"They're always there," Washington said. "The family goes by there all the time."
I nodded and for the first time felt guilty about taking the photo. I didn't say anything. I just waited for Washington. He seemed to ease up some. His face became softer, relaxed.
"Look, Jack, I gotta do some checking. And some thinking. If I tell you I'll call you, I'm gonna call you. Go back to the hotel, get a massage, whatever. I'll call you one way or the other in a couple hours."
I nodded reluctantly and he stood up. He held his arm across the table, his right hand out. I shook it.
"Pretty good work. For a reporter, I mean."
I picked up my computer and left. The squad room was more crowded now and a lot of them watched me go. I guess I had been in there long enough for them to know I wasn't a crackpot. Outside it was colder and the snow was beginning to come down hard. It took me fifteen minutes to flag down a cab.
On the ride back I asked the driver to swing by Wisconsin and Clark and I jumped out and ran across the snow to the tree. I put the photo of Bobby Smathers back where I'd found it.
12
Larry Legs kept me twisting in the wind the rest of the afternoon. At five I tried calling him but couldn't locate him at Area Three or Eleven-Twenty-One, as the department's headquarters was known. The secretary in the homicide office refused to disclose his whereabouts or to page him. At six I was resigned to being blown off when there was a knock on my door. It was him.
"Hey, Jack," he said without stepping in. "Let's take a ride."
Washington had his car parked in the valet lane in the hotel drive-up. On the dash he had placed a Police Business card so there was no problem. We got in and pulled out. He crossed the river and started north on Michigan Avenue. The snow had not abated as far as I could tell and there were drifts along both sides of the road. Many of the cars on the road had a three-inch frosting on their horizontal surfaces. I could see my breath in Washington 's car and the heater was on high.
"Guess you get a lot of snow where you come from, Jack."
"Yeah."
He was just making conversation. I was anxious to see what he really had to say but thought it better to wait, to let him tell me at his speed. I could always pull the reporter act and ask questions later.
He turned west on Division and headed away from the lake. The sparkle of the Miracle Mile and the Gold Coast soon disappeared and the buildings began to get a little more seedy and in need of repair and upkeep. I thought maybe we were heading toward the school Bobby Smathers had disappeared from but Washington didn't say.
It was completely dark now. We went under the El and soon passed a school. Washington pointed at it.
"That's where the kid went. There's the yard. Just like that, he was gone." He snapped his fingers. "I staked it all day yesterday. You know, a year since the disappearance. Just in case something happened or the guy, the doer, came back by."
"Anything?"
Washington shook his head and dropped into a brooding silence.
But we didn't stop. If Washington wanted me to see the school, the view had been quick. We kept heading west and eventually came upon a series of brick towers that somehow looked abandoned in some way. I knew what they were. The projects. They were dimly lit monoliths against the blue-black sky. They had assuredly taken on the appearance of those that were housed within. They were cold and despairing, the have-nots of the city skyline.
"What are we doing?" I asked.
"You know what this place is?"
"Yeah. I went to school here-I mean in Chicago. Everybody knows Cabrini-Green. What about it?"
"I grew up here. So did Jumpin' John Brooks."
Immediately, I thought of the odds. First of just surviving in such a place, next of surviving and then becoming a cop.
"Vertical ghettos, each one of them. Me and John used to say it was the only time when you had to take the elevator up when you were going to hell."
I just nodded. This was out of my realm completely.
"And that's only if the elevators were working," he added.
I realized that I never considered that Brooks might be a black man. There was no photo in the computer printouts and no reason to mention race in the stories. I had just assumed he was white and it was an assumption I would have to analyze later. At the moment, I was trying to figure out what Washington was trying to tell me by taking me here.
Washington pulled into a lot next to one of the buildings.
There were a couple of dumpsters coated with decades of graffiti slogans. There was a rusted basketball backboard but the rim was long gone. He put the car in park but left it running. I didn't know if that was to keep the heat flowing or to allow us a quick getaway if needed. I saw a small group of teenagers in long coats, their faces as dark as the sky, scurry from the building closest to us, then cross a frozen courtyard and hustle into one of the other buildings.
"At this point you're wondering what the hell you're doing here," Washington said then. "That's okay, I understand. A white boy like you."
Again I said nothing. I was letting him run out his line.
"See that one, third on the right. That was our building. I was on fourteen with my grand-auntie and John lived with his mother on twelve, one below us. They didn't have no thirteen, already enough bad luck 'round here. Neither of us had fathers. At least ones that showed up."
I thought he wanted me to say something but I didn't know what. I had no earthly idea what kind of struggle the two friends must have had to make it out of the tombstone of a building he had pointed at. I remained mute.
"We were friends for life. Hell, he ended up marrying my first girlfriend, Edna. Then on the department, after we both made homicide and trained with senior detectives for a few years, we asked to be partnered. And damn, it got approved. Story about us in the Sun-Times once. They stuck us in Three because it included this place. They figured it was part of our expertise. A lot of our cases come outta here. But its still on rotation. So we just happened to be the ones catching on the day that boy turned up without no fingers. Shit, the call came in right at eight. Ten minutes before and it would've gone to night shift."
He was silent for a while, probably thinking about what kind of difference it would have made if the call had gone to somebody else.
"Sometimes at night when we'd been workin' a case or on a stake or something, me'n John would drive out here after shift, park right where we are now and just look the place over."
It occurred to me then what the message was. Larry Legs knew Jumpin' John hadn't pulled the trigger on himself because he had known the exact struggle Brooks had experienced coming out of a place like this. Brooks had fought his way out of hell and he wasn't about to go back by his own hand. That was the message.
"This is how you knew, isn't it?"
Washington looked across the seat at me and nodded once.
"It was just one of those things you know, that's all. He didn't do it. I told them that in MIU but they just wanted to get it the fuck away from them."
"So all you had was your gut. There was nothing out of line anywhere else?"
"There was one thing but it wasn't enough for them. I mean they had the handwriting, his history with the shrink, all that in place. It fit too nicely for them. He was a suicide before they zipped up the bag and took him away. Cut and dried."
"What was the one thing?"
"The two shots."
"What do you mean?"
"Let's get out of here. Let's get some food."
He put the car in drive and made a large circle in the lot and then out onto the street. We headed north on streets I had never been on. I had an idea where we were going, though. After five minutes of this I was tired of waiting for the next part of the story.
"What about the two shots?"
"He fired two shots, right?"
"Did he? It wasn't in the papers."