Saulf crossed himself, which reminded de Wolfe of Thomas. Suddenly a lump came to his throat, as he realised that he would have sorely missed the little man if he had died, in spite of the scorn that he and Gwyn habitually heaped on him.
‘How came he to fall from the cathedral? Is he a priest? He always looked like one when I saw him in your company, Crowner — and he had a flair for pen and ink.’
Again the other two men exchanged glances — they did not want to spread this abroad more than they could avoid, even though Saulf had the double obligation to secrecy of a priest and a healer.
‘He was once,’ said de Wolfe evasively. ‘When will he be in a fit state to tell us what happened?’
The monk shrugged. ‘He’s not too bad now. I’ve other patients to attend, but you can go back in and see if he’s ready to talk, if you wish.’
The two friends entered the cell again, and by the light of a candle burning below a wooden cross on the wall, squatted one on each side of the straw mattress.
‘Thomas, can you hear me?’ asked the coroner.
The clerk opened one eye. His cheek and forehead were grazed. ‘Yes, Crowner, miserable sinner that I am.’
John de Alençon laid a hand gently on his other shoulder and Thomas winced with pain. ‘Thomas, tell us what happened,’ he said. ‘This is not the confessional, just your uncle and a good friend wanting to help you.’
De Peyne opened his other eye and swivelled both towards the Archdeacon. ‘I have committed a mortal sin, Father. I tried to end my life — but I am so useless that I could not even make a success of that.’
Tears welled up in the bloodshot eyes, and the kindly Archdeacon was moved to pity for his unhappy nephew. ‘I have just told Brother Saulf that your deliverance was a sign from the Almighty that he needs your life on this earth now and not yet in the next.’
A glimmer of hope appeared on Thomas’s battered features. For such a senior member of the Church to believe that even a minor miracle had been wrought was a life-raft for him in the sea of despair in which he floundered.
‘How came this to happen, Thomas?’ asked the coroner, gruffly enough to cover his own emotion.
The clerk moved slightly in the bed and grimaced as his bruised body screamed in protest. ‘After the Archdeacon called me in and told me that there seemed no hope of my being received back into Holy Orders, I went out thinking that my life was now meaningless and without purpose. I should have let myself perish from starvation when I left Winchester two winters ago.’
John de Alençon’s ascetic face moved closer to Thomas’s. ‘I had no choice but to tell you the truth as its stands now here in Exeter. That does not mean that elsewhere, in the future, matters might change. Take your deliverance as a sign, Thomas.’
De Wolfe was more keen to discover what had occurred that evening. ‘Where did you go when you left the canon’s house?’
‘I wandered along, then went into St Martin’s to pray.’ This was the tiny church almost opposite the coroner’s house. ‘But I felt nothing, as if my prayers were hitting a stone wall. I felt that God himself had rejected me as a useless, misshapen creature.’ Tears sprang up again and trickled down his damaged cheeks. ‘I ran from there and went into the cathedral. I intended prostrating myself on the chancel steps, to try to seek some sign from our Saviour, but as I neared the quire screen, I saw another sign — an open door in the gloom.’
‘A door?’ queried the canon.
‘I thought it led into the north tower and I felt the desire to fling myself into oblivion. I ran up the stairs in the thickness of the wall, but after a few turns I came to a locked door, which must have gone further up the tower. An arch to the side of it led on to an outside gallery along the nave.’
‘That’s one the builders use,’ confirmed Alençon.
‘I looked down, and though the tower rose far above me, it still seemed a long way to the ground, surely sufficient for my purpose. Without further thought, except a plea to God to save my soul, I threw myself off the edge.’
He made a move as if to cross himself, but the tight blanket and the pain in his arms made him give up the attempt.
‘I fell, then there was a great jerk and I slammed against the wall. I thought that was death, but then there was a rending sound and I fell again, into a heap of mud.’ He sobbed and struggled to hide his face in the hard pillow.
The Archdeacon patted his shoulder, and as Thomas’s eyes turned back to him, the priest made the Sign of the Cross over him and murmured the Latin words of a blessing.
The clerk seemed to calm himself and closed his eyes, as the canon motioned to de Wolfe to come out of the room.
‘We’ll see you in the morning, Thomas,’ said the Archdeacon. ‘Get some sleep to help mend your body and your mind.’
As they walked together back to the cathedral Close, de Wolfe asked his friend what had transpired from their efforts to have the clerk taken back into the Church.
‘I fear it was hopeless — and I also grieve to think that maybe it would have been better for him if neither of us was involved.’
John was puzzled by his companion’s words. ‘How so?’ he asked.
‘As I told you before, this is not a matter for our diocese of Devon and Cornwall, but for the Winchester Consistory Court — although a good recommendation from senior members of the Chapter here would undoubtedly carry weight in Hampshire.’ He paused, choosing his words. ‘Unfortunately, the reverse is also true, in that a denial of his merits from here would ruin any hope of reinstatement. And that is all I got from my dear brothers — a round condemnation of Thomas’s conduct, even though they know little or nothing of the real facts.’
‘Why should they blacken some poor fellow who means little to them?’ demanded the coroner.
‘Because he is your clerk and my nephew! Neither of us is popular in the Chapter House or the Bishop’s palace. Since that affair a few months ago, when the sheriff was disgraced over his affection for Prince John, mud stuck to a number of ecclesiastics — especially the precentor and, of course, to Bishop Henry Marshal. They have no love for people like me or you, or for our friend the treasurer, as we are all avowed King’s men.’
De Wolfe, at heart a bluff and perhaps rather naïve soldier, found it hard to believe that educated, professional men of God would be so vindictive. ‘You mean they would block a minor clerk’s career — indeed his happiness and even his life — just to get back at us spitefully for some political difference?’
The Archdeacon shook his head in wonder at his friend’s apparent trust in human nature. ‘Without blinking an eye, John. When I put the matter to them, their vehemence told me straight away that they relished the chance to confound us.’
By now they had reached Martin’s Lane and the priest left de Wolfe at his door, with a promise to call at St John’s in the morning to see how his nephew was progressing.
De Wolfe watched him go, his hand on the latch. For a moment, he contemplated going to the Bush, to see whether there was any truth in Matilda’s jibe about Nesta and Alan, but a stubborn streak of pride won the day and, with a deep sigh, he opened the door and went in.
While the drama was being played out at the cathedral, Matthew Knapman and his assistant Peter Jordan were seeking legal advice. They were visiting Peter’s father-in-law, Robert Courteman, at his house in Goldsmith Street, which was off the high street near the Guildhall.
Courteman was the lawyer who handled the affairs of the Knapman tin business, including Matthew’s sale and transport operations. He was a gloomy-looking man of fifty, with a pate as bald as any monk’s tonsure on top, but rimmed with bushy iron-grey hair. His narrow face was lined and two deep furrows on each side of his mouth and folds of lax skin under his chin gave him the appearance of a hound with permanent indigestion.