"Well, it may all be a game to you," the Y'Qatt said, smiling thinly, his cheeks ruddy, a faint sheen of sweat on his brow, "but it's my livelihood. Now go. And next time you're in the Neck, stay away from me."
Torgan eyed him a moment longer, then shrugged and walked away. He thought the man was overreacting, but he also thought it best simply to pack up these baskets and be on his way. That was something else he'd learned over his many years of travel and trade: Part of being a successful merchant was knowing when to move on.
Chapter 14
Torgan saw it as a measure of his success and comfort that he no longer raced across the land from town to town as he once had, as other merchants still did. He could afford to move at a more leisurely pace, to enjoy the journey as well as each arrival. So though he set out from C'Bijor's Neck not long after midday, he was barely two leagues west of the city by the time he stopped for the night.
The skies had begun to clear near dusk, after so many days of rain and cloud, and as he sat near his small fire, eating a modest meal of salted meat, fruit, and nuts, and sipping Qosantian wine, he could even see a few stars overhead. He was surprised, then, to see flickers of lightning to the east, back toward the Neck. Even earlier in the day, it hadn't rained on him; it certainly hadn't stormed. He heard no thunder in response to the flashes, and at last he walked a short distance from his blaze and peered into the darkness, trying to see if something else might be causing the night sky to glimmer so.
To the merchant's surprise, he soon realized that the flashes were being caused by narrow beams of fire that darted up from the plain, licking at the sky, as fine and quick as lizard tongues. It had to be Qirsi fire- what else could it be?-but the bolts of flame seemed to be coming from C'Bijor's Neck itself. It made no sense. Why would the Y'Qatt suddenly resort to using fire magic?
Unless they were under attack.
Torgan had never frightened easily. He'd heard talk of the pestilence up here in the north, but he hadn't let that keep him from coming. And he had been rewarded with the fine baskets he'd bought from Y'Farl. Even as a younger man, when he had known that the coinmonger in Medqasse had his cutthroats out looking for him, he hadn't allowed himself to be driven from the city by fear. Like so many young men, he'd confused foolishness for bravery and so had lost an eye.
But seeing that Qirsi fire rise from the city, Torgan was afraid. Was he watching the start of a new clan war? And if so, who would bother attacking the Y'Qatt, and why? Were there Qirsi raiders abroad in the land again, as there had been centuries before? He'd heard tales of their attacks on small settlements throughout the land, Eandi and Qirsi alike. But even back then, the white-hair brigands had confined themselves to the southern lands, not daring to pit themselves against the Fal'Borna or J'Balanar.
After watching for several moments, Torgan laughed at himself for allowing his fears to overmaster his judgment. Those bolts of fire were flying into the sky. Either the brigands had terrible aim, or he'd imagined a threat where none existed. It had to be a ritual of sorts, something the Y'Qatt did, something of which he'd never heard. What else could it be, really? No one had cause to attack an Y'Qatt city. And even if someone did, they wouldn't send their fire magic into the sky like that. It made no sense. And yet, as he continued to gaze eastward, he thought he could make out the glow of flames consuming the city, and great billows of smoke rising from the earth.
As the night went on, the bursts of fire didn't abate. If anything, they grew more frequent. Torgan stood transfixed, unable to look away. Dark thoughts chased one another through his mind, but none of them made any sense; none of them truly explained what he was seeing, for in truth, Torgan didn't even know what that was. A ritual? An attack? A battle? Or something worse? A civil war among the Y'Qatt? The collective madness of a city? Every option horrified him. None made any sense.
At last, seeing no change, no end to the flame and smoke, he returned to his cart and the small fire he had built. It was little more than embers now, baleful orange, a thin line of smoke drifting into the cool air. He climbed into his cart and lay down, hoping to sleep. For a long time, though, sleep wouldn't come. Each time he closed his eyes, he saw the flames again, the bursts of light, the smoke. And when at last he did drift into a fitful slumber, he was plagued by strange, dark dreams. In one, from which he awoke to darkness and the distant, mournful howls of wolves, he was in the C'Bijor's Neck marketplace, surrounded by dead and dying white-hairs. His cart was burning, and with it all his wares, including the baskets he had purchased that day from Y'Farl. The flames were as brilliantly colored as the baskets themselves, and in his dream Torgan was so captivated by the dancing fire, that he reached his hand into it, searing his flesh.
He lay awake for hours after that, and when he finally closed his eyes again, odd, disturbing visions continued to haunt his sleep. Upon awaking to a cold clear dawn, Torgan scrambled out of his cart and stared back toward the city, hoping that he'd see nothing unusual. Better to wonder if he had been deceived by his eyes, and made fearful by imagined horrors, than to see that any of it had been real. But there could be no mistaking the columns of black smoke that rose from the eastern horizon. C'Bijor's Neck had burned.
He thought briefly about going back to see what had happened. Perhaps there were wounded in need of aid. Perhaps, though, the city was still under siege, or at war with itself. Perhaps there were raiders behind him on the plain making their way westward. He packed up his belongings, not bothering with breakfast, and drove his cart northwest, keeping the smoke and the sun at his back. He didn't spare the whip either. Trili, the old horse pulling his cart, wasn't capable of much anymore, but on this day Torgan determined that the beast would give her all. He rested only occasionally, ate little, for he wasn't hungry, and tried to put as much distance as possible between himself and the Neck.
There were said to be Fal'Borna settlements throughout the north. This was where the rilda spent the warmer months, and though the Harvest had begun, they might still be up this way. The Fal'Borna were a difficult people, even as Qirsi went, and because Torgan was Eandi, they had shown him little friendship over the years. But he enjoyed a reputation among the various septs as a merchant who sold quality goods, and who could be trusted. It wasn't much, but it was all he had, and if there were brigands on the plain, he wanted to be under the protection of the Fal'Borna.
When evening fell, however, he was still alone. He stopped for the night in a small ravine and, despite the cold, didn't make a fire, for fear of attracting the notice of anyone else on the plain. Climbing out of the ravine and keeping low to the ground, he looked back toward the Neck. He saw nothing. No orange glow. No bolts of light. This meant little, though. He'd covered at least five leagues on this day; even if there had been something to see, Torgan wasn't certain that he was still close enough to see it.
The night passed without incident, as did the following two days and nights. He found no septs, but neither did he encounter any brigands. And as the memory of that first night grew more distant, he began to question what he had seen. Perhaps there was another explanation for the fire and smoke, one that didn't involve warriors or raiders. Maybe, alone in the darkness, he had allowed his fears to get the better of him. By the time he fell asleep on that third night, he had convinced himself that this was so. But once again, he didn't build a fire.
For two more days he searched the northern reaches of the plains, until at last he decided to turn southward and seek the Fal'Borna there. He could have gone farther west, but he didn't wish to cross the mighty Thraedes so late in the year, lest he find himself forced to cross it on the way back after the weather had turned wetter and colder. As his frustration at finding no septs grew, his fears continued to fade. On those fourth and fifth nights he allowed himself a fire, and though he jumped at every unexpected noise and loud pop from the flames, his blaze attracted no brigands.