“Simon?” she whispered.
He turned to look at her. Noticed Yalena. Brought his gaze back to Kafari.
“Close the door, please.”
Kafari did so, hand trembling. She locked it, carefully. When she turned around again, Simon was still looking at her. “I have just been notified,” he said, voice hoarse, “by Sector Command that Gifre Zeloc has invoked treaty provisions, demanding my removal from command or he will pull Jefferson out of the Concordiat.”
Kafari’s knees turned to rubber. She groped for the sofa. “Can he do that?”
“Oh, yes. With a vote of agreement from the Senate and House of Law. And we know only too well how such a vote would turn out, don’t we?”
“What—” She had to stop and start again. “What in God’s name happened, Simon?”
“Sar Gremian paid me a visit. There’s a demonstration underway in Law Square. President Zeloc wanted me to use Sonny to drive the protestors out. I said no. So Gremian and a couple of his goons showed up, to insist. When I refused, Gremian tried to pull a gun on me. Sonny responded.” A mirthless laugh sent chills down her back. “It might’ve been better if Sonny’d shot him. But he didn’t. Commendable restraint, at the time. Gifre Zeloc was not amused. I’ve sent a copy of the recording Sonny made to Sector, with a formal protest. This,” he gestured at the datascreen, the motion abrupt, bitter, “was their reply. I have never,” he added, “seen Brigade move so fast in my career, which tells me everything I need to know.”
Kafari made herself cross the room. Made herself read the message.
The Brigade supports your actions, which appear to have been proper and appropriate, but the Concordiat cannot afford to lose an allied world at this time, with a multi-system crisis of unprecedented proportions facing us. As Unit SOL-0045 is capable of independent battlefield action and given the low threat of invasion in the Silurian Void at this time, Sector has decided to reassign you to another Bolo in the Hakkor region, where three allied worlds are expected to come under heavy bombardment within a matter of weeks. A naval scout ship will be dispatched to take you to the Hakkor region to assume your new command. The scout will arrive in Jeffersonian space in three days. Your family will doubtless wish to emigrate. Quarters will be reserved for them at Sector Command.
“Oh, God,” Kafari whispered. She looked up, read pain in Simon’s ravaged eyes.
“You don’t want to go, do you?” he asked.
“I go where you do!”
It came out fierce, protective.
“Where are we going?” Yalena demanded, jarring Kafari’s attention from Simon to their child, who was glaring up at them.
“Your father has been reassigned off-world. We’re going to live at Sector Command.”
Yalena’s eyes blazed. “You’re going to Sector Command! I’m not going anywhere!”
Kafari started to snap a tart rejoinder when a sinking, cold terror hit her gut. Yalena was thirteen years old. She had reached the “right of self-determination” age, under POPPA-mandated child-protection law. They literally could not force her to leave. She looked at Simon, saw the bleakness there, realized he’d already foreseen this turn of events. Kafari ripped herself for ten kinds of blind folly and sat down abruptly, staring utter disaster in the face.
Her husband was being forced off-world by a regime ruthless enough to want a Bolo to disperse a few protestors. Her daughter was refusing to go. She knew Yalena, knew the stubborn core of that child, an unyielding determination that was, thanks to years of POPPA indoctrination, entirely misguided. There had to be a way! Some way out, something she could say or do to persuade her daughter to leave.
The prospect of a life without Simon, wondering day to day, hour to hour, if he’d been killed on some far-off world, while coping with a home-front situation that looked more frightening with every passing week, left her winded, unable to think clearly. Her mind whirled, frantic to find some reassurance that her life had not just shattered to pieces. Simon, cold and silent, offered no reassurance because there was none to offer. Their life together was over, along with nearly everything she valued in the world. Taken from her by idiots.
“Yalena,” she said in a hoarse voice that seemed disembodied, with no connection to her, “please go into your room.”
Her daughter scowled, but did so, closing the door on her way.
Simon looked at Kafari. She looked at him. “I can’t go with you,” she finally whispered.
“I know.”
“I can’t leave her here, alone. They’ve got her, Simon, they’ve got her heart and her mind, her very soul. I have to fight to get her back, somehow. I’ve got to break through all the crap she’s been force-fed and make her see the truth. I can’t just abandon her. If I did… If I left with you and ended up alone on some strange military base on a world where I don’t know anyone, I would go mad…”
“I know.”
There didn’t seem to be much else to say. He knew. Had known her well enough to realize what her choice must be. Had accepted it, even before she had walked through the front door. Kafari crossed the intervening space between them, knelt down beside his chair, and wrapped both arms around him. She just held on. Simon was trembling. So was she. He slid out of the chair, stood up with her, held onto her tightly enough to make breathing difficult. They stayed that way a long time, long enough to develop an ache in her ribs from the pressure. “Do you have any idea,” Simon whispered roughly, “how much I need you?”
She shook her head, realizing in that moment that she could never know the answer to that agonized question. His heart thundered against hers. Tears blinded her. In this single, wrenching moment, the ache in her heart left no room for anything else, not even hatred of POPPA for doing this to them. That would come later. She was terrified for him. How could he go into battle, give his attention to the job of waging war, with thoughts of her and Yalena intruding, breaking his concentration? He needed her too much. She had jeopardized his effectiveness as an officer, without even realizing it.
He finally let go a deep and shuddering sigh, relaxed his death-hold on her ribs, and pulled back enough to peer down into her wet eyes. He managed a tender smile and used gentle fingertips to dry her cheeks. “Here, now, what’s this? Don’t you know the first rule of being a colonel’s lady?”
She shook her head.
“Never send a man into combat with tears. Or curlers in your hair. Who wants to remember a woman with red eyes and hair wound up around plastic tubes?”
A strangled sound, half hiccough, half laughter, broke loose. “Oh, Simon. You always know just what to say.” She blinked furiously, determined to get her fractured emotions under control. “Whatever are we going to do?”
“Our duty,” he said with a rough burr in his voice. “You’re the strongest person I have ever known, Kafari Khrustinova. Do you have any idea how remarkable you are, dear lady?”
She shook her head again. “I don’t feel very remarkable Simon. And I probably look like a drowned cat.”
He smiled. “I’ve seen worse.” A sigh gusted loose. “I have a lot to do, if I’m leaving in three days. That,” he gestured at the datascreen again, “doesn’t become completely official until I set foot on the scoutship, at least, so I have some time to work with Sonny before I go. They may be harried and desperate at Sector, but they’re not entirely blind, either. That recording of Sar Gremian was enough to convince somebody that I’d better not be relieved of command over him instantly, no matter how much Gifre Zeloc threatens. He will doubtless be so delighted at getting his way, he won’t quibble about three days.”