He fired at the door.
Raleigh felt the concussion. On the monitors, he saw the smoke from the explosion and the damage the shrapnel had done to some of the team. But the door was intact. Screaming silently, the man fired another grenade, again with no effect on the door. But the pain that the explosion and the shrapnel inflicted on the rest of the team made someone pick up his carbine and shoot the man who held the grenade launcher.
The man with the carbine then shot three other members of the team, proving that the force associated with the lights did indeed provoke irrational violence. Testing that theory was why Raleigh had made firearms easily available to them. A moment later, the man dropped the carbine and pressed his hands over his skull, his face contorting in agony.
The monitors on Raleigh’s desk went dark, the shields on the cam- eras failing.
Raleigh sank to the chair behind his desk. Stunned, he tried to tell himself that he’d truly never believed he would actually need to take refuge here. The shielding on the rest of the facility was so massive that he’d been confident it would hold. But there’d been only one way to test its limits.
He looked at his watch. It was 9:47. A long time until sunrise. But hey, no big deal. I’ve got food and water to get through the night. It shouldn’t be a problem to wait until after dawn before I leave.
The overhead light dimmed, the generator failing.
Stay calm. If the generator fails, that’s no big deal, either. I’ll just put my head on the desk and do what’s normal at night: sleep. The time’ll speed by.
Those poor bastards out there…
The lights went out. Raleigh found himself immersed in the deepest darkness he’d ever experienced.
I’m safe. That’s what matters. In the morning, I’ll have all the light I want.
Sleep.
When Raleigh put his head on the desk and closed his eyes, he saw imaginary speckles that seemed to be on the backs of his eyelids-a trick of the brain. He opened his eyelids, and the darkness seemed thicker.
A slight ringing in his ears made him uneasy until he decided that the ringing was normal when ambient sound was blocked.
It’s there all the time. Normally other sounds mask it.
Even so…
Could I be hearing the lights?
No, he couldn’t allow himself to panic.
Think of something else.
Like what?
But the answer came automatically.
My grandfather.
77
Edward Raleigh never recovered from whatever had happened to him at the Rostov airbase on July 16, 1945. The officers who wrote the Army intelligence reports felt relieved. A man in a state of permanent catatonia wasn’t likely to tell anyone about a weapon of mass destruction that might be more powerful than the atomic bomb.
With the awesome success of Oppenheimer’s project, the president and the military decided there wasn’t any point in trying to develop a backup, especially when its elements were so little understood and so destructively unpredictable.
And unreliable. The lights didn’t reappear for two months, and then only dimly.
Japan’s unconditional surrender reinforced the decision. One super- weapon was sufficient to control the world’s destiny. But then the Soviets developed their own atomic bomb, and as the nuclear race intensified, the research done at Rostov was so well buried that it was forgotten.
Edward Raleigh spent the next twenty-five years in an Army mental hospital, visited every day by his wife, whom he’d married while he was stationed at the Presidio in San Francisco in 1939. Their son was named Robert. A devout Roman Catholic, Edward’s wife refused to remarry. To do that, she would need to divorce her husband, and she believed that a divorce would damn her soul.
In 1970, the mounting expenses of the Vietnam War forced the U.S. military to cut back on full-time medical care for personnel whose treatment went as far back as the two World Wars. Edward’s wife moved him from the hospital to her apartment, where her life gained greater purpose as she devoted herself to taking care of him.
By then her son was twenty-nine and himself a father with a son named Warren. Growing up, Warren visited his grandfather and was by turns horrified and fascinated by the bearded old man who sat unmoving in a rocking chair in the living room, always wearing pajamas and a housecoat, always watching television-although if his grandfather was aware of anything he watched, no one could tell.
Warren was thirteen when a stroke killed his grandmother. At the funeral, everyone said she had been a saint. He never forgot how in- tensely his parents talked about what to do with the “old man,” as they called him.
“We don’t have room,” his mother insisted, while his father, a war- rant officer in the Army, argued that they didn’t have the money to put the old man in a facility.
In the end, Grandfather came to live in their small unit at Fort Bragg, and Warren was given the responsibility of taking care of him after school while his mother went to her part-time job at the base’s PX. Warren didn’t mind. His friends were allowed to come over, and they weren’t too grossed out by the wrinkled, shrunken, white-haired, white-bearded old man. He just sat there, watching whatever television programs they decided to watch.
He never moved on his own, but he could be made to walk if he was prompted, and he could be made to chew if food were put into his mouth. Also, he was pretty good about going to the toilet. All Warren needed to do was lead him into the bathroom every two hours, pull down his pajama bottoms, sit him down, and come back five minutes later. If the old man needed his rear end cleaned, Warren used a wet brush. Disgusting, sure, but Warren discovered that he could get used to a lot of things in exchange for the new video game his father let him buy every week.
One day after school, Warren was alone-which was what it felt like whenever he was in the living room with his grandfather- playing a video game that had a lot of floating, drifting balls of light. His grandfather shocked the hell out of him by speaking.
“The lights.”
Warren dropped the video game control, turned toward his grand- father, and gaped.
“I saw them,” the old man said.
“You can talk?” Warren asked in astonishment.
His grandfather didn’t seem to hear him. Instead the old man just kept talking, his voice hoarse. A lot of it Warren didn’t understand- stuff about Texas, an airbase, lights, and an underground research station.
“Rostov.” Whatever that meant.
“Ears bleed. Nose. Tear ducts. Burns. Time sped up. God help me. Alice.” That was the name of Warren’s grandmother. His grandfather began to weep.
Warren ran to get a Kleenex and wiped his grandfather’s bearded face.
“It’s all right, Grandpa. I’ll help you. What are you trying to say?”
Warren’s grandfather stopped talking then. It was days before Warren realized that when he’d wiped his grandfather’s tears, he had stood between his grandfather and the balls of light in the video game.
His parents thought he was lying.
“No, he talked for five minutes,” Warren insisted.
“What about?”
Warren told them.
“Lights,” his father said. “My mother talked about the research he’d been doing down in Texas, something about lights.”
“Texas?”
“Outside a nothing town called Rostov. His father had something to do with lights, too. Way back in the First World War. I never figured it out.”
“Aren’t there some letters?” Warren’s mother asked.
“Letters?”
“Between his father and mother. I remember Alice showed them to us. According to her, Edward treasured anything to do with his father because he was just a toddler when his father disappeared,” she said. “Some of the letters came from France during the First World War. They mentioned something about lights.”