"The government of Kolar would like to extend to you an invitation to aid Kolar’s Setari in the planet’s defence," Shaf said, his voice quiet and even, his eyes meeting mine very directly. But his tanned cheeks were darker than normal and grew darker still as he went on to talk about what I’d get in return.
He stopped, and there was this awkward little silence where I was working not to gape at him. I could see Nalaz just past him, gazing fiercely out over the lake, rigidly upright. Then I felt incredibly sorry for them both, and said: "You look so mortified."
Shaf dropped his eyes, but Nalaz turned his head toward us and I think he was liking me for saying that.
"Wouldn’t this mess up the alliance between Tare and Kolar?"
"Strain it," Shaf said. "But they can’t dictate where you choose to live. Not without changing their own laws. And Kolar is suffering badly from attacks by larger Ionoth."
"Can you record an answer to give to the government of Kolar?" I asked, and Shaf nodded. I’m sure he was logging the conversation anyway.
"Okay." I sometimes forget and use English words – things like okay and hi – often enough that a lot of people here now know what I mean. "So, money first. There’s nothing for me to spend it on. Everything I could be bribed with is on Earth, and it’s not like I have to pay rent. Second, Taren Setari rescued me. If they hadn’t, I’d be here alone figuring out how to survive Winter. I’m not going to forget that. Third, Kolar, while it’s probably more like my own world than Tare is, has legal cloning. I know Tarens have lots of arguments about me being irreplaceable, but I think so far they’re keeping to their laws about cloning. Tarens having enough trouble stopping me from falling apart mentally as it is, without risking me getting all worked up thinking they’re cloning me. On Kolar…I wouldn’t be as sure. Would probably enjoy visiting Kolar one day when whole problem with gates tearing everywhere is fixed, but fixing the gates is what I’m theoretically helping with now, and that will solve problem for both worlds. And I’m – I’m not for sale."
Something of my feelings came through in that, and I shook my head and added: "That’s it."
Shaf gave me a strained smile. "Thank you."
"Pretend we didn’t have this conversation," I said, and proceeded to do so. Which was easy enough since Ista Temen showed up and gave me another load of injections and I suddenly needed a nanna nap. Thankfully. That was without a doubt the most embarrassing conversation I’ve ever had.
But when I woke up – a little before I was due to go and play taxi again – I sent an email to Isten Notra attaching the log. I did think long and hard about not telling anyone at all, but it was within the bounds of possibility that the Kolaren government might not drop the subject. Besides, I’m convinced Ruuel would be able to tell.
Isten Notra opened a channel. "I needn’t warn you that this is something you will not discuss."
"Is Kolar’s situation really that bad?" I hadn’t been paying a great deal of attention to the news just recently.
"They’ve been hard-pressed these last few weeks, taking significant losses. Kolar has not officially requested…borrowing you, but a great deal of interest was generated by the battle with the Array massive. I am going to order increased security for you, Caszandra."
"Figured. Can it be for only when I’m out of main KOTIS facility?"
She agreed to this readily enough, and asked me how I was feeling and said that we’d be heading back into Kalasa a little earlier than planned because she couldn’t resist going to look and had finally bullied all the people telling her how unwise that would be into submission. They really aren’t at all keen on Isten Notra risking herself, since her understanding of the Ena is one of the things they’re counting on to find a solution to the fracturing spaces. I think Isten Notra and Inisar should sit down to chat.
The temperature had dropped by the time we headed for Kalasa, and I was pleased that Isten Notra was wearing her beanie. Shon and her secretary were along, of course, and she had arranged for Squad One to come as well, and peppered Shaf with questions, giving no hint that she knew the Kolarens had tried to buy me. I’m not sure if she’s even going to tell the squad captains.
It was night all the way on the other side of the world, though soon to be dawn. Glade came down to join Par in walking about with me, and I could see he was brimming over with enthusiasm and excitement. I couldn’t really blame him – Kalasa is a fairy castle of a city, cracked around the edges, but gloriously spectacular. On the far side of the shield it was snowing madly, giving a reverse snow dome atmosphere, and all the walls were glowing. A few more ordinary lights had been installed at points of particular activity, but in the context they looked as strange and unreal as all the rest of it. But the city feels more claimed now and doesn’t immediately conjure up nightmare memories. Or maybe it was that I was resting against Par’s chest most of the time – he’s a very comforting guy.
All three Taren Setari squads gathered together, greeting Squad One with nods, and Maze gave a concise report of progress so far. They’ve found what seems to be a library/training academy, which they’re all very excited about, though they haven’t done more than stare from the door since the contents seem inclined to fall apart at a glance. The shield has protected the contents of the city, but it hasn’t magically preserved them.
The building with the malachite marble has been very rigorously sealed – and the drones stationed there indicate that the Cruzatch did make an attempt to return the previous day. The city is in part still functional, at least with whatever was making the water in my bathroom warm, and there’s so much everyday information about the Lantarens that the greysuits are in ecstasy. The Setari have been doing a preliminary evaluation and map of the site, which is taking a lot of time. Maze didn’t actually call the place "freakin' huge" but Lohn’s expression did. As I’d learned first time out, there’s a lot of sub-surface structure.
The shielding makes the one around Arenrhon pale by comparison. It isn’t controlled by the malachite marble, and is giving the greysuits something to argue about, since turning it off would leave the city exposed to the Winter storms. But they’d found a door. And wanted to poke me at it, of course. It was situated about halfway up the valley, at a point where two of the mountains came together, and was damn big, obviously designed to impress new arrivals, and gorgeously covered in carvings of leaves and vines and trees and water and animals peeping through, but no godlike people.
"The shielding runs through the walls, but the signature is very different through these doors," Islen Tezart said. "We’ve tried Ena manipulation with no response. We’re hoping it will react to you."
Since everyone had been in the process of packing up and gathering ready to go back, I ended up with quite an audience and felt completely idiotic, especially when I put my hand on the door and nothing happened. "Feels warm," I said. Then added: "Open Sesame" hopefully and was really shocked when it worked.
Well, I don’t think the words worked so much as me wanting it to open, giving it some sort of mental order. It opened outward, with a cracking noise I later realised was ice breaking, and I was hit by a full-on gale and everyone was pelted with snowflakes. Par hastily moved me a long way back out of the frigid wind and Second Squad, who had been sitting about in the Diodel hoping for a break in the weather, came inside for a brief reunion. Opening the door allowed the drones to communicate clearly with the satellite and they decided that it was better to just block it physically instead of closing it.