unionism

that had hitherto submerged the country. And there were also orange

labels, if I remember rightly, to represent the new Labour party,

and green for the Irish. I engaged myself to speak at one or two

London meetings, and lunched at the Reform, which was fairly tepid,

and dined and spent one or two tumultuous evenings at the National

Liberal Club, which was in active eruption. The National Liberal

became feverishly congested towards midnight as the results of the

counting came dropping in. A big green-baize screen had been fixed

up at one end of the large smoking-room with the names of the

constituencies that were voting that day, and directly the figures

came to hand, up they went, amidst cheers that at last lost their

energy through sheer repetition, whenever there was record of a

Liberal gain. I don't remember what happened when there was a

Liberal loss; I don't think that any were announced while I was

there.

How packed and noisy the place was, and what a reek of tobacco and

whisky fumes we made! Everybody was excited and talking, making

waves of harsh confused sound that beat upon one's ears, and every

now and then hoarse voices would shout for someone to speak. Our

little set was much in evidence. Both the Cramptons were in, Lewis,

Bunting Harblow. We gave brief addresses attuned to this excitement

and the late hour, amidst much enthusiasm.

Now we can DO things!" I said amidst a rapture of applause. Men I

did not know from Adam held up glasses and nodded to me in solemn

fuddled approval as I came down past them into the crowd again.

Men were betting whether the Unionists would lose more or less than

two hundred seats.

"I wonder just what we shall do with it all," I heard one sceptic

speculating…

After these orgies I would get home very tired and excited, and find

it difficult to get to sleep. I would lie and speculate about what

it was we WERE going to do. One hadn't anticipated quite such a

tremendous accession to power for one's party. Liberalism was

swirling in like a flood…

I found the next few weeks very unsatisfactory and distressing. I

don't clearly remember what it was I had expected; I suppose the

fuss and strain of the General Election had built up a feeling that

my return would in some way put power into my hands, and instead I

found myself a mere undistinguished unit in a vast but rather vague

majority. There were moments when I felt very distinctly that a

majority could be too big a crowd altogether. I had all my work

still before me, I had achieved nothing as yet but opportunity, and

a very crowded opportunity it was at that. Everyone about me was

chatting Parliament and appointments; one breathed distracting and

irritating speculations as to what would be done and who would be

asked to do it. I was chiefly impressed by what was unlikely to be

done and by the absence of any general plan of legislation to hold

us all together. I found the talk about Parliamentary procedure and

etiquette particularly trying. We dined with the elder Cramptons

one evening, and old Sir Edward was lengthily sage about what the

House liked, what it didn't like, what made a good impression and

what a bad one. "A man shouldn't speak more than twice in his first

session, and not at first on too contentious a topic," said Sir

Edward. "No."

"Very much depends on manner. The House hates a lecturer. There's

a sort of airy earnestness-"

He waved his cigar to eke out his words.

"Little peculiarities of costume count for a great deal. I could

name one man who spent three years living down a pair of

spatterdashers. On the other hand-a thing like that-if it catches

the eye of the PUNCH man, for example, may be your making."

He went off into a lengthy speculation of why the House had come to

like an originally unpopular Irishman named Biggar…

The opening of Parliament gave me some peculiar moods. I began to

feel more and more like a branded sheep. We were sworn in in

batches, dozens and scores of fresh men, trying not to look too

fresh under the inspection of policemen and messengers, all of us

carrying new silk hats and wearing magisterial coats. It is one of

my vivid memories from this period, the sudden outbreak of silk hats

in the smoking-room of the National Liberal Club. At first I

thought there must have been a funeral. Familiar faces that one had

grown to know under soft felt hats, under bowlers, under liberal-

minded wide brims, and above artistic ties and tweed jackets,

suddenly met one, staring with the stern gaze of self-consciousness,

from under silk hats of incredible glossiness. There was a

disposition to wear the hat much too forward, I thought, for a good

Parliamentary style.

There was much play with the hats all through; a tremendous

competition to get in first and put hats on coveted seats. A memory

hangs about me of the House in the early afternoon, an inhumane