She let her lids fall on a pleasured sigh.
“Do you like it?”
She tightened her arms and drew his lips back to hers. “You know I do.”
He did, of course, but he hadn’t wanted to miss hearing her admission. It pleased him-a consolation prize given the limitations of their present engagement.
The severe limitations-the open ardor of her response more than warmed him; it was a spur to which he couldn’t react.
Yet.
She was warm and alive beneath his hands; her breasts filled them, hot, firm, swollen. Her delight, her pleasure, was there in her kiss, in the eagerness investing her supple frame.
When he closed his hands more definitely and kneaded, she made a sound deep in her throat and kissed him back, flagrantly demanding…
It was suddenly a battle to stay exactly where he was and not press closer, not trap her against the column, mold her to him, ease his pain against her softness. He drew breath, felt his chest swell, grappled, and hung on to his control-
Clang! Clang!
The sound was off-key, sufficiently grating to distract them both.
They broke the kiss; he hauled in a breath, hands sliding to her waist as he turned.
Clang! Clang!
“It’s the luncheon gong.” Portia blinked, slightly dazed, up at him. “They’re ringing it outside. There must be others wandering the gardens, too.”
He hoped so, hoped it wasn’t just they being so specifically summoned. He stepped back, reached for her hand. “We’d better get back.”
She met his gaze briefly, then nodded. Let him take her hand and lead her down the steps.
As they walked quickly back up the lawns, he made a mental note to reinforce his reins before her next lesson. To prepare himself for the temptation, the better to resist it.
He glanced at her, walking steadily beside him, her stride longer than most women’s. She was absorbed, thinking-he knew about what. If he made a mistake, let his true intent show, he couldn’t rely on her naïveté to blind her to it. She might not see the truth immediately, but later, she would. She would analyze and dissect everything that passed between them, all in the name of learning.
Looking ahead, he inwardly grimaced. He was going to have to ensure she didn’t learn more than was good for her.
Such as the truth of why he was teaching her.
6
Portia sat at the luncheon table and let the conversations flow past her. She was sufficiently adept to nod here, murmur there; no one realized her mind was elsewhere.
She longed to discuss what she’d learned, but there was no one present suitable for the role of confidante. If Penelope had been here… then again, given her younger sister’s views on men and marriage, perhaps it was as well she was not.
Assessing the other ladies, she mentally ticked them off on her fingers. Not Winifred-she didn’t want to shock her-and certainly not Lucy or the Hammond girls. As for Drusilla…
Kitty, brittlely vivacious as she teased Ambrose and James, seemed the only possibility-a lowering thought.
Portia cast a glance at Lady O, then looked down at her plate. She had a sneaking suspicion that, far from being shocked, Lady O would baldly tell her she’d merely scratched the surface and there was a lot more she’d yet to learn.
She didn’t need further encouragement. Curiosity was eating her from inside out; she didn’t dare catch Simon’s eye in case he guessed. One point they hadn’t discussed was the frequency of her lessons; she didn’t want to appear too… “forward” was the word that leapt to mind. She had a deep-seated conviction it wouldn’t be wise to let him know how fascinated and enthralled she was. He possessed quite enough arrogant pride; she didn’t need to add to it, to give him any reason to feel superior.
Consequently, she rose with the other ladies and went out onto the lawns to sit and idly gossip in the sunshine. Simon watched her go, but he gave no sign; neither did she.
An hour later, Lady O summoned her to help her upstairs.
“Well, then-how are your deliberations progressing?” Lady O slumped back on her bed and let Portia straighten her skirts.
“In a positive but as yet inconclusive manner.”
“That so?” Lady O’s black eyes remained on her face, then she humphed. “You and Simon must have walked for miles.”
She shrugged nonchalantly. “We went down to the lake.”
Lady O frowned at her, then closed her eyes. “Well, if that’s all you have to report, I can only suggest you look lively. We’ve only so many days here, after all.”
She waited; when Lady O said nothing more, she murmured a good-bye and left her.
Slowly, she walked back through the huge house, wondering…
How many days would she need to learn all? Or at least enough? Reaching the long gallery, she turned into one of the deep embrasures and sat on the window seat. Staring, unseeing, at the sunbeams dancing on the wood paneling, she opened her memory, let her senses slide free…
And felt again, carefully mapped the limits of her learning, the frontier beyond which lay so much she’d yet to feel. To know.
She had no idea how long she’d been sitting there, no idea how long Simon had been watching her; as she drew back from her thoughts, she sensed his presence, shifted her gaze, and saw him leaning against the outer edge of the embrasure. Met his blue eyes.
A moment passed, then he raised a brow. “Ready for your next lesson?”
Did it show? She lifted her chin. “If you’re free.”
He had been for the last hour. Simon bit back the words, coolly inclined his head, and straightened.
She rose, her soft skirts falling about her, sheathing her long legs. He reached out, took her hand, fought not to seize it. Calling on every ounce of his expertise, he wound her arm in his and turned down the corridor.
She glanced at his set face. After a moment, she asked, “Where are we going?”
“Somewhere we won’t be disturbed.” He heard the harshness in his voice, knew she’d heard it, too. Nevertheless, he couldn’t resist adding, “Incidentally, if you wish to progress through the various stages to any reasonable conclusion, you’ll need to make yourself available for the purpose.”
She blinked, then faced forward. “I often go to the music room in the afternoon-to practice. I was thinking of going there now.”
“You’re accomplished enough on the piano-you can afford to be distracted for once. Or twice. We’ll only be here for a few days more.”
Halting, he opened a door, set it swinging wide, and ushered her into a small parlor attached to a bedchamber; neither room was presently in use. He’d chosen the room from memory, knowing what it contained.
Portia stopped in the middle of the room, looking about at the lumps of furniture all swathed in Holland covers. He locked the door, then joined her; taking her hand, he drew her toward one of the long, curtained windows. The room faced west, overlooking the pinetum. He swept the curtains wide; sunshine streamed in.
Turning back, he reached for the sheet covering the large piece of furniture facing the window. With a flick, he drew the sheet aside, revealing a wide and lushly cushioned daybed, now bathed in golden light.
Portia blinked. Dropping the sheet, he reached for her. Giving her no time to think, he lifted her and fell, taking her with him, into the cushioned comfort.
They bounced; she giggled, then sobered as her eyes met his. He shifted, propping his shoulders against the daybed’s padded side, settling her alongside him, half over him, within the circle of his arms.
The sun poured over them. Her gaze drifted to his lips. She licked hers, then her eyes flicked up to his. “What now?”
One dark brow rose fractionally; her dark blue eyes remained steady on his. He had absolutely no doubt she was willing.
He smiled, insensibly relieved; lifting a hand to her face, he drew it to his. “Now we play.”