But the truth was, she felt isolated, away from everything she knew and she missed him despite the delight that was Lyanna. She missed his touch, the sound of his voice, the feel of his breath on her neck, the strength he brought to everything he did and the support he showed her so unflinchingly, despite their long separations. And though she knew her decision had been right, the unknowables gnawed at her confidence and spoke of unseen dangers for her daughter. Denser would shore her up. They would shore each other up, only he wasn’t here and she had to dig deep into her considerable reserves of strength to keep believing.
Ren’erei helped. She was a friendly face. Respectful and understanding. Erienne made a note to keep her as close as she could for as long as she could. The Gods only knew what she would face on Herendeneth.
‘You know we would welcome him but there are others who have less sound motives for wanting to find us besides those who have already tried,’ she continued, sparing her the need to answer. ‘They hunt us day and night and have done so for more than ten years. They and their enemies would all see us fall.’
Erienne frowned. It didn’t make sense. Surely the Dordovans were the only ones who pursued them still.
‘Who?’
‘Witch Hunters,’ said Ren’erei. ‘Black Wings.’
The strength went from Erienne’s legs and she sagged down, clutching at the rail. With astonishing swiftness, Ren’erei moved across the deck and caught her. Erienne couldn’t find the words to thank her. Her pulse was pounding in her throat, the blood roaring in her ears, her mind releasing the memories she’d buried so carefully years before.
She saw it all again. Tasted the atmosphere of the Black Wings’ castle, the stench of fear in her twin boys’ room, the hideous torture of separation from the sons she loved and the sneer of Captain Travers, the leader of the Witch Hunters. Again and again she saw the blood from their slit throats spattered over the bed clothes, their faces and the walls. Her boys. Her beautiful boys. Slaughtered for a risk they didn’t pose, by men who were terrified of magic because they could not understand it. Again, she felt their loss, just like it was yesterday, just like every day.
And the Black Wings hadn’t been destroyed despite everything she and The Raven had done. They hadn’t been destroyed and now they hunted that which was most pure. Lyanna.
‘No, no, no,’ she whispered. ‘Not again.’
‘I am a fool and I’m sorry,’ said Ren’erei, wiping a tear from Erienne’s face while she clutched the elf’s forearm. ‘It was wrong to tell you that. We know what you lost to them and we have grieved. But you have to know so that you can understand that you will be safe with us where you weren’t before, not even inside the walls of your College. Tryuun has suffered at their hands. You have seen his face. He escaped their torture but not without cost. But one day we will finish the Black Wings. Finish what The Raven began.’
‘But they are finished,’ mumbled Erienne, searching her eyes for the lie. ‘We destroyed their castle.’
Ren’erei shook her head. ‘No. One escaped the castle and others have joined him to raise the banner again in the wake of the Wesmen withdrawal. Selik.’
‘Selik is dead,’ said Erienne. She pushed away from Ren’erei, moving to sit on a crate lashed to the deck, nausea sweeping her stomach. ‘I killed him myself.’ Ren’erei stood.
‘Tell that to Tryuun,’ she said solemnly. ‘Selik is disfigured, almost unrecognisable to look at, but his manner is all too easy to recall. The left-hand side of his face is cold and dead and his eye droops toward it, blind forever. His hair was scorched in the flame and he bears the scars of many burns, but his strength of arm remains. He is a dangerous adversary and he knows a great deal about us. More than any man living.’
‘So kill him.’ Erienne’s voice reflected the cold dread she felt inside though the night was warm. ‘He can’t be hard to spot.’
‘But we have to find him first. Tryuun escaped him ten weeks ago and we haven’t heard of him since. But we will and this time there will be more of us, I promise.’ She crouched in front of Erienne who looked into those ocean-deep green eyes. Her smile had returned. ‘He can’t follow us here. No one can. You are safe, Erienne. You and Lyanna. No one can harm you on Herendeneth.’
She knew Ren’erei was right but the shock of her words kept Erienne from sleep that night. Irrational fears drifted across her tired mind, snapping her to heart-thumping wakefulness whenever she drifted close to its embrace.
Denser was still in Balaia, heedless of the danger that lurked somewhere in its borders. Dear Ilkar too. Both had borne torture at the hands of Black Wings once. That some had survived and would repeat the horror sickened her. Perhaps Selik’s disappearance meant they had somehow infiltrated the crew on board. Perhaps when they reached Herendeneth, all that would greet them would be death. Black Wings were everywhere in her imagination and each one had a dagger with which to slit a helpless child’s throat . . .
The Ornouth Archipelago appeared out of the haze of the setting sun the next day, a string of islands that looked almost as one so far as the eye could see in either direction. Through a thin bank of cloud, the sun cast red light across the archipelago, bathing land and sea in a warm radiance.
Erienne and Lyanna stood at the prow of the Ocean Elm, drinking in the splendour as the islands became gradually more distinct, with what they thought at first sight to be mountains on one island, resolving themselves as belonging to entirely another.
From tiny rock atolls, jutting from the sea like fists grabbing at the air, to great swathes of white sand, miles long, the Ornouth swept west to east, a tail off the northern coast of Calaius, beautiful but treacherous. Riddled with hidden reefs, beneath even the calmest waters, the power lurked to rip the bottom from any ship and Erienne could feel tension begin to grow among the sailors as they neared the outlying islands.
It was small wonder the archipelago hadn’t been mapped. The journey to the island closest to the southern mainland couldn’t be risked in anything smaller than an ocean-going vessel, and with shallow-draught boats the only way to be confident of charting the myriad central islands, it would truly be a labour of love. Unsurprisingly, much of what lay deep inside Ornouth was uncharted and, to a large extent, untouched.
The Ocean Elm cut confidently across the sea towards the outer islands but as they approached close enough to make out individual trees bordering the beaches, and boulders on the shingle, the tension reached a new level.
From the wheel deck, the first mate rattled out a series of orders that had elves scurrying to the sheets and up into the masts. Much of the sail was furled, leaving only the jib and forward mast topsail to drive the ship. And all those not engaged in rig work leant over the sides or swung plumb lines to measure the fast-varying depth. The skipper steered a course between two islands, keeping very close to the one where a shelf led to deep water just off shore.
With the passengers ignored, the crew waited, tensed, reacting immediately to every quarter turn of the wheel, every order to trim or loose the sails, while a constant stream of calls echoed back from the prow as sailors scoured the water in front of them or measured the depth again and again.
The ship crawled along the channel. Erienne noticed long poles stowed beneath the gunwales and it didn’t take much imagination to understand what they were for. She never wanted to see them wielded. Not a word was spoken that wasn’t directly relevant to the task at hand and the taut expression on the face of every sailor told its own story about their proximity to disaster, despite their obvious experience.
It was an hour of careful travel before they rounded the port-side island and hove-to in a wide channel from where the horizon in every direction was studded with islands. The crew stood down, the light failing quickly, and soon the smells of cooking filled Erienne’s nose while somewhere, a flute was playing softly. Hardly daring to move, Erienne and Lyanna shifted where they sat on the netted and tied crates, not part of the relief the crew shared. Ren’erei came over to them, carrying mugs of tea for them both.