“Dying’s always lonely.” he said, “no matter where you do it.”
Neilson nodded. “Only it’s the man who’s left alive who thinks about it, not the dead.”
“You’ve been thinking about those two men you killed yesterday,” said Masterson.
Neilson nodded.
“First time?” asked Masterson. “Not that it’s any of my business.”
“No. it wasn’t the first time.” Scott replied. “I’ve killed before. Not because I wanted to, because I had to. But it doesn’t get any easier. I guess you’d know about that, though.”
Masterson nodded, solemnly. “No, it sure doesn’t. But don’t go thinking I’m some sort of expert on the subject. Oh. I know my reputation, and I haven’t done much to disabuse folks of it, but to tell the truth, it’s mostly hogwash. They say I’ve killed thirty-seven men. That’s nonsense. When I’m asked about it, I never say yes and I never say no. I just always say I don’t count Indians or Mexicans. I’ve been a lawman and I’m now a gambler and in occupations such as those, it can be useful to have people think you’re a killer.”
“Doesn’t that also invite trouble, though?” asked Scott.
“Sometimes,” Masterson replied, “but it prevents trouble more often than not. Those penny-dreadful writers back East have got people believing that if you’ve got a reputation as a gunfighter, reckless young blades from miles around come looking for you, anxious to make a reputation for themselves by taking you on. But that’s nothing like the truth. You’ll find that out. Most people would think real long and real hard before tangling with someone who’s known to have killed thirty-seven men. As a result of my so-called deadly reputation, there’ve been times when I’ve simply been able to stare down trouble. Wyatt, too. I’ve seen some pretty tough hombres hack down at just a look from Wyatt because it’s known he’s deadly with a gun. Of course, that doesn’t always work, as you saw yesterday. The truth is, not counting any Indians I might’ve shot at the Battle of Adobe Walls, I’ve only killed one man. That’s why I’ve got this here limp.”
“What happened?” Scott asked.
“His name was Corporal Melvin King, a soldier who liked the wild life and fancied himself a good man with a six-gun. He used to like riding with the cowboys and hurrahing towns and such. It happened in Sweetwater. We both liked the same girl, only she had a preference for me. I was spending some time alone with her in a saloon one night and King heard we were together. He’d had a few drinks and he was fixed for trouble. He busted in on us and jerked his pistol. Molly tried to get between us just as his pistol went off. The bullet went right through her and smashed into my hip. I managed to get my pistol out and shoot King as I fell, but it was no help to Molly. They both died. And me, after I healed up, I had to walk around with a cane for quite a spell. That’s where the story started that I got the name Bat from batting people over the head with it.” He chuckled. “Amazing how these things get around.”
“Where did you get the name Bat?” asked Neilson.
“It’s short for Bartholomew, which is my real name. I never cared for it, so I use William Barclay. I like the sound of it better. But most folks know me as Bat Masterson, just like they’ll probably know you as the Montana Kid from now on. I guess you have me to blame for that.”
Neilson grinned. “I don’t mind. I kind of like it.”
“You may not always feel that way,” said Masterson. “Having a reputation as a gunfighter is a sword that cuts both ways. It gets you plenty of respect, but not the kind you’d like. The way Wyatt reacted was the way any lawman would react on hearing of a gunfighter come to town. You represent a threat. Potential trouble. And it didn’t help any to have Frank say you were faster than Wyatt. That sort of thing puts a man on his guard right away.”
They entered the adobe house and Neilson started looking around. He didn’t expect to find much. Observers were always careful to leave no sign that would indicate they were anything but what their covers made them appear to be. Even if someone hadn’t already torn the place apart, he would have found nothing from the future here. But that wasn’t what he was looking for.
“Well, it’s like I told the marshal,” he said, “I don’t want any trouble.”
“You stay around here, you’ll find it sure enough,” Masterson replied. “By now, the Clantons will have heard about how you gunned down those two. Now, Wyatt. Virgil and Morg know them a sight better than I do, but from what I’ve heard about that bunch, you’d do best to steer clear of them. Ike Clanton I’ve met. He’s not so much. A blowhard, mostly. His brother Billy seems a lot more likable, offhand, but I hear he’s quite good with a six-gun and he’ll back up his brother. Then there’s the McLaurys, Frank and Tom. Both gunmen. And Frank’s said to be dangerous. Billy Claiborne runs with them, but I wouldn’t put him in the same class as Frank and Torn. And then there’s Curly Bill and Johnny Ringo.”
“I’ve heard of them,” said Scott.
“That’s not surprising.” Masterson replied. “Curly Bill Brocius has killed his share of men. And Ringo has a big reputation as a gunfighter. There’s a good number of others, cattle rustlers and stage robbers, not a good apple in the bunch, but of them all. I’d worry about those two the most.”
And you think I have something to worry about?” asked Scott.
“If you stick around, you do.” Masterson replied. “I don’t want to seem ungrateful or unfriendly. Kid, but if I were you, I’d waste little time in moving on. You’re young, yet. Got your whole life ahead of you. You can be anything you want to be. But if you decide you’re going to be a gunfighter, then you’ve closed off a lot of options. You can find some town that needs a good man with a six-gun to wear a badge. A saloonkeeper who’ll cut you in for a small share of the business to hang around and make sure there isn’t any trouble. Or you can hunt bounty. There’s some money to be made from that. But it’s not what I’d call an easy life. Or a very good one. Often, it’s a short life. too.
“Oh, maybe your reputation as a pistolero will make some men back down.” he continued, “but it will also mark you. Instead of trying to face you down, they’ll look to shoot you from behind or get you through a window with a scattergun. And then they’ll be able to brag about how they gunned down the Montana Kid. You’ll be popular with the saloon girls, but most respectable women will keep shy of you. You’d be a bad bet to settle down with You’ll have men respect you and move aside when you walk down the street, but deep down, they won’t like having you, around and no one will be sorry when you leave.”
“What about if you’re a gambler?” Scott asked.
Masterson pulled out a crudely made wooden chair and sat down at the table. “Well, it’s more respectable, for one thing,” he said, as he took out a pack of cards and absently started to shuffle them. “Lots safer, too.”
“Like yesterday, you mean?” asked Scott, with a smile.
Masterson shrugged. “What happened yesterday doesn’t really happen very often. And, in a way, it was my own fault. Slim was cheating. And he wasn’t very good at it. I decided to cheat back a bit, to teach him a lesson. He wasn’t good enough to catch me at it, hut he tumbled to it somehow. I read him wrong. I didn’t figure that he’d pull a gun. That was foolish of me. Yes, there are risks to being a gambler, but the advantage is that you only have to deal with trouble that comes to you. You don’t have to go out looking for it.” He glanced at Scott and smiled. “You play?”
He put the deck down in the center of the table for him to cut. Scott looked at him a moment, then picked it up and cut it twice, one-handed. He shuffled it, quickly shot the deck from one hand to the other, split it, fanned the two equal parts in either hand, put it back together and then started dealing from the top, face down.
“Deuce of hearts.” he said, as he put the first card down. “Deuce of spades. Deuce of clubs. King of clubs. King of diamonds.”