He still felt that this was … uneven. That he should somehow … pay for what he’d just done. Either guilt had become so much a part of his life now — living as he was with the prospect of Hell — that it had infested this moment too, or maybe this was something more natural, how he felt now he was with someone … for real. Maybe for the first time. Maybe this sort of guilt was what most blokes dealt with when they were in their teens.
God, they were both like children. ‘I want us to be together,’ he said. ‘Do you?’
She paused for a long moment. When she said it there was no happiness in her voice. ‘Yeah.’
‘So we keep telling each other it’s okay.’
‘Okay.’
‘And tomorrow we talk about-’
‘We’ll talk about everything.’
They slept.
* * *
In the early hours, Costain woke from dreams of being closely investigated, explored even. He got up to go to the toilet, and he walked over the pile of her clothes, the underwear that couldn’t have been her usual choice, which she must have worn for him, and there was the waistcoat which had, in its pocket, that piece of paper with the address where the item that could keep him out of Hell was located.
She had left it there. She wouldn’t have done that offhandedly. She had decided to leave it there. She had stirred as he’d got up and she was probably awake now. Watching him to see what he’d do. He had to prove himself.
He stepped on over the waistcoat, went to the bathroom, came back.
She was looking at him, sitting up, entirely awake. ‘You didn’t look at the piece of paper.’
‘No.’ He went to sit beside her on the bed. She lay against him once more. He looked at her. He could see that frown on her face in the darkness. He’d always found how solemn she looked kind of horny, now he thought of it. That seriousness had indeed extended to how passionate, how committed, she’d been. But the idea that she would now be like that all the time … the hurt she’d done herself felt enormous. That was the biggest reason he wouldn’t look at the address: the high price she’d paid for it to be hers.
‘I’m never going to be happy,’ she said, as if reading his thoughts. ‘I’m satisfied. Calm. Peaceful. But not happy. It turns out that happy is an active sort of thing.’
‘Would even getting your dad out of Hell make you happy now?’
She shook her head.
‘I’m sorry,’ he said. ‘I tried to stop you.’
‘You shouldn’t have. I don’t regret it.’
‘Okay,’ he said.
They were silent for a few moments. ‘Go and get the piece of paper,’ she said.
‘No.’
‘You have to. We need to trust each other.’
He hesitated. Then he went over to her waistcoat and came back with the paper. She switched on the bedside light.
They looked at the address together: 16 Leyton Gardens. It seemed a small thing to base such trust on. He looked at her face and saw the intensity of her expression still. ‘Thank you,’ he said.
She looked almost angrily at him. As if she was already wondering if she’d made the right decision. ‘We work a full day tomorrow,’ she said. ‘We don’t put this before the job.’
‘Right.’
‘Then we go to this place, research the buyer, make them some sort of offer.’
‘Or-’
‘I don’t want to think about that until we have to.’
‘Okay.’
‘Then we resurrect Dad. We go to where he’s buried and dig him right out.’
He kept his voice even. He was amazed at such trust. He was going to be worthy of it, he was. ‘Absolutely.’
‘Right. So there’s something else we need to do, right now.’
He found his phone and started texting Quill. ‘You’re sure about the details?’
‘Yeah. I found in that ledger the name of an item purchased at one of those auctions two and a half years ago, a “scrying glass”. The name of the buyer was Russell Vincent.’
THIRTEEN
The next morning, Rebecca Lofthouse opened her front door to find, standing there in a business suit, an extraordinarily beautiful young woman. ‘Good morning, Superintendent,’ she said. ‘I’m here to drive you to Lord’s.’
Lofthouse stared at her. ‘I didn’t order a driver, and I’m not going to Lord’s.’
‘Forgive me, but you are.’
The accent was very RP. One of the better schools, without the mockney they tended to produce these days. There had been no threat in her tone. ‘I’ve got a meeting-’
‘We’ve postponed that for you.’
‘And you are…?’
‘I’m afraid you’ll never learn my name.’
‘Oh,’ said Lofthouse, feeling both relieved and a whole different sort of worried at the same time. ‘You’re one of the funny people.’
* * *
Lofthouse kept looking out of the window as the woman drove her, making sure the car was heading for north-west London. The young driver had neither confirmed nor denied that she was an officer in what the older generation of the Met called ‘the funny people’, and what the younger generation, influenced as they were by the movies, called ‘five’, when actually it should be MI5, or, more properly, the Security Service. When she was sure the car was going where she’d been told it was, she checked out what else had happened overnight: Quill was reporting that his team had encountered the man from the Soviet bar once more, and that, by using the right words in a message to Russell Vincent via his PA, his team had finally got an appointment to interview him. They were also preparing to raid the brothel. The results of the postal ballot on strike action were due to be released today. Lofthouse felt something give inside her. It went against everything she believed in for police to strike, but she understood why they would. She looked back with fondness now to the couple of weeks of the Olympics. There had been soldiers on the streets then doing happy crowd control. They might be returning soon, and bloody private security firms too, and things would not be so happy.
She wished she could share with James Quill the burden she was bearing, the reason she couldn’t tell him anything about why she believed him when he talked about the occult powers of London.
The car pulled up at Lord’s, in a parking space in what seemed to be a private members’ car park. It was the first day of a Test Match, Lofthouse gathered, and there was a mass of people in sun hats, carrying cool boxes, some in the distinctive striped blazers and ties of Marylebone Cricket Club, heading for the many entrances of the ground. No amount of riots would change that. She recalled the distraught emails of American friends during the London terrorist attacks of 2005. They been shocked by the everyday responses they’d got, how she’d ridden the tube the very next day with only a slight second thought, how she’d been polite but a little sighing with her replies. To Londoners, bombs and riots were just an extreme form of weather.
She was led through a door opened by a waiter at the rear of a bar, and then swiftly closed behind them, along a concrete corridor behind the stands, and then up a flight of steps into the light, revealing a view of the ground, the green of the pitch looking perfect and clean, and somehow too close and too small to be an area where people really played international sport. A sign said this was the Tavern Stand, reserved for members and their guests. The beautiful woman whose name she would never know led her upwards still, into a balcony with a sidelong view of the wicket, where, far below, the bell had rung, and, to rising applause, the teams were coming onto the field. To the right was Old Father Time, the weathervane in the shape of an old man with a scythe, taking the bails off the wicket for the end of a game. Lofthouse had never understood why the home of cricket had put death in charge. She allowed herself to be led along the balcony to where, sitting back in the shade, were two middle-aged ladies in summer dresses. One of them looked to be of Indian heritage, a walking stick propped on the chair beside her, very long black hair tied back. The other was white, with a fringe of blonde hair, laughter lines around her eyes. They were both smiling at her, pleased by this civilized abduction.