"Jesus!" the Doctor said. "Don't hurt them!"
"The Missus awaits you."
"Okay," said the Doctor. He turned to the crowd. "I want you all out of here when I get back."
Amid angry murmuring, Ba followed him out through the rain to the car. As the Doctor opened the door to the Graham, and leaned in, people began to shout.
… "Sure! He's got plenty of time for the rich but none for us!"—"Is that what I've got to do to get to him, buy a classic car?"…
Over the roar of the thunder, Ba heard glass crash behind him as he reached the curb. He turned and saw a lamp land on the lawn after smashing through a front window. More shattering: Some of the people were pulling bricks from a garden border and hurling them through the windows. Others were turning Ba's way. Even before the bricks started flying toward him and the car, Ba was moving. He pushed Dr. Bulmer into the back seat and closed the door after him. Then he jumped into the driver's seat, threw the car into gear, and sped off.
"What in the name of—" the Doctor said from the back, and then a brick bounced off the trunk with a loud thunk.
"My car!" the Missus cried, turning to stare out the tiny rear window. "Why would they want to hurt my Graham?"
"They're angry, frustrated, and afraid," the Doctor said.
The Missus laughed. "Anybody else I'd call a sap for saying something like that. But you, Alan, you've really got the curse."
"What curse?"
"Empathy."
Peering through the rain as he drove toward Toad Hall, Ba realized that his own reply to the Doctor would have been, "The Dat-tay-vao."
___32.___
At Toad Hall
Sylvia stood at the library doors and watched Alan as he gazed out the tall windows at the lightning. She wished the drapes were drawn. Lightning had terrified her ever since five-year-old Sylvia Avery in Durham, Connecticut, had seen a bolt of lightning split a tree and set it ablaze not twenty feet from her bedroom window. She had never forgotten the terror of that moment. Even now, as an adult, she could not bear to watch a storm.
Alan must have sensed her presence, for he turned and smiled at her.
"Good fit," he said, tugging on the lapels of the blue bathrobe he was wearing. "Almost perfect. You must have known I was coming."
"Actually, it belongs to Charles," she said, and watched closely for his reaction.
His smile wavered. "He must be a pretty regular visitor."
"Not as regular as he used to be."
Was that relief in his eyes?
"Your clothes will be out of the dryer soon."
He turned back to the windows. "My memory keeps betraying me—I could swear you told me the new peach tree was on the right."
"I did. It's just that it's been growing like crazy. It's now bigger than the older one."
The phone rang and she picked it up on the first ring.
It was Lieutenant Sears of the Monroe Police Department, asking for Dr. Bulmer. "For you," she said, holding it out to him.
The first thing he had done upon arriving at Toad Hall was to call the police and report the disturbance at his home. He had said he didn't want to press charges, just wanted everybody out of his house and off his property. The lieutenant was probably calling to say mission accomplished.
She watched him speak a few words, then saw his face go slack. He said something like, "What? All of it? Completely?" He listened a bit longer, then hung up. His face was ashen when he turned to her.
"My house," he said in a small voice. "It's burned to the ground."
Sylvia's body tightened in shock. "Oh no!"
"Yeah." He nodded slowly. "Jesus, yeah. They don't know if it was the mob or lightning or what. But it's gone. Right down to the foundation."
Sylvia fought the urge to take him in her arms and say it would be all right, everything would be all right. She just stood there and watched him go back to the window and stare out at the storm. She let him have a few moments to gather himself together.
"You know what keeps going through my mind," he said at last with a hollow laugh. "It's crazy. Not that I lost my clothes or all that furniture, or even the house itself. My records! My moldy-goldy-oldy forty-fives are gone, reduced to little black globs of melted vinyl. They were my past, you know. I feel like someone's just erased a part of me." He shrugged and turned toward her. "Well, at least I've still got the cassettes I duped off the records. Got them in my office and my car. But it's not the same."
Something about his speech had been bothering her since he had leaned into the car during the storm. Now she identified it: A trace of Brooklyn accent was slipping through. He had used it jokingly before; now it seemed part of his speech. Probably due to the tremendous strain he was under.
"Maybe you'd better call your wife," Sylvia said. "She'll be worried if she calls and learns the phone's out of order."
Sylvia knew his wife was in Florida. She didn't know exactly why, but assumed that the lady found the storm around her husband easier to weather from a thousand or so miles away.
"Nah. Don't worry about that," Alan said as he walked around the room, inspecting the titles on the shelves. "Ginny hasn't much to say to me these days. Lets her lawyer do her talking for her. His latest message was a packet of divorce papers that arrived today."
Oh, you poor man! Sylvia thought as she watched him peruse the bookshelves with such studied nonchalance. He's lost everything. His wife has left him, his house has burned to the ground, he can't even get into his own office, and he stands a good chance of losing his license to practice medicine. His past, his present, his future—all gone! God! How can he stand there without screaming out to heaven to give him a break?
She didn't want to pity him. He obviously wasn't wallowing in any self-pity and she was sure he would resent any pity from her.
Yet it was certainly a safer emotion than the others she felt for him.
She wanted him so badly now. More than she could ever remember wanting any other man. And here he was, in her home, alone—Gladys had gone for the night after putting Alan's wet clothes in the dryer, and Ba had beat a hasty retreat to his quarters over the garage. Alan had nowhere else to go, and all the moral restraints that had separated them were now gone.
Why was she so frightened? It wasn't the storm.
Sylvia forced herself to go to the bar. "Brandy?" she said. "It'll warm you."
"Sure. Why not." He came closer.
She splashed an inch or so into each of two snifters and handed him one, then quickly retreated to the far corner of the leather sofa, tucking her legs under her and hiding them in the folds of her robe. Why in God's name had she undressed and put on this robe? Just to make him feel more comfortable in Charles'? What was the matter with her? What had she been thinking?
Obviously she hadn't been thinking at all. Her hands trembled as she tipped the glass to her lips and let the fiery liquid slide down her throat.
She didn't want this. She didn't want this at all. Because if she and Alan came together, it wouldn't be another casual affair. It would be for keeps. The Real Thing—again. And she couldn't bear another Real Thing, not after what had happened to Greg. She couldn't risk that kind of loss again.
And she would lose Alan. He had an aura of doom. He was one of those men who was going to do what he had to do, no matter what. Greg had been like that. And look what had happened to him!
No. She couldn't let it happen. Not again. No matter how she felt about Alan. She would keep her distance and help him out and treat him as a dear friend and that would be it. No entanglements.