Darkness thickened with every step as he plunged into a side street. I'm invisible here. But the driveway he picked his way across seemed to be graveled with shell particles that shone like freshly fallen snow, and his every tread crunched loudly.
He halted. Approaching, a noise like no human footstep grew louder until a paper bag blew past, scratching and scooping loudly along the sidewalk.
Shaking, he laughed aloud. Christ, man. He scanned the block behind him. You're losing it. The houses here seemed smaller, closer together than most others he'd seen. What am I doing out here in this wind? He hurried back toward his car, deciding to drive out to the highway after all. Find a diner. Then get some rest. It had been days--he couldn't remember how many--since he'd slept more than fitfully. Got to be able to think straight tomorrow. Confusion now could be fatal, he knew.
But where the hell am I? He rushed to the corner. Christ. Nothing looked right in either direction. How could he get lost so fast? Leave it to me to get turned around in such a small town. He huddled onward. I could get frostbite or something, wandering around out here. The wind numbed his face, and it seemed the streets altered before him, became a maze of corridors. From every direction came the roar of the surf. Maybe I've finally snapped. Steam rose from a sewer grating to swirl like fog. Maybe this is the end of the line for me.
Mist streaked as a blaze of cold struck at his face, and he clamped his hands over his ears. A few doors away, a thick gleam bulged at a mottled window, flickering: no frills, just BAR with specks crawling in the neon. Salvation.
Wet heat enveloped him the instant he opened the door, and he stood blinking. The lights, though precariously dimmed, still revealed more people gathered inside than he'd so far seen in all of Edgeharbor, and they all stared back at him.
Each stride drummed against the boards. Her toes ached in the running shoes, and despite the temperature, her chest and stomach grew damp with perspiration. Damn, this wind. She adjusted the earmuffs under her hood. I've got to get off the boardwalk while I still have skin left. Catching hold of the rail, she spun onto the stairs and quickstepped down to a landing. Some nights, it dies away down lower. She leapt the rest of the way to the beach, landing lightly in a crouch, then plodded across dense, choppy sand to the harder soil by the water. Hell, this is no good either. The chill drove her back like a whip. I can't believe it got so terrible so fast. Just last week I could still make it all the way to the cannery. Turning her back to the sea, she sprinted. If I cut under the boards here...
She came to a dead halt and stared into the dark as the feelings of dread she had been fighting for weeks engulfed her. For an instant, it seemed she had become part of the night somehow, part of an inky cloud that swirled up from the sea to threaten the town and the scattered human beings left in it. I've got to keep moving. Fighting off morbid fancies was a skill she had worked hard at acquiring. Or I'll cramp up. She stepped closer to the boardwalk, and the hand she held out vanished as though chopped off.
No way I'm going under there. Breathing hard, she jogged in place a moment and started back to the stairs.
Her leg muscles ached as she climbed. I must be out of my mind. She dashed diagonally across the walkway and down the opposite ramp. Running out here on the worst night of the year. If this isn't obsessive-compulsive behavior, I don't know what is. But she understood all too well why she had to run tonight, knew exactly what she was compensating for. She'd been allowed no active role in today's events, not even marginal participation, and her frustration and humiliation demanded an outlet. First big case to hit this town ever, and what am I doing? Zip.
Faint blue moonlight flooded the empty lot. This is my town, damn it! She had to stop thinking about it, had to concentrate on the run. Crossing the lot almost soundlessly, she turned the first corner to escape the wind, then cut over to an alternate route along a smaller street. My time stinks tonight. Maybe I can make it up on the home stretch. Her heart pounded. I'm still jumpy as hell. Maybe I'll cheat and take the shortcut out past the amusement park. As she wove in and out of divots of light beneath random street lamps, every noise, every gusting motion made her gasp. Got to get my nerves under control.
Empty crates, bundled newspapers and other flotsam of the streets lay scattered around a yawning trash can. Dense shadows loomed. As she dodged past, her foot slipped on a patch of garbage and she felt a pulling burn in her leg. Shit! She limped on. Probably not so bad.
The pain balled hotly in her calf. Just hurts like a...
With a mewling choke, she whirled, both hands raised to protect her face. Something squirmed, and a small gray form blurred away from her on the ground. Wind spun an unearthly whine into the night.
What...? Shivering with more than the cold, she hobbled closer.
V
As a frigid wave of air swept in, the barmaid looked up with a reflexive smile. Yes, she thought, checking out the newcomer, that was the same pinched, bitter look she'd seen on the face of each patron to stumble in tonight. But this one had something else to offer.
Maybe everything else.
Tall. Good shoulders under the leather jacket. Thick hair. Blond? She couldn't tell in this light, but it hung wild in his face, and she liked that too. The door swung shut behind him as he stalked through a winking band of light. Even watery from the cold, those sharp blue eyes cut at her from across the room. She watched him saunter up to the bar and try to look nonchalant with everybody staring at him. He moved smoothly for such a big guy, and she caught herself actually licking her lips.
With an elaborately casual glance around, he planted himself on a bar stool and pulled off his gloves to blow on his hands.
He looked mean, she decided, or maybe not "mean" exactly, maybe just a little dangerous. Definitely her type. "What'll it be, hon?"
He looked up. The barmaid wasn't as pretty as she'd seemed from the doorway. The straw-colored hairdo had been sprayed to brittle stiffness, and the makeup had been applied too heavily. He opened his mouth to speak but no words came.
"You really look frostbitten." She gave a throaty giggle. "Can I do something to warm you up?"
A sting of burned tobacco tinctured the air, making his eyes water until the room seemed to melt, and the heavy scent of food made him reel. The woman leaned on the bar and smiled full in his face while she talked, her gaze overbright. Even in this dimness, he could see the tight lines that crosshatched her lips. He had difficulty concentrating on her words, but he said something back to her--he wasn't sure what--and as he peered around the room, a couple at the nearest table looked away. The man's collar had twisted, and his companion, an elderly woman with hair the color of iodine, reached to adjust it. Their table wobbled when she moved.