Tracey told him it was the Howler. It had taken her an hour to convince him Don wasn’t the killer, that his father was the principal, for crying out loud, and that she wasn’t going to have to enter a convent just because she went out with a boy.
“Does … does he do that all the time?” he asked finally.
She sighed, and nodded. “If he’s home when I go out, yes. Mother just stands there and holds her hands like she’s going to cry any minute. If they had their way, my Aunt Theresa would be my duenna, for heaven’s sake.”
He didn’t know whether to say he was sorry or not, but she saw the sympathy and covered his hand with hers, squeezed it, and drew it back slowly.
“So,” she said explosively, “what’ll we talk about?”
He didn’t know, but they must have talked about something because the waitress and the food came and went, and the next thing he knew he was standing in front of her house, holding her hand and wishing she didn’t have to visit her grandmother again the next day. Then they could keep on walking, from one end of town to the other, laughing at the displays in the shop windows, making words from the three letters on the license plates they could catch, and trading notes on teachers they had in common. He said nothing about the biology grade. She mentioned the Howler only once, when they passed a corner bar and saw a pair of dingy men sitting with their backs against its wall, brown bags in hand. One was snoring, the other watching them intently, sneering as they walked by. They saw a third derelict at the next corner, but he ignored them, being too busy scrubbing his grizzled face dryly with his hands.
Tracey had guessed that any one of them could be the kid killer, and he thought they were too weak-looking; this guy, this nut, had to be massive to do what he did to his victims.
“My father,” she said, “is shorter than you, and he can break the handle of a shovel over his knee when he’s mad enough.”
That’s when she had taken his hand, and that’s when the fun and the conversation had stopped.
“Well,” she said, looking at the small house separated from its neighbors by paved alleyways leading to postage-stamp backyards.
“Yeah.”
She stood in front of him and looked up. Shadows drifted over her face and made it soft, smooth, and he couldn’t help but touch a finger to her cheek.
God, her skin was soft.
“Have a good time tomorrow,” was the only thing he could say.
She pouted. “Yeah, great. I’d rather go to the game.”
She leaned closer, stared at him, then raised herself up and kissed him. “See you Monday.”
She was up the stairs and through the door before he could think to kiss her in return, and he walked with his hands in his pockets and the tip of his tongue flicking out to test each part of his lips, to taste her, to remember, and finally to realize that she hadn’t promised to call him, or perhaps see him on Sunday.
See you Monday was what she had said.
In spite of the kiss the translation was easy: don’t call me, I’ll call you, and don’t hold your breath.
“Shit,” he said. “Shit, boy, you sure screwed that up.”
He scored himself all the way home, not noticing until the door had closed hard behind him that his parents were already there, sitting in the living room and watching him.
“Hi,” he said with a wave, and stopped before he ran up the stairs. There was something wrong. His mother wasn’t looking at him, and his father was drumming a tattoo on a knee. “What’s up? Good meeting?”
“A very good meeting,” Norman said. “Until it was over and I had a word with Mr. Falcone.”
His eyes closed slowly. A moment later they snapped open, and he pointed and said, “Wait a minute,” and was up the stairs and into his room before they could stop him. He snatched up his notebook and pawed through it until he found the test, ran down and stood in front of his father, pressing the page to his chest to smooth out the wrinkles.
“Don—”
“Wait,” he said, he held it out. “Just look at it, Dad. Just take a look.”
“Donald,” Joyce started, and stopped when he pleaded her patience with a glance.
Norman looked up, looked at the paper and read through it, his lips moving slightly. When he was finished, he passed it to Joyce, sighed, and sagged back in his chair.
“Well?”
“Don …” Norman closed one eye, pulled at his lower lip; he was hunting for the right word. “It does seem a bit harsh, I have to be honest.”
“Harsh?” He sputtered, trying to control his voice before it broke into falsetto. “Harsh? It’s more than harsh, it’s wrong, Dad! He took points off he never would have for somebody else. He deliberately marked it earlier than the rest of them, and he deliberately picked on me. He … he said before the test that I would need all the luck I could get. He said that, Dad, I swear to god.”
Norman dropped the paper into his lap and set a knuckle to his cheek, ran it down to his jaw, and stared at the fireplace. “I can’t believe that, Don.”
“Dad—”
“Damnit, you just listen to me, boy, and stop interrupting. For all the fighting that man and I are doing now, he is still a professional and you’d better remember it. I cannot believe he would deliberately single you out. It’s too obvious, don’t you see that? Christ, all I’d have to do is compare this with another paper from the same class and I’d see right away if he was picking on you.”
“But he is! Wait until Monday, I can get a hundred—”
“No,” Norman said forcefully, without raising his voice. “I won’t. He’s a damned fine teacher, Don, and I won’t insult him that way.”
“You’re grounded,” his mother said behind him.
He whirled, unable to take it in, unable to speak.
“Donald,” she said, near to tears, “if you’re going to college, you simply cannot afford to let your grades slip the way they have. This is the last straw. Colleges look at things like that, they check to see if you let your grades go down just because your school is almost over. You’re obviously distracted from your work by … a number of things. Donald, you’re grounded until you can prove you’re doing better.”
Tears brimmed into his eyes, and he felt as if he had stumbled into a dream, someone else’s dream, and he was lost and didn’t know how to find his way out, back to his own bed, his own family. There was a roaring in his ears, and a constriction that prevented the air from passing his throat. He swallowed, hoping to find his voice again, fighting not to break the rule in front of his father; he looked to Norman, who was still staring at the hearth.
He had a headache, and he knew his skull would split in half if he didn’t leave the room immediately.
He reached out, and Norman handed the test back.
He looked at his mother blankly, and turned.
There was a hint of red floating in the foyer.
Behind him they shifted uncomfortably; punishment meted and neither felt right though they knew it was the right thing.
He walked away. Slowly. So slowly a cramp began building in his left calf and he had to grab the banister to keep from racing upstairs.
The roaring increased, to a winter’s storm trapped in a seashell.
The red danced, and he told himself to remember the Rules.