His own feelings were screwed up enough, he figured, without his trying to cope with someone else’s. Push, withdraw, steer. Push, withdraw, steer. His wounded arm ached at each thrust of the pole, but the pain eased as the muscle worked at the simple, repetitive task. Nick tried to let the motion relax him, but sometimes he saw the trees tremble in an aftershock, or his memory flashed on Viondi dying, or he saw a thick creeper that reminded him of the water moccasin, and a wave of rage would shake his body like a terrier shaking a rat. He found himself standing on the boat’s afterdeck with his hands clenched around the pole, his jaw muscles working, his eyes glancing left and right for an enemy… He told himself to relax.
And he would relax. He was too exhausted to stay tense every second. But then he would hear echoing in his mind the voice of the crazy cop, Stay away from my family, motherfucker, and next thing he knew he would be panting like a wounded animal desperate for shelter.
Relax, he told himself. Relax. Just push the damn boat. That’s all the situation calls for. He felt something wet run down his left arm. He must have reopened the wound. He kept moving and tried to ignore the sensation.
Gold shimmered on the water’s surface like light on the rippling scales of a snake. He kept the levee on his left. At one point he came across an area where the levee had been washed away for a hundred yards or so. It looked, from the cross-section, as if it were made of little more than sand. And suddenly the trees opened up, and there was the Mississippi, framed by hulking levee banks on either side. The sight took Nick’s breath away, and in an instant he deeply regretted his notion of heading toward the big river instead of inland.
Too late now, he told himself. Got to get to Arlette. And he drove on, to the wide, debris-strewn river that opened up before him.
Jason awoke as the bass boat took the chop of the Mississippi. “Whassup?” he said as the bow grated against a torn, leafy bough.
“We’re in the big river now,” Nick said.
Jason blinked sleepily at the wide expanse of water. “Well,” he said, “I told you it was a mess.” Nick had to agree. The Mississippi was enormous, a mile or more across, a swollen gray mass covered with debris but utterly without life. He couldn’t remember ever looking at the Mississippi below Cairo without seeing traffic—usually there were towboats upstream and down—but now there wasn’t a single boat on the river. The only trace of humanity was wreckage: barges that had come aground here and there, stacks of lumber that had once been parts of buildings, cushions and foam boxes and an entire grain silo—one of the modern all-metal types, with the flattish conical roof—that rolled along the river like a seal with its nose above water.
Navigation lights were half-submerged or toppled. Stone piers and groins, built out into the water to help control the current, had collected colossal amounts of debris and turned into menacing obstacles studded with broken branches and roots as sharp as knives. Buoys bobbed in the water, but Nick had no idea what they could be marking.
Most alarming was the amount of timber. Trees covered the surface of the river, like an entire forest taking a holiday swim. Tangles of timber piled up in drifts on the shore and on hidden reefs. Twisted roots threatened like black fangs. A lot of the timber seemed very old—it looked as if it had lain on the bottom of the river for centuries until the quake had thrown it to the surface. The river might have looked like this two hundred years ago, Nick thought. Before anyone ever tried to tame it.
“Hey!” Jason was pointing ahead, downstream. “Look! Is that a towboat right there?” Nick’s heart leaped at the sight of a boat’s superstructure standing against the treeline. Food! he thought. Safety. A bed. And communication—surely they had a way he could reach Arlette.
“All right!” Jason said. “We’re out of this!” He stood, jumped on the foredeck, began waving his arms and shouting. Nick felt a grin break out on his face. My God, he thought, maybe I can take a shower. Suddenly a shower seemed the most desirable thing in the world.
And then, as he looked at the boat over Jason’s shoulder, he felt his joy begin to fade. That boat didn’t look right.
Jason’s shouts faded. He lowered his arms.
The river brought them toward the towboat. It wasn’t even a boat anymore, it was a wreck come aground on a shoal of debris. It looked as if the river had rolled the boat completely over at least once. The stacks were gone, and the roof of the pilothouse punched down on top of the superstructure as if a giant had sat on it. The boat was wrapped in steel cable and covered with river mud, and timber and debris were piled up on its upstream flank.
Defeat oozed through Nick’s veins. Jason stood staring at the boat, and Nick could see all the vitality go out of his body, the shoulders slumping. “I thought we were rescued,” he said.
“Soon,” Nick said, his voice sounding hollow. “Soon.”
From the river, Jason could see surprisingly little. Above the flooded treeline to the east stood the Chickasaw Bluffs, forested slopes with little habitation. Landslides marred the bluffs, raw earth and rumbled trees. To the west were trees standing in the flood: there was a levee back there somewhere, but it was out of sight.
Jason and Nick managed to keep the boat away from the obstacles without great effort. Nick hung fishing lines from the stern in hopes of catching supper. The sun began to fall away westward. In order to calm the pain of hunger, Jason tried some of Nick’s cattails. They weren’t bad, he decided. And there, suddenly, it was. Memphis. It emerged quite suddenly from behind the tail of a long overgrown island, a sudden panorama that sent relief singing through Jason. Memphis, perched above the river on Chickasaw Bluff Number Four, its glittering stainless steel pyramid in the foreground. A pang touched Jason’s heart as he saw the huge thirty-two-story pyramid. It was the pyramid that his mother had believed would summon cosmic forces to keep them all safe from the destruction that would wreck California.
Whatever cosmic forces were summoned by the pyramid, they certainly hadn’t helped Memphis much. Many of the buildings were mere rubble, and those still standing had all suffered significant damage. Even modern buildings that had withstood the earthquake were blackened with fire. Bright tongues of flame still licked from some of the shattered windows. Pillars of black smoke rose from deep in the city. Northward, a blue-green water tower leaned at a desperate angle. Near the waterfront, grain elevators lay shattered and covered with soot. It looked as if they’d exploded.
Jason’s gaze lifted to the M-shaped span of the Hernando DeSoto Bridge, which looked like a giant McDonald’s logo vaulting across the Mississippi from Memphis to Arkansas. Though the towers still stood, the approaches had partly collapsed, and pieces were missing from the main span. A part of the roadway dangled precariously from the span, tons of steel and asphalt that looked as if they were ready to drop into the water at the merest touch.
Stay the hell away from that, Jason thought.
“Let’s get to the shore,” he said. “Let’s get off this boat.”
“Check it out with the scope,” Nick said, “and find us a place to land.” Landing, on examination with the Astroscan, was going to be hard to do. Between the boat and the broken bridge stretched a long line of wreckage scattered the east side of the river. And to Jason’s horrified surprise, he recognized it as belonging to Mud Island—recently renamed Festival Island—the long island park that lay between the Mississippi and Memphis proper. The island where he and his mother had, a few weeks ago, spent a pleasant spring afternoon was now almost entirely covered by gray water.