“No,” he said. “You’re my protection, Mrs. Williams. I have to get to Voigt Field, in a place called Derry. You’re going to see that I get there.”
“That’s a hundred and fifty miles!” she wailed.
“Someone else told me a hundred.”
“They were wrong. You’ll never get through to there.”
“I might,” Richards said, and then looked at her. “And so might you, if you play it right.”
She began to tremble again but said nothing. Her attitude was that of a woman waiting to wake up.
MINUS 044 AND COUNTING
They traveled north through autumn burning like a torch.
The trees were not dead this far north, murdered by the big, poisonous smokes of Portland, Manchester, and Boston; they were all hues of yellow, red, brilliant starburst purple. They awoke in Richards an aching feeling of melancholy. It was a feeling he never would have suspected his emotions could have harbored only two weeks before. In another month the snow would fly and cover all of it.
Things ended in fall.
She seemed to sense his mood and said nothing. The driving filled the silence between them, lulled them. They passed over the water at Yarmouth, then there were only woods and trailers and miserable poverty shacks with outhouses tacked on the sides (yet one could always spot the Free-Vee cable attachment, bolted on below a sagging, paintless windowsill or beside a hinge-smashed door, winking and heliographing in the sun) until they entered Freeport.
There were three police cruisers parked just outside of town, the cops meeting in a kind of roadside conference. The woman stiffened like a wire, her face desperately pale, but Richards felt calm.
They passed the police without notice, and she slumped.
“If they had been monitoring traffic, they would have been on us like a shot,” Richards said casually. “You might as well paint BEN RICHARDS IS IN THIS CAR on your forehead in Day-Glo.”
“Why can’t you let me go?” she burst out, and in the same breath: “Have you got a jay?”
Rich folks blow Dokes. The thought brought a bubble of ironic laughter and he shook his head.
“You’re laughing at me?” she asked, stung. “You’ve got some nerve, don’t you, you cowardly little murderer! Scaring me half out of my life, probably planning to kill me the way you killed those poor boys in Boston-
“There was a full gross of those poor boys,” Richards said. “Ready to kill me. That’s their job.”
“Killing for pay. Ready to do anything for money. Wanting to overturn the country. Why don’t you find decent work? Because you’re too lazy! Your kind spit in the face of anything decent.”
“Are you decent?” Richards asked.
“Yes!” She stormed. “Isn’t that why you picked on me? Because I was defenseless and… and decent? So you could use me, drag me down to your level and then laugh about it?”
“If you’re so decent how come you have six thousand New Dollars to buy this fancy car while my little girl dies of the flu?”
“What-” She looked startled. Her mouth started to open and she closed it with a snap. “You’re an enemy of the Network,” she said. “It says so on the Free-Vee. I saw some of those disgusting things you did.”
“You know what’s disgusting?” Richards asked, lighting a cigarette from the pack on the dashboard. “I’ll tell you. It’s disgusting to get blackballed because you don’t want to work in a General Atomics job that’s going to make you sterile. It’s disgusting to sit home and watch your wife earning the grocery money on her back. It’s disgusting to know the Network is killing millions of people each year with air pollutants when they could be manufacturing nose filters for six bucks a throw.”
“You lie,” she said. Her knuckles had gone white on the wheel.
“When this is over,” Richards said, “you can go back to your nice split-level duplex and light up a Doke and get stoned and love the way your new silverware sparkles in the highboy. No one fighting rats with broomhandles in your neighborhood or shitting by the back stoop because the toilet doesn’t work. I met a little girl five years old with lung cancer. How’s that for disgusting? What do-”
“Stop!” she screamed at him. “You talk dirty!”
“That’s right,” he said, watching as the countryside flowed by. Hopelessness filled him like cold water. There was no base of communication with these beautiful chosen ones. They existed up where the air was rare. He had a sudden raging urge to make this woman pull over: knock her sunglasses onto the gravel, drag her through the dirt, make her eat a stone, rape her, jump on her, knock her teeth into the air like startled digits, strip her nude and ask her if she was beginning to see the big picture, the one that runs twenty-four hours a day on channel one, where the national anthem never plays before the sign-off.
“That’s right,” he muttered. “Dirty-talking old me.”
MINUS 043 AND COUNTING
They got farther than they had any right to, Richards figured. They got all the way to a pretty town by the sea called Camden over a hundred miles from where he had hitched a ride with Amelia Williams.
“Listen,” he said as they were entering Augusta, the state capital. “There’s a good chance they’ll sniff us here. I have no interest in killing you. Dig it?”
“Yes,” she said. Then, with bright hate: “You need a hostage.”
“Right. So if a cop pulls out behind us, you pull over. Immediately. You open your door and lean out. Just lean. Your fanny is not to leave that seat. Understand?”
“Yes.”
“You holler: Benjamin Richards is holding me hostage. If you don’t give him free passage he’ll kill me.”
“And you think that will work?”
“It better,” he said with tense mockery. “It’s your ass.”
She bit her lip and said nothing.
“It’ll work. I think. There will be a dozen freelance cameramen around in no time, hoping to get some Games money or even the Zapruder Award itself. With that kind of publicity, they’ll have to play it straight. Sorry you won’t get to see us go out in a hail of bullets so they can talk about you sanctimoniously as Ben Richards’s last victim.”
“Why do you say these things?” she burst out.
He didn’t reply; only slid down in his seat until just the top of his head showed and waited for the blue lights in the rear-view mirror.
But there were no blue lights in Augusta. They continued on for another hour and a half, skirting the ocean as the sun began to wester, catching little glints and peaks of the water, across fields and beyond bridges and through heavy firs.
It was past two o’clock when they rounded a bend not far from the Camden town line and saw a roadblock; two police cars parked on either side of the road. Two cops were checking a farmer in an old pick-up and waving it through.
Go another two hundred feet and then stop,” Richards said. “Do it just the way I told you.”
She was pallid but seemingly in control. Resigned, maybe. She applied the brakes evenly and the air car came to a neat stop in the middle of the road fifty feet from the checkpoint.
The trooper holding the clipboard waved her forward imperiously. When she didn’t come, he glanced inquiringly at his companion. A third cop, who had been sitting inside one of the cruisers with his feet up, suddenly grabbed the hand mike under the dash and began to speak rapidly.
Here we go, Richards thought. Oh God, here we go.
MINUS 042 AND COUNTING
The day was very bright (the constant rain of Harding seemed light-years away) and everything was very sharp and clearly defined. The troopers’ shadows might have been drawn with black Crayolas. They were unhooking the narrow straps that crossed their gunbutts.
Mrs. Williams swung open the door and leaned out. “Don’t shoot, please,” she said, and for the first time Richards realized how cultured her voice was, how rich. She might have been in a drawing room except for the pallid knuckles and the fluttering, birdlike pulse in her throat. With the door open he could smell the fresh, invigorating odor of pine and timothy grass.