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“My child, I am confused. I cannot speak,

or meet his eyes. If this is really him,

if my Odysseus has come back home,

we have our ways to recognize each other,

through secret signs known only to us two.”

Hardened Odysseus began to smile.110

He told the boy,

“You must allow your mother

to test me out; she will soon know me better.

While I am dirty, dressed in rags, she will not

treat me with kindness or acknowledge me.

Meanwhile, we must make plans. If someone murders

even just one man, even one who had

few friends in his community, the killer

is forced to run away and leave his homeland

and family. But we have killed the mainstay

of Ithaca, the island’s best young men.120

So what do you suggest?”

Telemachus

said warily, “You have to work it out.

They say you have the finest mind in all

the world; no mortal man can rival you

in cleverness. Lead me, and I will be

behind you right away. And I will do

my best to be as brave as I can be.”

Odysseus was quick to form a plan.

He told him, “Here is what I think is best.

The three of you should wash and change your clothes,130

and make the slave girls go put on clean dresses.

Then let the godlike singer take the lyre

and play a clear and cheerful dancing tune,

so passersby or neighbors hearing it

will think it is a wedding. We must not

allow the news about the suitors’ murder

to spread too far until we reach the woods

of our estate, and there we can decide

the best path forward offered us by Zeus.”

They did as Lord Odysseus had said. 140

They washed and changed their tunics, and the slave girls

prepared themselves. The singer took the lyre,

and roused in them desire to hear sweet music,

and dance. The house resounded with the thump

of beating feet from all the dancing men

and girls in pretty sashes. Those outside

who heard the noises said to one another,

“So somebody is marrying the queen

who had so many suitors! Headstrong woman!

She must have lacked the strength to wait it out150

and keep her husband’s house safe till he came.”

They spoke with no idea what really happened.

Eurynome the slave woman began

to wash strong-willed Odysseus. She rubbed him

with olive oil, and dressed him in a tunic

and handsome cloak. And then Athena poured

attractiveness from head to toe, and made him

taller and stronger, and his hair grew thick

and curly as a hyacinth. As when

a craftsman whom Athena or Hephaestus160

has trained in metalwork, so he can make

beautiful artifacts, pours gold on silver—

so she poured beauty on his head and shoulders.

After his bath he looked like an immortal.

He sat down in the same chair opposite

his wife and said,

“Extraordinary woman!

The gods have given you the hardest heart.

No other wife would so reject a husband

who had been suffering for twenty years

and finally come home. Well, Nanny, make170

a bed for me, so I can rest. This woman

must have an iron heart!”

Penelope

said shrewdly, “You extraordinary man!

I am not acting proud, or underplaying

this big event; yet I am not surprised

at how you look. You looked like this the day

your long oars sailed away from Ithaca.

Now, Eurycleia, make the bed for him

outside the room he built himself. Pull out

the bedstead, and spread quilts and blankets on it.”180

She spoke to test him, and Odysseus

was furious, and told his loyal wife,

“Woman! Your words have cut my heart! Who moved

my bed? It would be difficult for even

a master craftsman—though a god could do it

with ease. No man, however young and strong,

could pry it out. There is a trick to how

this bed was made. I made it, no one else.

Inside the court there grew an olive tree

with delicate long leaves, full-grown and green,190

as sturdy as a pillar, and I built

the room around it. I packed stones together,

and fixed a roof and fitted doors. At last

I trimmed the olive tree and used my bronze

to cut the branches off from root to tip

and planed it down and skillfully transformed

the trunk into a bedpost. With a drill,

I bored right through it. This was my first bedpost,

and then I made the other three, inlaid

with gold and silver and with ivory. 200

I stretched ox-leather straps across, dyed purple.

Now I have told the secret trick, the token.

But woman, wife, I do not know if someone—

a man—has cut the olive trunk and moved

my bed, or if it is still safe.”

At that,

her heart and body suddenly relaxed.

She recognized the tokens he had shown her.

She burst out crying and ran straight towards him

and threw her arms around him, kissed his face,

and said,

“Do not be angry at me now,210

Odysseus! In every other way

you are a very understanding man.

The gods have made us suffer: they refused

to let us stay together and enjoy

our youth until we reached the edge of age

together. Please forgive me, do not keep

bearing a grudge because when I first saw you,

I would not welcome you immediately.

I felt a constant dread that some bad man

would fool me with his lies. There are so many220

dishonest, clever men. That foreigner

would never have got Helen into bed,

if she had known the Greeks would march to war

and bring her home again. It was a goddess

who made her do it, putting in her heart

the passion that first caused my grief as well.

Now you have told the story of our bed,

the secret that no other mortal knows,

except yourself and me, and just one slave,

Actoris, whom my father gave to me230

when I came here, who used to guard our room.

You made my stubborn heart believe in you.”

This made him want to cry. He held his love,

his faithful wife, and wept. As welcome as

the land to swimmers, when Poseidon wrecks

their ship at sea and breaks it with great waves

and driving winds; a few escape the sea

and reach the shore, their skin all caked with brine.

Grateful to be alive, they crawl to land.

So glad she was to see her own dear husband,240

and her white arms would not let go his neck.

They would have wept until the rosy Dawn

began to touch the sky, but shining-eyed

Athena intervened. She held night back,

restraining golden Dawn beside the Ocean,

and would not let her yoke her swift young colts,

Shining and Bright. Odysseus, mind whirling,

said,

“Wife, we have not come yet to the end

of all our troubles; there are more to come,

many hard labors which I must complete.250

The spirit of Tiresias informed me,

that day I went inside the house of Hades

to ask about the journey home for me

and for my men. But come now, let us go

to bed together, wife; let us enjoy

the pleasure of sweet sleep.”

Penelope,

who always thought ahead, said, “When you wish.

The bed is yours. The gods have brought you home,

back to your well-built house. But since a god

has made you speak about these future labors,260

tell me what they involve. I will find out

eventually, and better to know now.”

He answered warily, “You really are

extraordinary. Why would you make me tell you

something to cause you pain? It hurts me too,

but I will tell the truth, not hide it from you.

Tiresias foretold that I must travel

through many cities carrying an oar,

till I reach men who do not know the sea,

and do not eat their food with salt, or use270

boats painted red around the prow, or oars,