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He told the parents, “Name him this. I am

disliked by many, all across the world,

and I dislike them back. So name the child

‘Odysseus.’ And when he is a man,

let him come to his mother’s people’s house,410

by Mount Parnassus. I will give him treasure

and send him home rejoicing.” When he grew,

Odysseus came there to claim his gifts.

His cousins and Autolycus embraced him,

and greeted him with friendly words of welcome.

His grandma, Amphithea, wrapped her arms

around him like a vine and kissed his face

and shining eyes. Autolycus instructed

his sons to make the dinner. They obeyed

and brought a bull of five years old and flayed it, 420

and chopped it all in pieces, and then sliced

the meat with skill and portioned it on skewers

and roasted it with care, and shared it out,

and everybody got the same amount.

The whole day long they feasted, till the sun

went down and darkness fell. Then they lay down

and took the gift of sleep. When early Dawn,

the newborn child with rosy hands, appeared,

Autolycus went hunting with his dogs

and with his sons; Odysseus went too.430

Up the steep wooded side of Mount Parnassus

they climbed and reached its windswept folds. The sun

rose from the calmly flowing depths of Ocean

to touch the fields, just as the hunters came

into a glen. The dogs had dashed in front,

looking for tracks. Autolycus’ sons

came after, with Odysseus who kept

close to the dogs, and brandished his long spear.

A mighty boar lurked there; its lair was thick,

protected from the wind; the golden sun440

could never strike at it with shining rays,

and rain could not get in; there was a pile

of fallen leaves inside. The boar had heard

the sound of feet—the men and dogs were near.

Out of his hiding place he leapt to face them,

his bristles standing up, his eyes like fire,

and stood right next to them. Odysseus

was first to rush at him, his long spear gripped

tight in his hand. He tried to strike; the boar

struck first, above his knee, and charging sideways450

scooped a great hunk of flesh off with his tusk,

but did not reach the bone. Odysseus

wounded the boar’s right shoulder, and the spear

pierced through. The creature howled and fell to earth.

His life flew out. Autolycus’ sons

bustled around and skillfully bound up

the wound received by great Odysseus,

and stopped the black blood with a charm, and took him

back to their father’s house, and nursed him well,

then gave him splendid gifts, and promptly sent him460

back home to Ithaca, and he was glad.

His parents welcomed him and asked him questions,

wanting to know how he had got the wound.

He told them he was hunting with his cousins

on Mount Parnassus, and a boar attacked him;

the white tusk pierced his leg.

The old slave woman,

holding his leg and rubbing with flat palms,

came to that place, and recognized the scar.

She let his leg fall down into the basin.

It clattered, tilted over, and the water470

spilled out across the floor. Both joy and grief

took hold of her. Her eyes were filled with tears;

her voice was choked. She touched his beard and said,

“You are Odysseus! My darling child!

My master! I did not know it was you

until I touched you all around your leg.”

She glanced towards Penelope, to tell her

it was her husband. But Penelope

did not look back; she could not meet her eyes,

because Athena turned her mind aside.480

Odysseus grabbed her throat with his right hand

and with the left, he pulled her close and whispered,

“Nanny! Why are you trying to destroy me?

You fed me at your breast! Now after all

my twenty years of pain, I have arrived

back to my home. You have found out; a god

has put the knowledge in your mind. Be silent;

no one must know, or else I promise you,

if some god helps me bring the suitors down,

I will not spare you when I kill the rest,490

the other slave women, although you were

my nurse.”

With calculation, Eurycleia

answered, “My child! What have you said! You know

my mind is firm, unshakable; I will

remain as strong as stone or iron. Let me

promise you this: if you defeat the suitors,

I will tell you which women in the palace

dishonor you, and which are free from guilt.”

Odysseus already had a plan.

“Nanny, why do you mention them? No need.500

I will myself make my own observations

of each of them. Be quiet now; entrust

the future to the gods.”

The old nurse went

to fetch more washing water; all the rest

was spilt. She washed and oiled him, and then

he pulled his chair beside the fire again,

to warm himself, and covered up his scar

with rags. And carefully Penelope

spoke to him.

“Stranger, I have one small question

I want to ask you. It will soon be time510

to lie down comfortably—at least for those

who can enjoy sweet sleep, no matter what.

But I have been afflicted by some god

with pain beyond all measure. In the day,

I concentrate on my work and my women’s,

despite my constant grief. But when night comes,

and everybody goes to sleep, I lie

crying in bed and overwhelmed by pain;

worries and sorrows crowd into my heart.

As when the daughter of Pandareus,520

the pale gray nightingale, sings beautifully

when spring has come, and sits among the leaves

that crowd the trees, and warbles up and down

a symphony of sound, in mourning for

her son by Zethus, darling Itylus,

whom she herself had killed in ignorance,

with bronze. Just so, my mind pulls two directions—

should I stay here beside my son, and keep

things all the same—my property, my slave girls,

and my great house—to show respect towards530

my husband’s bed and what the people say?

Or should I marry one of them—whichever

is best of all the suitors and can bring

most presents? When my son was immature,

and young, I could not leave my husband’s house.

He would not let me. Now that he is big

and all grown-up, he urges me to go;

he is concerned that they are eating up

his property. Now how do you interpret

this dream of mine? I dreamed that twenty geese 540

came from the river to my house, and they

were eating grain and I was glad to see them.

Then a huge eagle with a pointed beak

swooped from the mountain, broke their necks, and killed them.

I wept and wailed, inside the dream; the women

gathered around me, and I cried because

the eagle killed my geese. Then he came back

and sitting on the jutting roof-beam, spoke

in human language, to restrain my grief.

‘Penelope, great queen, cheer up. This is550

no dream; it will come true. It is a vision.

The geese are suitors; I was once an eagle,

but now I am your husband. I have come

back home to put a cruel end to them.’

Then I woke up, looked round, and saw the geese

still eating grain beside the trough as they

had done before.”

Odysseus, well-known

for his intelligence, said, “My dear woman,

there is no way to wrest another meaning

out of the dream; Odysseus himself560

said how he will fulfill it: it means ruin

for all the suitors. No one can protect them

from death.”

But shrewd Penelope said, “Stranger,

dreams are confusing, and not all come true.

There are two gates of dreams: one pair is made

of horn and one of ivory. The dreams

from ivory are full of trickery;

their stories turn out false. The ones that come