Swanson didnt want to check it out to me. You really lucked out, though. Mr. Kramer was there, and she let him have it.
But youve got it?
But of course. She dropped her denim bag on the sofa, unstrapped its top and slipped out a tall, thin volume. It has to be returned tomorrow morning.
No problem. Larry reached for it.
Lane clutched it to her chest and shook her head. You owe me.
What do you want?
Well, thats open to negotiation. Ive had to make considerable sacrifices on your behalf. In particular, Im obliged to help Mr. Kramer grade papers after school every day this week to pay him back for the favor.
Youre kidding.
I wouldnt kid you.
He shouldnt make you do that.
Well, I kind of made the offer, and he didnt refuse.
Ah. Well, thats different.
Its still because of this, she said and, grinning, rapped her knuckles against the back of the yearbook.
Okay. What do you want?
Her eyes rolled upward. Let me think. My services dont come cheap, you understand.
They never have.
Daaad!
Laaane.
You make me sound absolutely mercenary.
But youre not.
Of course not. However, I just happened to notice an absolutely radical pair of denim boots a while back.
And you didnt buy them?
I didnt think I should. Id already made a few purchases that day.
If youre talking about the day your mother and I went on our last outing with Pete and Barbara, I remember it well.
I reallywanted those boots. But I held back. For your sake.
Im touched. Truly.
So, can I have them?
Sure, why not?
Oh, Dad, youre great! She thrust the book at him. As Larry took it, she threw herself against him and gave him a quick kiss. Then she hurried toward the kitchen.
Larry retrieved his beer.
He heard Lane call out, Yo! Mom! Whatve we got to eat around here? Im dying.
Larry shut the door to his office. He placed his beer on the coaster beside his word processor. He leaned back in his chair and rested the bottom of the book against his stomach. The blue cover was embossed with gold lettering that read, BUFORD MEMORIES 68.
This is it, he thought. My God, this is it.
His heart was racing. His stomach felt tight and shaky.
He opened the book. A quick riffle revealed glossy pages of black and white photographs. At the back was an index. The final page of the index listed students with S names. Larry slid his eyes down the column:
Sakai, Joan
Samilson, Pamela
Sanders, Timothy
Satmary, Maureen
Schaefer, Ronald
No Saxon, Bonnie.
Come on! Larry thought. She hasto be in here.
Despairing, he flipped pages toward the front of the index. And spotted a subheading: FRESHMEN.
Thank God, he muttered.
In 1968, Bonnie was a senior, not a freshman.
He thumbed the pages over, passing the lists of sophomores and juniors. Just above the heading JUNIORS was the name Zimmerman, Rhonda. Tail end of the senior class. He lifted his eyes to the left-hand corner. A senior named Simpson, Kenneth.
Simpson. An S!
Larry clamped his lower lip between his teeth. He turned the page and worked his way up from the bottom:
Simmons, Dan
Seigel, Susan
Sefridge, John
Sclar, Toni
Schultz, Fred
Just another name in the index. Saxon, Bonnie. Not printed in red. Not in bold lettering or italics. But it seemed to explode off the page and slam through Larrys head.
To the right of her name were page numbers. Six of them.
Six pages with photos of Bonnie Saxon.
God almighty!
Larry scanned the column. Plenty of the names were followed by a single page number, several by two or three. Few had more than three.
Bonnie had six.
She mustve been busy, Larry thought. And popular.
Popular girls are almost always pretty.
The first page number after her name was 34. Larry slipped a matchbook into the index to mark his place, turned to the front of the annual and thumbed through its pages until he found page 34. Blocks of small, individual photos showing members of the senior class. Boys in sport coats and neckties. Girls in dark pullover sweaters, each wearing a necklace.
The first name in the upper left-hand corner was Bonnie Saxon.
Larry shifted his eyes to the photo.
He moaned.
She was lovely. Radiant, adorable. Her gleaming blond hair swept softly across her brow, flowed down to her shoulders. Her eyes seemed to be directed at something wonderful just beyond the camera. They looked eager, cheerful. She had a small, cute nose. Her high cheeks curved smoothly above the corners of her mouth, as if lifted and shaped by her smile.
This was Bonnie.
She looked quite a bit like Lane.
She looked very little like the corpse in the attic of his garage, but her hair and teeth and the general shape of her face convinced him that he had made no mistake: the body was Bonnie Saxon. No doubt about it.
The hideous cadaver had once been the girl in this photo beautiful, glowing with youth.
Larry gazed at the picture.
Bonnie.
He felt very strange: excited by his find, enthralled by her beauty, depressed. When the photo was taken, she mustve thought a whole, wonderful life waited in her future. But she had only months, and then someone ended it all by pounding a stake through her chest.
This was no vampire.
This was a sweet, innocent kid.
Probably a real heartbreaker. Every guy in school mustve longed for her.
Had one of them killed her? A jealous boyfriend? Shed broken his heart, so he drove a stake through hers? Possible, Larry thought. But the stake in her chest and the crucifix on the staircase wall sure made it seem that somebody believed she was a vampire.
Larry gazed a little longer at the photo, then checked the index and turned to page 124. There, he found group pictures of the Public Relations Committee, the Program Committee, and the Art Club. He didnt bother studying the lists of names. He wanted to search for Bonnie, to pick her out, to enjoy the surprise of recognition.
The Public Relations Committee photo was overexposed. Most of the faces were little more than pale blurs, their features washed out and faint. Bonnie didnt seem to be in this group, but Larry glanced at the names to make sure.
Then he went on to the Program Committee photo. He half expected to find her here. Though he wasnt sure about the functions of the Program Committee, Bonnie looked like the sort of girl you might find in charge of decorating the gym for a dance. He studied the face of each girl in the picture. No Bonnie.
He found her with the Art Club.
In the front row, second from the left, between a couple of gals who looked fat and dumpy.
Bonnie looked grand. She stood straight, arms at her sides, head up, smiling at the camera. This wasnt a close-up like the senior photo, but it made up for that by showing her from head to foot. She wore a short-sleeved white blouse, a straight skirt that hung to the tops of her knees, white socks and white sneakers.
Larry lifted the book, watching her grow as the page neared his eyes. He studied her face. In spite of the distance from which the photo had been taken, it had very good definition. All her features were clear. The collar of her blouse was open. He looked at her neck and saw the hollow of her throat, the faint curves of her collar bones. Lower, the rise of her breasts was no more than a hint. Larry followed her arms down to her hands. Her hands were open, fingers curled slightly inward against the fabric of her skirt. His gaze lingered on the slender curves of her bare legs.
One of her white socks was slightly lower than the other. If shed known that, she probably wouldve fixed it. Larry could almost see her bending over and pulling up the sock. The image gave him a little ache, as if hed missed something important by not being there.