‘That ought to hold you, sport,’ she grated, and jerked herself back to her feet, breathing heavily. Beneath the barely disarrayed elegance of her hair, I suddenly saw the face that this new accent belonged to. The brutal satisfaction in that face was what her victims in Fission City must have seen as she made them drink from the dull grey flask of the water carrier. ‘You just lie there for a moment.’
My body told me that I didn’t have any other option. I felt drenched in damage, sinking fast under the weight of the chemicals silting up my system and the shivering neural invasion of the stun bolt. I tried to lift one arm and it flopped back down like a fish with a kilo of lead in its guts. Kawahara saw it happen and grinned.
‘Yeah, that’ll do nicely,’ she said and looked absently down at her own left arm, where blood was trickling from the rent in her blouse. ‘You’re going to fucking pay for that, Kovacs.’
She walked across to Trepp’s motionless form. ‘And you, you fuck,’ she said, kicking the pale woman hard in the ribs. The body did not move. ‘What did this motherfucker do for you, anyway? Promise to eat your cunt for the next decade?’
Trepp made no response. I strained the fingers of my left hand and managed to move them a few centimetres across the floor towards my leg. Kawahara went to the desk with a final backward glance at Trepp’s body and touched a control.
‘Security?’
‘Ms Kawahara.’ It was the same male voice that had grilled Ortega on our approach to the airship. ‘There’s been an incursion on the—’
‘I know what there’s been,’ said Kawahara tiredly. ‘I’ve been wrestling with it for the last five minutes. Why aren’t you down here?’
‘Ms Kawahara?’
‘I said, how long does it take you to get your synthetic ass down here on a call out?’
There was a brief silence. Kawahara waited, head bowed over the desk. I reached across my body and my right and left hands met in a weak clasp, then curled closed on what they held and fell back.
‘Ms Kawahara, there was no alert from your cabin.’
‘Oh.’ Kawahara turned back to look at Trepp. ‘OK, well get someone down here now. Squad of four. There’s some garbage to take out.’
‘Yes, ma’am.’
In spite of everything, I felt a smile crawl onto my mouth. Ma’am?
Kawahara came back, scooping the pliers up off the floor on her way. ‘What are you grinning at, Kovacs?’
I tried to spit at her, but the saliva barely made it out of my mouth and hung in a thick streamer over my jaw, mingled with the blood. Kawahara’s face distorted with sudden rage and she kicked me in the stomach. On top of everything else, I barely felt it.
‘You,’ she began savagely, then forced the level of her voice back down to an accentless icy calm, ‘have caused more than enough trouble for one lifetime.’
She took hold of my collar and dragged me up the angled slope of the window until we were at eye level. My head lolled back on the glass and she leaned over me. Her tone eased back, almost to conversational.
‘Like the Catholics, like your friends at Innenin, like the pointless motes of slum life whose pathetic copulations brought you into existence, Takeshi. Human raw material – that’s all you’ve ever been. You could have evolved beyond it and joined me on New Beijing, but you spat in my face and went back to your little people existence. You could have joined us again, here on Earth, joined in the steerage of the whole human race this time. You could have been a man of power, Kovacs. Do you understand that? You could have been significant.’
‘I don’t think so,’ I murmured weakly, starting to slide back down the glass. ‘I’ve still got a conscience rattling around in here somewhere. Just forgotten where I put it.’
Kawahara grimaced and redoubled her hold on my collar. ‘Very witty. Spirited. You’re going to need that, where you’re going.’
‘When they ask how I died,’ I said, ‘tell them: still angry.’
‘Quell.’ Kawahara leaned closer. She was almost lying on top of me now, like a sated lover. ‘But Quell never went into virtual interrogation, did she? You aren’t going to die angry, Kovacs. You’re going to die pleading. Over. And over. Again.’
She shifted her hold to my chest and pressed me down hard. The pliers came up.
‘Have an aperitif.’
The jaws of the the tool plunged into the underside of my eye and a spurt of blood sprinkled Kawahara’s face. Pain flared brightly. For a moment, I could see the pliers through the eye they were embedded in, towering away like a massive steel pylon, and then Kawahara twisted the jaws and something burst. My vision splashed red and then winked out, a dying monitor screen like the ones at Elliott’s Data Linkage. From my other eye I saw Kawahara withdraw the pliers with Reese’s recording wire gripped in the jaws. The rear end of the tiny device dripped minute spots of gore onto my cheek.
She’d go after Elliott and Reese. Not to mention Ortega, Bautista and who knew how many others.
‘That’s fucking enough,’ I muttered in a slurred tone, and at the same moment, driving the muscles in my thighs to work, I locked my legs around Kawahara’s waist. My left hand slapped down flat on the sloping glass.
The muffled crump of an explosion, and a sharp cracking.
Dialled to the short end of its fuse option, the termite micro-grenade was designed to detonate almost instantaneously and to deliver ninety per cent of its charge to the contact face. The remaining ten per cent still wrecked my hand, tearing the flesh from the Khumalo marrow alloy bones and carbon-reinforced tendons, ripping the polybond ligamenting apart and punching a coin-sized hole in my palm.
On the downward side, the window shattered like a thick plate of river ice. It seemed to happen in slow motion. I felt the surface cave in beside me and then I was sliding sideways into the gap. Vaguely, I registered the rush of cold air into the cabin. Above me, Kawahara’s face had gone stupid with shock as she realised what had happened, but she was too late. She came with me, flailing and smashing at my head and chest, but unable to break the lock I had on her waist. The pliers rose and fell, peeling a long strip of flesh from one cheekbone, plunging once into my wrecked eye, but by now the pain was far away, almost irrelevant, consumed entire by a bonfire of rage that had finally broken through what was left of the betathanatine.
Tell them: still angry.
Then the portion of glass we were struggling on gave way and tipped us out into the wind and sky.
And we fell…
My left arm was paralysed in position by some damage the explosion had done, but as we started to tumble down through the chilled darkness I brought my right hand around and cupped the other grenade against the base of Kawahara’s skull. I had a confused glimpse of the ocean far below, Head in the Clouds rocketing upwards away from us and an expression on Reileen Kawahara’s face that had left sanity as far behind as the airship. Something was screaming, but I no longer knew if the sound came from within or without. Perception was spiralling away from me in the shrill whistling of the air around us, and I could no longer find my way back to the little window of individual viewpoint. The fall was as seductive as sleep.
With what remained of my will, I clamped grenade and skull against my own chest, hard enough to detonate.
My last thought was the hope that Davidson was watching his screen.
CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
The address was, ironically enough, down in Licktown. I left the autocab two blocks north and walked the rest of the way, unable to quite shake an eerie feeling of synthesis, as if the machinery of the cosmos were suddenly poking through the fabric of reality for me to see.