When Pablo shut his eyes again, Jeff moved back across the clearing, crouched beside Eric.
A plan -that was what they needed.
Clean the knife-wash the blood off its blade, build another fire to sterilize it. Maybe sterilize one of the needles from the sewing kit, too. Then cut the vine out of Eric, stitch him back up.
And someone should head down the hill before long to watch for the Greeks.
And they should sew the remains of the blue tent into a pouch, in case it rained again that afternoon.
And-what else? There was something he was neglecting, Jeff knew, something he was avoiding.
Amy's body.
He glanced toward it, then quickly away. One step at a time, he told himself. Start with the knife.
"It's going to take a few minutes to get ready," he said to Eric.
Eric started to sit up but then thought better of it. "What do you mean?"
"I have to sterilize the knife."
"It doesn't matter. I don't need-"
"I'm not cutting into you with a dirty knife."
Eric held out his hand. "I'll do it."
Jeff shook his head. "Three minutes, Eric. Okay?"
Eric hesitated, debating. Finally, he seemed to realize he didn't have a choice. He lowered his hand. "Please hurry," he said.
Clean the knife.
Jeff returned to the tent, started to dig through the archaeologists' backpacks, searching for a bar of soap. He found a toiletry kit zipped into a side pocket; there was a razor inside, a small can of shaving cream, a toothbrush and paste, a comb, a stick of deodorant, and-in a little red plastic box-a bar of soap. He carried the entire kit with him back out into the clearing, along with a small towel he'd also found in the backpack, a needle, and a tiny spool of thread.
The bar of soap, the towel, the knife, the needle, the thread, the plastic jug of water-what else was needed?
He turned to Mathias, who was sitting now, beside the little lean-to. "Can you build a fire?" he asked.
"How big?"
"Just a small one. To heat the knife."
Mathias stood up, began to move about the clearing, making his preparations. They'd left the remaining notebooks out in the rain yesterday; they were still too wet to burn. Mathias disappeared into the tent, searching for something else to use as fuel. Jeff poured a small amount of water from the jug onto the towel, then began to rub at the soap with it, working it into a lather. As he started to scrub at the dried blood on the knife's blade, Mathias reappeared, carrying a paperback book, a pair of men's underwear. He arranged these in the dirt beside Jeff, sprinkling some of the remaining tequila over them. The book was a Hemingway novel, The Sun Also Rises. Jeff had read it in high school, the same edition, the same cover. Looking down at it now, he realized he couldn't remember a single thing about it.
"Give him some of that," Jeff said, pointing at the tequila.
Mathias handed the bottle to Eric, who held it in both hands, looking up at Jeff uncertainly.
Jeff nodded, gesturing for him to drink. "For the pain."
Eric took a long swallow, paused to catch his breath, then drank again.
Mathias was holding the box of matches now. He'd opened it, taken one of them out. "Tell me when you're ready," he said.
Jeff poured some water onto the blade, rinsing it. When he was done, he took the tequila from Eric, set it on the ground. "After I cut it out, I'm going to sew you up, okay?"
Eric shook his head, looking scared. "I don't want to be sewn up."
"They won't close on their own."
"But it'll still be in there."
"I'm not going to leave any behind, Eric. I'll-"
"You won't be able to see it all. Some of it'll be too small. And if you sew it inside me-"
"Listen to me, all right?" Jeff was fighting to keep his voice low-reasonable and reassuring. "If we leave the wounds open, it'll just keep happening. Understand? You'll fall asleep, and it'll push its way in again. Is that what you want?"
Eric shut his eyes. His face began to twitch. Jeff could see he was struggling not to cry. "I want to go home," he said. "That's what I want." He inhaled deeply, something close to a sob, which he caught at the last moment. "If you sew it up, it'll-"
"Eric," Stacy said.
Eric opened his eyes, turned to look at her. She was still sitting beside Amy, clutching her hand.
"Let him do it, honey. Okay? Just let him do it."
Eric stared at her-at Amy, too. He took another deep breath, then a third one, and the trembling slowly left his face. He shut his eyes again, opened them. He nodded.
Jeff turned to Mathias, who'd been waiting through all this, the unlighted match pinched between finger and thumb. "Go ahead," Jeff said.
And then they all watched as Mathias coaxed the little fire into life.
Stacy was just a few yards away; she could see everything.
Jeff started on Eric's abdomen, enlarging the original wound, tugging gently at one of the tendrils as he sliced. He didn't have to go far-a couple of inches, no more-before the plant came free. Then he began to cut in the other direction, pulling on the second tendril. Again, it was only two or three inches before the vine slipped easily from Eric's body. It must've hurt, of course, but Eric just grimaced, his hands tightening into fists. He didn't make a sound.
Jeff handed the knife to Mathias, took the needle from him. Mathias had heated it in the tiny fire; he'd even threaded it for him. They didn't seem to have to talk, those two; somehow, they just knew what the other wanted, and did it. Like Amy and me, Stacy thought, and nearly broke into tears. She had to shut her eyes to stop herself, clenching them-clenching Amy's hand, too. The heat from her own body had warmed Amy's skin by now; if Stacy hadn't known better, she could've imagined that Amy was merely sleeping. But no, that wasn't really true. Already, an odd stiffness had begun to set in, the fingers curling slightly in her grasp.
She opened her eyes. Jeff was mopping away some of Eric's blood with the little towel, bending low, clasping the needle in his other hand, ready to begin his stitching.
Eric lifted his head slightly, stared. "What're you doing?"
Jeff hesitated, the needle poised an inch above Eric's abdomen. "I told you. We have to stitch it closed."
"But you didn't get it all."
"Sure I did. It came right out."
Eric gestured with his hand. "Can't you fucking see? It goes all the way up my chest."
Jeff examined where Eric was pointing-across the left side of his rib cage, then along his sternum. "That's just swelling, Eric."
"Bullshit."
"That's how the body reacts to physical trauma."
"Cut me there." He pointed at his sternum.
"I'm not gonna-"
"Do it and see."
Jeff glanced toward Mathias, then Stacy, as if hoping one of them would help.
Stacy tried, weakly. "Just let him stitch it up, honey."
Eric ignored her. He reached his hand toward Mathias. "Give me the knife."
Mathias looked at Jeff, who shook his head.
"Either cut me or give me the knife and let me do it."
"Eric-" Jeff began.
"It's inside me, damn it. I can feel it."
Jeff wavered for another moment, then handed the needle back to Mathias, took the knife from him. "Show me," he said.
Eric ran his finger along the left edge of his sternum. "Here. Where it's puffy."
Jeff bent over him, pressed the blade into his skin, then drew it downward, carving a line three inches long. Blood spilled out of the wound, ran down Eric's rib cage.