"It was," he said, utterly honest. "It's been even harder to know that he doesn't approve of the direction in which I wish to take my life. Rumor has it that's something you would understand."
For the first time since he saw her, she looked at him with a completely unguarded expression, the spoon partway to her mouth, her eyes wide in astonishment. She looked—vulnerable, flustered, and hastened to recover.
"Why, whatever do you mean?" She uttered a false laugh.
"I hear that Magni wasn't the best father in the world, even though he might have wanted to be—just like mine," Anduin said. "That he never quite forgave you for not being the son he wanted."
Her eyes went hard, but they were oddly shiny, as if with unshed tears. When she spoke, it was as if Anduin's words had broken a dam. "My father was indeed quite disappointed in my flaw of being born female. He could never believe that I might not want to stay here while constantly being reminded that I'd failed him simply by being born. He decided that the only way I could possibly fall in love with a Dark Iron dwarf was if my husband had enchanted me. Well, he did, Anduin. He enchanted me with the concept of respect. Of having people listen to me when I spoke. Of believing that I could rule, even as a female, and rule well. The Dark Irons welcomed me when
my own father dismissed me."
She laughed without humor. "That's the only magic Dagran Thaurissan and the Dark Irons used on me. My father thought them only to be despised, only good enough to fight and kill. Well, they are dwarves, just like any other clan of dwarves—heirs to the earthen. The other dwarves could stand to be reminded of that, and that's what I intend to do."
"You are the rightful heir," Anduin agreed. "Magni should have recognized and raised you as such from the day you were born. I'm sorry you only found welcome among the Dark Irons, and you're right—they're dwarves, too. But you aren't going to promote harmony by forcing the people of Ironforge to think like you do. Open up the city. Let people see who the Dark Irons really are, as you have. They can have—"
"They can have what I say they can have!" snapped Moira, her voice strident. "And they will do what I say they will do! I have the right of law on my side, and Dagran—the boy that Magni so wished I had been—will rule when I am gone. His father and I…"
She paused, and the artificial good cheer suddenly replaced the honest anger. "Do you know," she said, "that is really the first time this thought has occurred to me."
Discouraged at her reversion to her previous demeanor, Anduin asked, "And what thought might that be?"
"Why, that I am an empress, not just a queen."
A chill ran down Anduin's spine.
"Goodness! This changes everything! I have two peoples to rule over. As will my little one, once he comes of age. Such opportunities to be had to build bridges, to bring peace. Do you not agree?"
"Peace is always a noble goal," he said, his heart sinking. He'd had her, just for a moment, had gotten her speaking honestly. But the moment had passed.
"Indeed. My, my. Sometimes I think I am just a silly little girl still."
No, you don't, and neither do I. "I can sympathize. Sometimes I think I'm just a thirteen - year - old boy," he said.
Moira tittered again. "Ah, your humor delights me, Anduin. While I am certain your father misses you, I am quite, quite sure that I cannot bear to part with you just yet."
He gave her a smile that he sincerely hoped did not look quite as fake as it actually was.
Several hours later, finally alone in his quarters, Anduin closed the door and leaned against it heavily.
Moira wasn't mad, or under any spell. He wished she were. She'd been wronged, he had to admit, but instead of turning that into a strength, she'd let her resentment eat away at her. She was calculating, in control, and intent upon bequeathing an empire to her son. Some of what she said made sense. Peace was a good thing. But so was liberty.
He had to get out of here. Had to let someone know what was going on. He took a deep breath, ran his hand through his hair, and then began to throw things into a small pack he'd brought for day trips with… Light, how he missed Aerin, even now. But he was also glad that she wasn't here to see what Ironforge had become.
He wouldn't need much—a change of clothing or two, some money. He had brought a few special things from Stormwind, but now he realized that he could live without them in the face of the urgent need to get away as soon as possible. But there was one thing that meant too much, that was too precious, to part with.
He'd kept it under the bed since Magni's death, wrapped in the same cloth as it had been when the dwarven king had presented it to him. He hoped word had not reached Moira about the gift. Somehow he suspected the idea wouldn't sit well with her.
He took a moment to unwrap it and touch the beautiful mace. Fearbreaker. He could use its comfort now. Anduin permitted his hand to close about the weapon for a moment, then he rewrapped it and placed it carefully in It was time. He had decided not to tell Wyll. The less the elderly sen - ant knew, the easier they would be on him. Anduin took a deep breath, reached his hand in his pocket, and closed his hand about the hearthstone Jaina had given him. Squeezing his eyes tightly shut, Anduin filled his mind with images of Theramore, of Jaina's cozy little fireplace—
—and materialized there.
Jaina stared at him. "Anduin, what are you doing here?"
The prince of Stormwind didn't have a thought to spare for her. All he could do was gape at the enormous, angry - looking tauren clad in armor and feathers who stood directly in front of him.
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What is this—" the tauren rumbled, in heavy but intelligible Common.
"Baine, Anduin—hold on!" Jaina reached a hand out to each of them.
Baine? "Baine Bloodhoof?" Anduin managed.
"Anduin Wrynn?"
"Everyone hold on!" Jaina cried, more loudly this time. "Baine—I gave Anduin a gift, a stone that enabled him to come visit me whenever he wanted. And given what we've heard from Ironforge—or rather, not heard from Ironforge—I'm very, very glad to see you." She gave him a quick but heartfelt smile. "And Baine—I apologize for his unexpected arrival, but I believe you can trust Anduin."
"His father has no love for the Horde," Baine said. "I believe you did not anticipate this, Jaina, but—"
"I am not my father," Anduin said quietly. He was calming down now, starting to figure out what was going on. Baine Bloodhoof was the son of the tauren high chieftain, Cairne. Cairne and Thrall were good friends, and the tauren were not as hostile to the Alliance as some of the other races that comprised the Horde. If Jaina was on good terms with Thrall, it stood to reason that she would not be averse to meetings—even secret ones—with a representative of Cairne's.
His composure seemed to impress the young bull. Baine relaxed slightly, regarding him with more curiosity than hostility now. "No," he said, "we are not our fathers. Even if we wished to be."
There was something in the tone that alerted Anduin that something was very wrong here. He glanced at Jaina, questioningly. Now that he looked at her, she looked strained and unhappy.
"Sit down, both of you," she said, indicating the hearth. Baine was far too big to fit into any of the chairs. "I think you two have long stories to share."
"I intend no offense," Baine said, continuing to stand, "but I risk a great deal even coming to see you, Lady Jaina. To confide in the heir to the crown of Stormwind? I fear you ask too much."
"I understand your trepidation," said Jaina, "and I know right now you're both focused on your own problems. But bear in mind I am harboring both of you right now, and so you're just going to have to get along."