Gossage watched him warily, as a post-boy will study a dangerous hound.
"I have put the boatswain's party to blacking-down, sir. She'll be smart enough when we enter harbour."
Herrick saw his flag lieutenant for the first time. "Nothing to do, Bowater?" Then he said, "Don't let these ships straggle like a flock of sheep, Captain Gossage. Signal Egret to come about and take charge of them." Once again, his anger overflowed like water across a dam. "You should not need to be told, man! "
Gossage flushed and saw some of the men by the wheel glance at one another. He replied, "There is a thick sea-mist, sir. It is difficult to maintain contact with her."
Herrick leaned against the nettings and said heavily, "It will take a month to repeat a signal along this line of grocery captains! " He swung round, his eyes red in the glare. "Fire a gun, sir! That will wake Egret from her dreams! "
Gossage flung over his shoulder, "Mr Piper! Call the gunner. Then have the larboard bowchaser cleared away! "
It all took time, and Herrick could feel the heat rising from the deck to match the raw thirst in his throat.
"Ready, sir! "
Herrick gave a sharp nod and winced as the pain jabbed through his skull. The gun recoiled on its tackles, the smoke barely moving in the humid air. Herrick listened to the echo of the shot going on and on as it ricochetted across each line of rollers. The supply ships continued on their haphazard course as if nothing had happened.
Herrick snapped, "A good man aloft, if you please. As soon as Egret is in sight I wish to know of it! "
Gossage said, "If we had retained our frigate-"
Herrick looked at him wearily. "But we did not. I did not. Admiral Gambier so ordered it once we had reached this far. The North Sea squadron is also with him by now." He waved one hand around him. "So there is only us, and this melancholy collection of patched-up hulks! "
A dull bang echoed over the ship and Gossage said, "Egret, sir. She'll soon harry them together! "
Herrick swallowed and tugged at his neckcloth. "Signal to Egret immediately. Close on the Flag."
"But, sir-" Gossage glanced at the others as if for support. "She will lose more time, and so shall we."
Herrick rubbed his eyes with his hands. He had not slept for so long that he could scarcely remember what it was like. Always he awoke with the nightmare which instantly froze into reality and left him helpless. Dulcie was dead. She would never be there to greet him again.
He said sharply, "Make the signal." He walked to the poop ladder and peered over the side. "That shot came from yonder, not from Egret." He was suddenly quite calm, as if he was somebody else. The air quivered again. "Hear it, Captain Gossage? What say you now?"
Gossage gave a slow nod. "My apologies, sir."
Herrick eyed him impassively. "You hear what you want to hear. It is nothing new."
Lieutenant Bowater murmured nervously, "The merchantmen are drawing into line, sir."
Herrick smiled bleakly. "Aye, they smell the danger."
Gossage felt that he was going mad. "But how can it be, sir?"
Herrick took Dulcie's telescope and levelled it carefully across the quarter as Egret's topsails appeared to float, unattached, above a bank of white mist. He said, "Perhaps Sir Richard was right after all. Maybe we were all too stupid, or too stricken to listen to him." He sounded detached, indifferent even, as a midshipman yelled, "
Egret's acknowledged, sir! "
Then he said, "The North Sea squadron is no longer on station." He trained the splendid telescope on the nearest merchantman. "But the convoy is still our responsibility He lowered it and added irritably "Signal Egret to make more sail, and take station ahead of the Flag." He watched as Bowater and the signals midshipman." called their numbers and sent the bright bunting soaring up the yards.
One hour, then two dragged past in the melting heat. A faulty challenge? An exchange between privateer and smuggler? Each was a possibility.
Herrick did not glance up as the masthead shouted, "Deck there! Land on the lee bow!"
Gossage remarked, "Another hour or so and we shall be in sight of the Skagerrak, sir." He was beginning to relax, but slowly. Herrick's unpredictable temper was having its effect.
"Deck there! Sail on the starboard quarter! "
Men ran across, and a dozen telescopes probed the blinding mirrors of water and the gentle mist.
There was something like a gasp of relief as the lookout cried, "Brig, sir! She wears our colours! "
Herrick contained his impatience while he watched the brig as she beat this way and that to close with the flagship.
The signals midshipman called, "She's the Larne, sir. Commander Tyacke."
Herrick screwed up his eyes to clear his aching brain. Larne? Tyacke? They triggered off a memory, but he could not quite grasp it.
Gossage exclaimed, "God, she's been mauled, sir! "
Herrick raised his telescope and saw the brig rise up as if from the sea itself. There were holes in her fore topsail, and several raw scars in the timbers near her forecastle.
"She's not dropping a boat, sir." Gossage sounded tense again. "She's going to close with us to speak."
Herrick moved the glass still further and then felt the shock run through him. He could see the sunlight glinting on the commander's single epaulette, the way he was clinging to the shrouds, a speaking-trumpet already pointing towards the Benbow.
But his face… even the distance could not hide its horror. It was like being drenched with icy water as the memory flooded back. Tyacke had been with Bolitho at Cape Town. The fireship, the escaping French frigate-his head reeled with each revelation.
"Benbow ahoy! " Herrick lowered the glass and thankfully allowed the man's identity to fall back into the distance. " The French are out! I have met with two sail of the line and three others! "
Herrick snapped his fingers and took a speaking-trumpet from the first lieutenant.
"This is RearAdmiral Herrick! What ships did you see?" Each shouted word made his brain crack.
The man's powerful voice echoed across the water and Herrick thought it sounded as if he were laughing. A most unseemly sound.
"I didn't wait to discover, sir! They were eager to dampen my interest! " He turned away to call some commands as his brig slewed dangerously across Benbow's quarter. Then he shouted, "One is a second-rate, sir! No doubt of that! "
Herrick faced inboard and said, "Tell him to carry word to Sir Richard Bolitho." He stopped Gossage and revised it. "No. To Admiral Gambier."
He walked to the compass and back again, then glanced at the old Egret's pyramid of tanned canvas which seemed to tower directly beyond Benbow's jib-boom. He saw all and none of it. They were things and moments in his life too familiar to comment on. Even the old cry, The French are out! could not move him any more.
Gossage came back, breathing hard as if he had just been running.
"The brig's making more sail, sir." He eyed him despairingly. "Shall I order the convoy to scatter?"
"Have you forgotten Zest's captain so soon, man? Waiting somewhere for his wretched court-martial? They once executed an admiral for failing to press home an attack-d'you imagine they would even hesitate over Captain Varian?" Or us, he thought, but did not say it.
He looked for the little brig but she was already tacking around the head of the column. The man with the horribly disfigured face might find Gambier or Bolitho by tomorrow. It was probably already pointless.
But when he spoke again, his voice was steady and unruffled.
"Signal the convoy to make more sail and maintain course and distance. Spell it out word by word if you have to, but I want each master to know and understand the nearness of danger."
"Very well, sir. And then…?"
Herrick was suddenly tired, but knew there would be no respite.
"Then, Captain Gossage, you may beat to quarters and clear for action! "