‘The wooden box contains these?’
‘Yes. I hoped to bring them to Jerusalem, a righteous act for my parents. The Christian signs on the lid are part of the pretence.’
‘And who are… what are you now?’
‘Sister, I don’t know.’
In the poor light, Imogene’s face looked younger, paler.
‘Truly I believe in nothing. Yes, that is correct.’ She laughed sharply. ‘How can I be Jewish when I believe in nothing?’
‘And why have you decided to be honest now?’
‘As Norbert says, why not?’ Imogene pulled a face. ‘After tonight’s meeting of the Poor Brethren, I met Norbert and Alberic, and they assured me I’d be safe. We have so much in common. They are searching for something, something that is true in all this horror.’
‘You know Alberic and Norbert from before?’
‘Oh yes, they are constant travellers. They crossed into Andalus and visited my foster-parents’ home. They are keen students of all things Jewish, be it the Kabbalah or the legends of the Temple Mount, the Dome of the Rock in Jerusalem.’
‘What are they searching for?’
‘God knows! Legends, relics, proof?’ Imogene shook her head. ‘They moved through the Jewish community asking questions, collecting information. I met them, and through them managed to meet my late husband Thomas, a wine merchant from St Nectaire.’ She shrugged. ‘The rest you know. I was a good wife, well respected. I settled in the area. My husband died. Urban preached his sermon at Clermont. By then, Alberic had taken the advowson of the local church. He’d been there for four years, exercising great influence over Lord Godefroi. Norbert seemed to have disappeared, then re-emerged as the Crusade was proclaimed. And then,’ her voice faltered, ‘came Anstritha, the wise woman, the one who was murdered by the mob.’
‘What about her?’
‘Nothing, mistress.’ Imogene’s voice turned weary. ‘I have told you the truth about myself. It’s wrong to tell you the truth about others.’ She smiled thinly. ‘I am not afraid of the truth. I suspect your brother and Godefroi already suspect who I am.’ She got to her feet. ‘Yet what threat do I pose, sister? Like you, I wish to journey to Jerusalem, but my reasons, like everyone else’s, are a matter of the heart. Perhaps I will find comfort in bringing home the ashes of my parents; forgiveness for living after they died; absolution for my deception.’ She undid her cloak. ‘Get rid of my burdens and find some peace.’
Part 3
Radosto: The Feast of St Isidore, 4 April 1096
Dies quoque angustiae moeroris ac tristiae.
(A day also of bitter mourning and sadness.)
The Dies Irae of St Columba
‘To the right!’ Hugh de Payens’ voice, dry and cracked, shrieked a warning.
Eleanor, standing between two high-wheeled carts, wiped the sweat and dirt from her face. She brought up the arbalest, then lowered it. The morning mist played tricks on her eyes and Eleanor, like the rest of her companions, was exhausted. She stared along the line of carts and makeshift barricades the Provençal captains had thrown up. The absence of their commander, Raymond of Toulouse, was deeply felt. Perhaps they should have taken up a better defensive position. The Provençal line, bending slightly like a bow, stretched between two copses of trees. Behind them open heathland ran down to a stream, where their horse lines had been fixed. Eleanor took a waterskin and drank greedily, splashing more on her face before handing it to Imogene, who squatted trying to organise the crossbow bolts on a tattered sheet. The widow woman, black hair bound with a piece of string, smiled back, then coughed, spluttering how she was full of the rheums, her throat sore, her ears aching. She grumbled on as Eleanor patted her gently on the head. Over the last few weeks, during their nightmare journey from Istra down the Dalmatian coast, Imogene and Eleanor had become firm friends. They had, as Eleanor wrote in her chronicle, little choice but to unite against the dangers that confronted them. Imogene cursed as she cut her finger on the barbed edge of a bolt. She smeared some of the blood on her face.
‘Just in case the Greeks,’ she nodded towards the far haze of moving dust, ‘overrun us. They won’t rape the ugly ones!’
Eleanor stared despairingly up at the cloud-free sky. A buzzard came floating over and she wondered if the prospect of blood, her blood, had summoned it. The weather was turning balmy with the first hint of summer. They had travelled along the Via Egnetia to the Greek city of Dyrrachium and across northern Greece, arriving here outside Radosto only a few miles from Constantinople, yet their nightmare was not over. Alberic remarked how they were crossing Macedon, the wild, savage countryside that had once housed the great Alexander. Eleanor did not care for such history. The dark forests, rushing rivers, deep gorges and lonely meadowlands, from where the livestock had been driven away, were forbidding, rather haunting. Nevertheless, Macedonia for all its sombreness was a welcome relief from that nightmare road along the Dalmatian coast through Sclavonia. A dreadful dream of a journey, with the mist swirling as thick as fuller’s cloth across a trackway slippery with ice and littered with boulders and fallen trees. On either side of this pathway rose thick, dense forests whilst the wind cut along it like a razor. Nothing ahead, nothing behind but that mist curling like a host of ghosts.
Imogene said something. Eleanor was too tired to reply, and sat down with her back to the cart, staring across the heathland at the stream still bubbling from the spring rains.
Sclavonia! A barren land, Eleanor reflected, nothing but trees and mountains and that murk hanging like some vapour from hell cutting off sight and deadening sound. They rarely saw or heard any animal or bird. An eerie silence broken only by the sounds of their own straggling line of eighteen hundred souls on their horses and carts. The Poor Brethren of the Temple, their banner hanging limp from a pole, trudged along with the rest. Now and again the silent drudgery was shattered by swift, savage attacks. The Sclavs, who’d fled from their villages taking their livestock and precious food supplies with them, crept back to haunt the cross-bearers. They would follow the column, hanging on their flanks or rear, ready to attack any stragglers. They’d lop off heads, tie them to their standard poles and, if pursued, flee back into their mountain fastness. Eventually Count Raymond, tense and frenetic, moved mailed knights back to the rear of the column. He also asked Hugh, Godefroi and the Poor Brethren to sweep up the stragglers. A daunting task! A vigil that dominated the long, freezing days when the clouds seemed to descend so that when they did attack, the Sclavs were almost on them before anyone realised what was happening. Eleanor and the others fought back with crossbow, lance, spear and dagger. She recalled one attack. A Sclav, his bearded face all bloodied, climbed over the cart, crawling towards her. She shattered his head with an axe and pushed his corpse, blood pumping out, off on to the trackway.