‘And the temptation was too great? If you got rid of him, you got rid of the whole problem?’
‘I don’t know what came over me,’ said Benjamín, his voice suddenly breaking at the thought of what he had done. Konrád saw that he was fighting back tears, still staring fixedly into the doorway as if he wouldn’t be able to meet anyone else’s eye if his life depended on it. ‘I thought... he was old, and I thought all I had to do was put him to sleep, then my problems would be over... but it doesn’t work like that. I have horrible nightmares... Though he was frail, he fought back with all his strength, and I was going to stop but... but it was too late. It was over so quickly... so quickly...’ Benjamín heaved a sigh. ‘I... I want this to stop,’ he said. ‘I don’t want to live with these secrets. I don’t want my son to have to hide what I’ve done, to go through the same hell. I want it to stop here.’
‘Did you say that Hólmbert had caught his father in the act?’
‘As far as I can work out, Dad found him with Rósamunda’s body. My grandmother was staying with relatives in Stykkishólmur at the time, and my grandfather was alone in the house apart from my dad. Rósamunda had turned up out of the blue, completely hysterical, accusing my grandfather of getting her pregnant and saying she’d got rid of the baby. She was ranting about a girl up north who she was sure was another of his victims, and threatening to denounce him so everyone would know what kind of man he was. That was how Dad knew what my grandfather had done to her.’
‘He’d raped her, you mean?’
‘Yes. She’d come round one day a couple of months earlier to deliver some dresses and my grandfather had invited her in. Somehow he managed to lure her down to the laundry, then started slapping her around and finally raped her.’
‘And your father insisted he hadn’t known beforehand?’
‘No, he didn’t find out about the rape until later. My grandfather admitted the whole thing when Dad caught him with Rósamunda’s body. By the time my father walked in it was all over. He said it was a horrible shock. The girl was lying on the floor of my grandfather’s study. My grandfather had only meant to shut her up, but before he knew what he was doing he’d throttled her. He asked Dad to help him. Ordered him, rather. Said they had to stick together. The family honour was at stake. The girl had been out of control, and he’d acted in self-defence. But Dad immediately suspected that the same thing had happened three years earlier when they were up north. My grandfather had been in a strange mood one evening, and there were obvious cuts or scratches on his neck that he was trying to hide. When Dad asked about them, my grandfather wouldn’t answer, but the incident lingered in Dad’s mind, and he couldn’t help wondering about the story of Hrund and her disappearance. It was only when he walked in on my grandfather with Rósamunda’s body, though, that he found out the truth. He demanded to know what had happened to Hrund and eventually my grandfather confessed that he’d assaulted her too. He swore he hadn’t killed her like Rósamunda but admitted he’d raped her.’
‘I take it he intimidated her into keeping silent?’
‘Yes. And he forbade my dad to report him — one minute pleading, the next furious. Dad took the decision to cover for him. And stuck by it. For my grandmother’s sake. For the family.’
‘What was all that business about the huldufólk?’
‘My grandfather was familiar with stories about the elves — you know the kind of thing. It runs so deep, especially in the countryside. And Jónatan was forever talking about them. Apparently my grandfather got the impression that Hrund was very naive and gullible, and he took advantage of that. But Rósamunda was a different story.’
‘So the two of them decided they would pin the whole thing on Jónatan?’
‘The idea only occurred to my dad when the police came round to notify them of his death. Jónatan was their prime suspect, but my father sensed that they had their doubts. He simply made sure they were confident that they had the right man. All he had to do was fuel their suspicions about Jónatan. After all, Jónatan was dead. It couldn’t hurt him. If you look at it like that.’
‘Why did they bring her here, to the theatre?’
‘My father was a bit vague about that. Perhaps because the National Theatre was supposed to resemble an elf castle, so it fitted the lie. And my grandfather knew that girls used to go there with soldiers. It would be very convenient if they could shift the blame onto them. My father watched from a distance. Stood on Skuggasund and waited until a soldier and his girl came across the body. Then he made himself scarce.’
‘And was richly rewarded for his silence.’
‘He inherited the family business,’ said Benjamín flatly.
‘And you? Weren’t you faced with the same choice when you decided to dispose of Thorson?’
The other man didn’t answer.
‘You must have been thinking about the family honour — whatever that’s worth?’
‘I just couldn’t face the idea of the past ever being exposed. Of anyone knowing that about us. About my father. My grandfather. The old man was intending to go to the police. I saw my chance and took it. There’s no excuse for what I did. Absolutely no excuse.’
‘You really thought you could keep it secret for the rest of your life?’
‘I felt I’d been put in an impossible position. Just like my father before me. A completely impossible position.’
‘Oh, I think you could both have found better solutions,’ Konrád said and sensed that his words had touched a nerve. Taking Benjamín by the arm, he led him to the car and made him get into the passenger seat. Then he climbed behind the wheel and drove off down Lindargata, glancing over, as he always did, at his old house, on his way to keep his appointment with Marta, who was waiting for news at the station.
51
Thorson’s funeral was attended by Konrád, Birgitta and a scattering of old engineering colleagues. It took place on a grey, rainy day at the chapel in Fossvogur Cemetery, where many years ago Thorson had bought a plot beside the grave of the man he had loved. The ceremony was brief: the minister delivered a blessing, they sang the old funeral hymn ‘The One True Flower’, then the undertakers shouldered the coffin and carried it out to the cemetery, where they lowered it into the ground.
One of the first things Konrád did after Benjamín’s story had come to light was to share it with Birgitta, explaining how it was that her old neighbour had come to die at the hands of a murderer, how his death had been intended to protect a shameful family secret. He told her about Rósamunda’s fate and about the girl from Öxarfjördur who had never been found and presumably never would be now.
‘They’re all guilty — three generations — each in their own way,’ commented Birgitta as they stood over Thorson’s grave. ‘The grandfather, son and grandson.’