Andrew's head was bowed low. Iain must have looked like a giant to the boy. Judith smiled up at her husband, then squeezed Andrew's hand.
"Your laird is waiting to hear what you have to tell him," she instructed.
Andrew peeked up. He looked terrified. The freckles covering his face were more white than brown, and his brown eyes were filled with unshed tears.
"I threw the rocks," Andrew blurted out. "I didn't mean to hurt your lady, just make her scared so she'd go back home. Then mama wouldn't cry." After making his speech, he lowered his head again until his chin was nicked in his chest. "I'm sorry," he added in a mumble.
Iain didn't say anything for a long while. Judith couldn't stand to see the child suffer so. She was about to give her own defense of the child's behavior when he raised his hand and shook his head at her.
He didn't want her interference. He slowly moved away from the tree he'd been leaning against and shook his head at Judith.
He stood directly in front of Andrew. "You do not give your feet your apology," he announced. "You give it to me."
Judith didn't agree with her husband's announcement. She was the one who had been injured, and Andrew had already given her his apology. Why did he have to tell his laird he was sorry?
She didn't think now was a good time to argue with Iain, however. He might believe she was trying to undermine his authority.
Andrew looked up at his laird again. His hold on Judith's hand tightened. Couldn't Iain see how he was frightening the little boy?
"I'm sorry I hurt your lady."
Iain nodded. He clasped his hands behind his back and stared down at Andrew a long minute. Judith thought he was deliberately dragging out his torture.
"You will walk with me," he commanded. "Judith, wait here."
He didn't give her time to argue with him, but started down the path. Andrew let go of her hand and went running after his laird.
They were gone a long, long while. When they came back, Iain still had his hands clasped behind his back. Andrew walked by his side. Judith smiled when she saw how the child imitated his laird. His hands were also clasped behind his back and his swagger was every bit as arrogant as Iain's was. He was chattering away, and every now and then Iain would nod.
Andrew acted as though a heavy weight had just been lifted from his shoulders. Iain dismissed him, waited until he was out of earshot and said, "I asked you if you saw anyone, Judith. Would you care to explain why you didn't give me a proper answer?"
"Actually you asked me if I saw a man or a woman standing nearby," she reminded him. "I didn't lie to you. I saw a child, not a man or a woman."
"Don't use that lopsided logic on me," he countered. "You knew what I was asking. Now I would like to know why you didn't tell me."
She let out a sigh. "Because the matter was between the child and me," she explained. "I didn't feel the need to bother you with it."
"I'm your husband," he reminded her. "What the hell do you mean, you didn't feel the need to bother me?"
"Iain, I was certain I could take care of it."
"That wasn't your choice to make."
He wasn't angry. He was simply instructing Judith in the proper way to handle her problems.
She was trying not to get worked up over this issue, and failing miserably. She folded her arms across her waist and frowned. "Do I ever have any choices?"
"It's my duty to take care of you."
"And also to take care of my problems?"
"Of course."
"That makes me no better than a child. God's truth, I don't believe I like being married very much. I had more freedom when I lived in England."
He let out a sigh. She was saying the most outrageous things and acting as though she'd only just realized her lot in life, as a woman. "Judith, no one is completely free."
"You are."
He shook his head. "As laird, I have far more restrictions than any of the warriors serving under me. My every action is accountable to the council. Everyone has a place here, responsibilities as well. Wife, I don't like hearing you tell me you don't like being married to me."
"I didn't say I didn't like being married to you, husband. I said I didn't like being married very much. It's most restrictive. There is a difference."
The look on his face indicated he didn't agree. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her. "You will like being married to me, Judith. I command it."
It was a ridiculous order. She pulled back and looked up at him. She was certain he was jesting and his amusement would be there, in his expression.
Iain wasn't jesting however. Lord, he looked… worried, vulnerable too. She was surprised by that notice, and very, very pleased. She went back into his arms. "I love you," she whispered. "Of course I like being married to you."
He squeezed her tight. "And you will, therefore, like giving me your problems to solve," he announced.
"Sometimes I will," she said, refusing to give him her full agreement. "And sometimes I will solve them myself."
"Judith-"
She interrupted him. "Frances Catherine told me that you were more of a father to Patrick than an older brother. You grew up solving all his problems for him, didn't you?"
"Perhaps, when we were younger," he admitted. "Now that we're both adults, we decide together what's to be done whenever a problem crops up. I rely on him as much as he relies on me. Tell me what my brother has to do with this discussion? You do want me to take care of you, don't you?"
"Yes, of course I do," she answered. "I just don't want to be a burden. I want to be able to share my problems with you, not hand them over. Do you understand? I want to belong, to be important enough to you that you would want to share your worries with me. Could you not learn to treat me with the same consideration you give Patrick?"
Iain didn't know what to say to her. "I must consider this," he announced.
She leaned against him so he wouldn't see her smile. "That is all I would ask."
"I try to be open to new ideas, Judith."
"Yes, of course you do."
She kissed him on his chin. He leaned down and captured her mouth for a long kiss. He was reluctant to stop touching her, but finally forced himself to pull away.
Judith spotted Andrew standing a fair distance away from them.
Iain didn't turn around when he called out, "Are you ready, Andrew?"
"Yes, Laird," he called back.
"How did you know he was standing there?"
"I heard him."
"I didn't."
He smiled. "You didn't need to hear," he explained.
His remark didn't make any sense. He sounded terribly arrogant.
"Where are you taking him?" she asked in a whisper, so the boy wouldn't hear.
"To the stables," Iain answered. "He's going to help the stable master."
"Is this a punishment? Iain, don't you think-"
"We'll discuss this tonight," he interrupted.
She nodded. She was so pleased he hadn't ordered her to stay out of the matter altogether, she felt like smiling. "As you wish," she told him.
"I wish for you to return to the keep."
She nodded. She bowed to her husband and started up the hill.
"You will rest this afternoon," he called after her.
"Yes, Iain."
"I'm meaning what I say, Judith."
She realized then he expected an argument. Since she hadn't given him one, he assumed she wasn't going to obey. She tried not to laugh. Her husband was beginning to understand her.
She did keep her promise. She had a nice visit with Frances Catherine first, and after Patrick had assisted his wife back down the hill to their cottage for her afternoon rest, Judith went upstairs to her room. Her mind was centered on the ever present worry about Frances Catherine's birthing, and she believed she had finally come up with a solution. Judith didn't believe she was knowledgeable enough to know what to do if the birthing became complicated, but Helen would surely have enough experience to know what to do, wouldn't she? Andrew's mother would have to soften in her attitude toward her now, Judith thought, and perhaps if she used the correct approach, she could gain the midwife's cooperation without having to involve Agnes.