Step. Step. Steppedystepstepstep. The pines gave way to ocatillo and prickly pear. Every so often we passed giant century plants, some of them two stories tall, like frozen land-mine explosions, with sawtoothed leaves that were so thick and wide you could walk out on them and bounce up and down like you were on a diving board. There Huh. I saw something.
Stop, I touched on Hun Xoc’s back. He touched the blood in front of him and the order to halt traveled through the three bloods ahead of him. Around here-I mean in Mesoamerica-the ranking hotshot usually came last. But on this job, the senior blood, Hun Xoc, was breaking protocol by marching near the head of the file, and he kept me behind him. Oh, by the way, “blood” is a literal translation, but it does work in English. Or Elizabethan English, anyway, like “young blood.” “As many and as well-borne bloods as those,” as I guess King Philip says. In Ixian it could mean any warrior-age male from one of the “great houses,” that is, from the ruling class.
The halt rippled back down our column, through fifty-seven other men all the way to the rearmost, the last of the four sweepers raking over our trail. I signed to Hun Xoc that I was going on alone. He edged aside, reluctantly, and tilted his head, asking me to be more careful. The bloods in the vanguard closed around me, but I pushed through them. Did they not see anything? I widened my eyes into the unnatural dusk.
A figure sat at the crossroads, a hundred paces ahead of us. A man. A man with a cigar. It wasn’t as though he materialized, and in fact he looked like he’d been lounging there a long time, but I’d just looked there a few beats before-when you’re marching, you develop a rhythm of looking at your feet, and then look around, and then look ahead of you, and then repeat-and I hadn’t seen him. And none of our forerunners had noticed him or they would have given us an owl screech.
I turned and signed to the sitz’, the fourteen-year-old boy, behind me. His provisional, preadulthood name was Armadillo Shit, and he was my k’ur chu’, my “fellator,” or I guess if we want to be delicate we can call him my squire. Or if we want to be indelicate we could call him my bitch. Every blood had at least one. It was kind of a Spartan erastes — and- eromenos system. The k’ur chu’ob who survived all the hazing-about forty percent, I figured-would, eventually, get admitted into whatever society it was, in this case the Harpy Ball Brethren Society. Like jonokuchi Sumo wrestlers, they did everything for us, including, shall we say, wiping.
He came up alongside me and spat drinking water into my eyes. I rubbed my face dry on his manto and looked again. The figure was still there. He wore a long orange-and-black-striped manto and a wide straw traveling-trader’s hat, almost a sombrero, that gave him an incongruous nineteenth-century-European-peasant look.
I walked forward, alone. The gentleman readjusted his hindquarters on the dessicated and defanged barrel cactus, took a deep drag on his cigar-it was a green Palenque-style stogie as thick as a Churchill-and studied me.
Hmm. He looked familiar.
I switched my gait to the deferential Ixian halt-step and then stopped four paces from him.
He let out a snake of blue smoke. I squatted, and touched the ashy ground. He didn’t speak, so I did.
“Salud, Caballero Maximon,” I said, and then, remembering when we were, I saluted him again with his older name: “X’taca, halach ahau Mam.”
He answered in Spanish, though. “Hola, cabron. Estas que Cholano gringo de San C.”
I clicked yes. His Spanish was rustic but awfully good for someone who, technically, probably hadn’t spoken it regularly for twelve hundred years.
“Estan buenas Piramides. ”
“?Perdon?” I asked. Oh, right, the cigars I’d given him back in San Cristobal Verapaz. Back in the twenty-first century. “Ah, cierto. Claro, yo soy…”
“Maybe you can score me some more of those sometime.”
“Oh, seguramente. I’ll go by the Great House humidor in BC.”
“Buen reparto,” he drawled, after largely resolidifying. The way he talked about it, it sounded like it had happened yesterday, not thirteen hundred and forty-eight years in the future. Although that’s how it is with guys like that, time just-or I guess you could call him a deity, although the English word doesn’t get the flavor, and anyway in the old days, to be polite, we just called them “smokers”-the deal is, with beings like that, time just rolls off them like scandal off Reagan. He took a long drag and blew out a plume of smoke that uncoiled as slowly as a satiate python.
Damn, I thought, now this is what you call a strong hallucination. As soon as the idea came to me, though, Maximon seemed to fade a bit, so I put it out of my mind. He might still come up with something of value. The thing was, there’s more in your mind than you realize. And when you’re in someone else’s mind, like I was, the whispers just keep on coming. And some of them strengthen into voices, and some of those solidify into, well, into something like I’d just seen. And some of those — not most, because then you’d be just another crazy person, but some-can be worth paying attention to. Especially in a place like this. Like everybody’s here in the old days, Chacal’s brain didn’t think hunches and insights came from within. They came from the smokers, like Maximon. And sometimes the smokers saw something in your head that you’d forgotten, or that you’d never noticed, but which was still something real.
“So,” Maximon asked, “how did you make your way to this glittering b’aktun?”
“I sent myself here,” I started to say, “into the skin of this hipball player, as you see-”
“What self is that?” he interrupted.
“Well, I mean, yes,” I said. “It’s not exactly my self, it’s that my memories, they got…” Damn. I tried the word pach’i, “printed,” like in a seal on wet clay: “They got printed and sent back here.”
“What are we in back of?” he asked.
“Well, that’s true,” I said, “we’re not really in back of anything, I mean, to here, earlier, than…”
I trailed off. “Llllll,” he went. It was the Mayan equivalent of “Hmm.”
“I still have Chacal’s brain,” I stammered out. “But it has the higher-level type of my twelfth-b’aktun memories, from Jed.” It was all the things that had happened to me, I explained, all the English and Spanish skills, the emotional habits, everything that made me think I was Jed DeLanda, and it had all been downloaded out of my head, encoded into a form somewhat like a holographic film image, and directed at a target brain, wiping out that brain’s own higher-level memories in the process. As far as current understanding of the universe went, it was the only possible process that was even close to time travel-a term that, by the way, we avoided, the way intelligence pros won’t use the word spy.
He took another monster inhale. Did he get it? I wondered. Or did it all sound like nonsense? Or did he know it all already? I can’t do this forever. Somehow-and Chacal’s reflexes were a phenomenon I’d come to heed, without understanding them-I felt the troop was getting restless. Wait, I signed behind me. The sense of motion on the hairs of my back faded and disappeared. One good thing around here was you could talk to the air and people wouldn’t think you were crazy, but just in tune with one of the folk of other levels, the Unheard, Unsmelled, and Unseen.
“So,” he asked, “are you Jed or Chacal?”
(16)
The words came out as smoke. Or, rather, what happened was, the smoke from his cigar contorted into a rising pillar of Ixian cursive glyphs, and at some point I noticed that I wasn’t hearing him speak, but just reading the vertical column.
“I don’t know,” I said. It was a question I’d been asking myself a bit lately, in a different way. At first, of course, I’d felt like I must still be pretty much like the Jed, for clarity let’s keep the convention and say Jed 1 — who’d stayed back-“back”-in 2012. But things happened to me, and I saw things, mainly disturbing things, and I did things-not all, or not even mainly good things. And I guess I’d changed because now, when I thought about the other Jed, the one we’re calling Jed 1, I thought of him as, well, not as a total dolt, maybe, but certainly as a lucky but clueless naif who wouldn’t know shit from Shinola, and it was only going to get more so, even if I got-hmm, I was going to use the word back again, but it’s bugging me. And, come to think of it, what does Shinola look like? Maybe I don’t know so much as I “And so,” he asked, “what ill chance has brought you into this vexed wilderness?”