“I didn’t hit him that hard,” a boy replied with a child’s superior impatience. “He’s breathing, isn’t he?”
“Quiet,” a new voice snapped. It was older, rougher and female. “He’s awake. Now get out.”
Door hinges protested, wood scraped against wood and I felt that slight change in air pressure that said a heavy door had closed. I decided to open my eyes.
The back of my skull felt like mashed potatoes. I blinked, groaned and tried to make sense of the confusing lights and shadows. Luckily the room was dark, but a table lamp provided some dim illumination. I blinked, tried to rise and found I was on my stomach, my hands tied to my ankles behind me.
“Don’t try to move,” the older female voice said. She sat just out of the lamp’s illumination.
“Okay,” I rasped out. The room was very small, and I lay on what felt like a blanket spread across uneven wooden crates.
“You were asking about Epona Gray.”
“Yeah,” I said. I didn’t know this one, but I realized where I’d heard the other woman’s voice before. “I guess I didn’t give Trudy a big enough tip, huh?”
“She knows I’m always interested in certain things.”
“Like Epona Gray?”
“Always.” She leaned forward. I saw frizzy hair backlit so that her head resembled a dandelion gone to seed. “You’re a smart guy, I’d guess. So I don’t think I have to explain too much. Whether or not you leave this room depends on what you tell me about Epona Gray.”
“What do you want to know?”
“Where is she?”
“Dead, as far as I know.”
The frizzy head leaned back. “Then why are you asking about her?”
I wriggled as much as I could. “This is really uncomfortable,” I groaned. “I’d feel a lot chattier if you’d untie me.”
“And I’d feel a lot less safe,” she said. “You can answer my question just fine from where you are.”
I squirmed some more, but couldn’t reach the knife in my boot, or even tell if it was still there. “I knew her once,” I said. “I just wondered if anyone else around here might remember her.”
“Everyone that knew her is dead,” the woman said with deep certainty. “Except me.”
“Not everyone,” I replied.
“So you knew her?” she asked derisively. “When?”
“Right before she died.”
Again she leaned forward, and her frizzy hair caught the light. “And how is that possible?”
“Hey, lady, I’m not trying to convince you of anything. I met her the night she died, I only spoke to her for a few minutes, but since I was back in the area I asked a waitress a harmless question. This seems a lot like an over-reaction.”
“Nothing to do with Epona is ‘harmless.’ ” She leaned back again. “Tell me how she died.”
I saw no reason to keep it a secret. “She was poisoned.”
She paused for a long moment.
I took advantage of the silence and asked, “And what the hell do you know about it? I was the only person who walked away from it.”
The smile in her voice had no warmth. “Not the only one,” she said, imitating my tone. She reached over and turned up the lamp.
I could not begin to guess her age. Her face was a mass of scar tissue, and her hair grew in ragged white patches. “I crawled out of a burning house. I was on fire as well, but I made it to a creek and put out the flames. Did you know that, if you’re burned badly enough, you don’t feel it?”
“Yeah,” I said. I recalled those same flames myself, and the blood-soaked beast roaming through them.
“My parents died. My friends died. Everyone died because of Epona. On the very day I was initiated into her mysteries.”
I went cold. It took a moment to find my voice again. “You’re only about eighteen years old, aren’t you?”
She crossed her legs, deliberately letting her wraparound skirt fall open. Her legs were a little hairy, but had the smooth lines of youth. “How could you tell?” she asked sarcastically.
“Because I saw you that day,” I said. “I saw you pass your initiation.”
“Bullshit,” she snapped.
I rose as much as my contorted position allowed. “The horses should have killed you, but they didn’t. Your dress was too big. And you wore ribbons.”
The silence grew heavy over the next few moments. Finally, in a voice so quiet I barely heard it, she said, “Who are you?”
“Name’s Eddie LaCrosse. I’m from Neceda, in Muscodia.”
“Where is that?”
I told her.
“And you…” She took a deep, shuddering breath in the darkness. “You remember what happened?”
I nodded. “And I tell you the truth: I killed the monster who did it that same night, too.”
The position they had me in was really killing me by now, so when she stood and cut the ropes that tied my wrists to my ankles I let out a loud groan. She undid the rest of the bonds, and I sat up stiffly.
“I’m sorry,” she said.
I worked my numb fingers and toes. “No problem,” I said out of habit. I gently felt the back of my head. The lump, tender and hot to the touch, swelled behind my right ear, but I felt no dried blood. The little bozo that smacked me had a light touch, at least. “Who hit me?” I asked.
“His name’s Leo,” the scarred girl said. “He always stays back to see how the robbery goes. He’s only seven, but he’s tall for his age and totally fearless.”
“He’s got a future,” I agreed. I’d never even heard him coming. A spasm of queasiness went through me, but I blinked it away. I wiped the sweat from my face with my sleeve. “So what kind of scam do you have going here?”
“Not many jobs for someone who looks like me, so I’ve learned to work the edges. I take in the orphans and the runaways, teach them how to survive. And when the boys get old enough, like Scotty, I teach them about women. If it’s dark enough, they can pretend I’m anyone.”
“And you’ve been here ever since…?”
“I traveled around. Some people helped me, some didn’t. I settled here because these old mines under the town make it easy to stay in the shadows. For obvious reasons, I prefer that.”
“Yeah.”
She leaned forward into the light. What expression her injuries allowed was pitiful. “ Why are you here? Please, tell me the truth. I deserve it.”
“I’m trying to find a line on Andrew Reese.”
“You mean he’s real?” she whispered.
“Maybe. If he is, he’s the one ultimately responsible for what happened to you.”
Her eyes were clear and bright blue, the beautiful eyes of a sad and tormented child. “Will you kill him if you find him?”
“Yeah,” I said. Truthfully I didn’t know what I’d do, but the lie seemed a small enough reparation for the life she’d been given.
Someone knocked on the door. “Come in,” she said.
Trudy the waitress stepped into the light, followed by the boy Scotty. “I have to get back to work, and-” She froze when she saw I was no longer tied.
“Relax,” I said. “We’re old friends.”
“He’s free to go,” the scarred girl said. “Trudy, show him out, will you?”
“He knows about me,” she said dubiously. “About all of us.”
“And I know about him,” the scarred girl said. “He’s been honest with me. There’s no reason to hurt him.”
Trudy scowled at me.
I looked at the scarred girl. “Can I do anything for you?”
“We don’t need your help,” Scotty snapped.
“We don’t,” the scarred girl agreed more evenly. “We’ve found our niche here.”
I started to protest further, but I sensed the futility. “Maybe I’ll check in on you again, if I’m ever in town,” I told her. “And if I find Andrew Reese, he’ll pay for what he did to you. To everyone.”
“But not Epona,” she said emphatically. “Epona gets no vengeance.”
“Why?”
“Because Epona lied to us. She claimed to be… well, you were there, you know. I believed her. I believed in her. That lie was the hardest thing to accept.”
I nodded.
“Come on,” Trudy said impatiently and grabbed my arm. She was clearly anxious for things to get back to normal. “I’ll take you to your stuff.” Scotty stayed behind with the scarred girl, standing protectively beside her and glaring until the door closed. As I followed Trudy down the dim passageway of what had been a played-out mine, I faintly heard the scarred girl singing that damned maddening tune. “Andrew Reese is broken to pieces…”