McBride nodded, shrugged, went back to the kitchen. “Take a number,” he told her.
As Doctor Shaw had guessed, Sidney Shapiro had a listed number in the Jefferson County white pages. Seated cross-legged on the bed, drinking Genesee Ale, Adrienne worked up the nerve to call him. Or tried to. Cold calls were not her forte. Never had been. “Maybe you should phone him,” she called out.
“God… damnit!” The expletive slipped through McBride’s gritted teeth as he reacted to burning himself on the handle of a cheap aluminum pan. Adrienne watched as he used his sleeve as a potholder, pulling it down over his hand. Then he maneuvered it over to the cold burner. “I don’t think so,” he replied.
Leaving the tiny kitchen, he carried the pan into their room, and poured the soup into the two white bowls on the table. Also on the table were a pair of square, plastic take-out salads, a sourdough baton and some foil wrapped patties of butter. The rose that he’d bought for her was standing on the table in an empty Coca-Cola can.
“I think we should doorstep the guy,” he told her. He gestured toward the table. “Dinner’s ready”
She hopped off the bed and padded over in her bare feet. “You mean just go there? Why not call ahead?”
“Well, I’m sure that would be more polite, but… what are you going to tell him? That we want to talk about mind control? I don’t think so. I think we just go there.”
She shrugged. “I guess.”
He raised his bottle of beer. “To you,” he told her. “Thanks for… “ he squinted, smiled a slightly crooked smile, “I don’t know. Just, thanks.”
They touched bottles. “Anytime,” she said and then flushed because it sounded so stupid. What did she mean—anytime? Anytime, what? She smiled back at him, and his eyes seemed to hold her there, so she kept on smiling. There was something different about him now—that lazy crooked smile, for instance, was really getting to her. She’d been attracted to him before in a vague, diffused way but now she could hardly look at him without feeling a… a buzz. It was the last thing she needed or wanted, a useless complication that could only be trouble. Someone’s trying to kill me, she thought, not to mention him. I’m out of a job. I’m almost out of money. And I’m thinking this guy and I should… what? Get it on? Good plan, Scout.
She bent down, dipped her spoon into the soup, filling it with the front-to-back motion she’d learned from an etiquette book, then put it in her mouth. It was so hot that she almost had to spit it out. But she didn’t, grabbing her beer instead, and gulping some down.
“You all right?” he asked.
“Hot,” she said. “I burned the roof of my mouth.” She guzzled her Genesee.
He leaned toward her. “I know a folk cure,” he said and for a moment, she thought he was going to kiss her, that that was ‘the folk cure.’ She felt it again, a sharp twist of desire. But he was leaning forward, not to kiss her, but to get up from his chair. He went to the kitchenette and returned with a glass of milk. Get a grip, she told herself, and took a sip.
He was smiling at her.
It’s the Stockholm Syndrome, she thought. Please God—let it be the Stockholm Syndrome.
In the morning, McBride did the driving.
On the way, Adrienne filled him in on Sidney Shapiro.
She’d gone out after dinner—right after dinner—the night before. McBride was tired, still suffering the lingering effects of his confinement at the hospital. And she hadn’t trusted herself to be in the same room with him, and so she had walked from the Mayflower to the library, where she’d cooled her heels, sitting in front of a stack of books about the CIA.
None of the books had that much to say about Shapiro, who’d presided over a program so “sensitive”—Adrienne took this to mean “criminal”—that virtually all its records had been destroyed. This, in the face of Senate hearings on “alleged human rights abuses by the U.S. intelligence community.”
Moving from index to index in each of the books, Adrienne had managed to put together a rough dossier, one that was filled with lacunae, but would have to suffice. “He studied at Cambridge,” she told McBride, reading from her notes. “Research psychology, just like you. Then MIT After that, he was in Korea for a while—no one knows what he was doing there, but he was supposed to be a civilian employee of the Army. (This was in ‘53.) Then he came back to the States and set up something called the Human Ecology Fund. That was in New York.”
“Then what?” McBride asked.
“I’m not done. This Human Ecology thing was supposed to be private, but all its money came from the CIA. So he was an NOC.”
“A what?”
“An NOC! It means Nonofficial Cover.”
McBride glanced at her. “Where did you get this stuff?”
“At the library—when you were sleeping.”
“Hunh!”
“So, anyway, this fund was a CIA front. And what it did was, it funded behavioral studies—secret studies—in mind control. They called it Mk Ultra. Artichoke. Bluebird. Things like that.”
“And Shapiro was part of this?”
“He ran it for about ten years. Then they closed it down, and he took over as head of the Science & Technology Directorate at the CIA. But it was interesting what they did. They studied psychotropic drugs, hypnotism, telepathy, brainwashing, psychic driving—”
“I saw a documentary about it,” McBride told her. “On A&E. About a year ago. They were experimenting, testing hallucinogenic drugs on people they considered ‘fair game’—people in prisons and mental institutions, suspected communists, people who were breaking the law.”
“So, what happened? They got stoned, right?”
“Right. Only they didn’t know they were stoned. These weren’t exactly clinical trials. So most of them—what they thought was that they were sick or crazy.”
“Of course. That is what you’d think.”
“People lost their minds. And at least one guy lost his life.”
“Who?”
“A scientist named Olsen. His ‘colleagues’ slipped him a dose of LSD—and he lost it. Completely. Or so we’re told. A few days later, he threw himself out the window of his hotel.”
“Migod…”
“Or that’s what they said. According to the documentary, he probably had some help.”
“‘Help’?”
“There’s reason to think he was pushed.”
“Oh.”
They were crossing the Delaware Memorial Bridge. Below, the water looked metallic and sullen. Ahead of them, brake lights flared ruby-red as the traffic congealed before a phalanx of tollbooths.
“So it looks like you were right,” Adrienne said.
“About what?”
“Showing up on his doorstep. I don’t think a phone call would work.”
At the tollbooth, McBride pressed a bill into a woman’s outstretched hand. The air outside was cold, the woman’s hand warm, the moment they touched oddly precise, carved out of time. It struck him as a perfect microcosm of commerce, passage over a river in exchange for currency, a transaction that had taken place all over the world for centuries. The river below seemed huge, sinuous, alive and he could sense its moist, dank presence in the air despite the heavy aroma of diesel. Sounds welled up around him, the roar and rush of vehicles unfurling into the air as they accelerated away from the booth. McBride couldn’t get over how he felt, connected to his perceptions in a way that seemed brand-new. Even the drive down the Interstate which he knew was supposed to be tedious, struck him as exciting, the play of motion and space, the constant patterning and repatterning of the traffic a kind of jazz.
They checked into the Hilltop House, an old hotel perched on the mountainside in Harpers Ferry, overlooking the famous mountain gap where the Potomac and Shenandoah rivers meet. The hotel was nearly empty—too late for fall color tours, too early for the holidays, and they had their pick of rooms. Once again, and for reasons of frugality, they took only one. Adrienne decided on a double with a view, and—she made a point of this—two beds.