Mr. Buckles blanched. He raised a wet hand to his cheek as though she had actually slapped him. “You would not dare,” he said, his voice hoarse.
“I would not dare what?” asked Lucy, emboldened. “Seek justice? I would not dare to reclaim what is mine?”
“Such unnatural feeling!” he exclaimed. “I am your sister’s husband.”
“And I am your wife’s sister,” Lucy answered in return.
“I shall speak of this to Lady Harriett,” said Mr. Buckles. “Would you oppose her?”
“I believe she and I are already opposed,” said Lucy.
At this, he laughed. “I can tell that it is not so. Shall I tell you how? Because you are yet alive.” Mr. Buckles bowed, and then entered his carriage, leaving Lucy feeling as though she had made a terrible mistake.
Martha was gone, and so was the changeling. Each tick of the clock, each chime of the hour, was like a blow to Lucy, and so it would be until she had rescued her niece. She tried not to feel it, to dull the anxiety that boiled in her stomach, for she knew there could be no easy or quick resolution. She would live this way for days, perhaps weeks and months; she would have to endure it, for there was no one to do the work but she.
Lucy sat in her room at her secretary with her books, making notes and marking pages, working until the last of the sunlight was gone, and then, working late into the night by rushlight. So she strained her eyes as she copied out runes and magic squares, as she made lists of herbs, as she memorized Latin for spells. At last, when the clock struck one in the morning, she could do no more, but she did not believe more was required, and she believed it would serve. Lucy dressed for bed, extinguished the rush, crawled under the warmth of her heavy counterpane, and let exhaustion take her.
The next morning she awoke early and took from the pantry a small quantity of dill and rosemary, as well as an apple, of which she needed only a bit of the juice. She found also some dried flowers that Ungston used to make a sweet-smelling potpourri, which he put into bowls and set about the house. There she found rose and violet, as she required for the two spells she intended to cast. The first would be easier, for it involved the placement of a talisman, and she had grown quite adept at the creation and deployment of the cunning little engines. The second would be far more dangerous, and ethically problematic, but she could not scruple over safety and ethics now.
With her work done, Lucy traveled to visit Norah Gilley. The house was all in disarray as they prepared to travel to London. Lucy had believed they were not due to depart for several weeks, but it seemed that the schedule had been accelerated, for servants were busy running up and down the stairs with folded clothing and packages of household goods. Much of the house was being closed up, and in every room but the parlor, the furnishings were draped with sheets.
Norah greeted Lucy with a kind of cold imperiousness, as though her impending relocation to London were something of a coronation. An extended hand would not do for what Lucy had in mind, so she pulled her friend into a hug. This provided the opportunity to slip a tiny piece of paper into the folds of her gown.
Soon they sat. Norah asked at once if Lucy would like tea and cakes. Lucy almost answered, but then caught herself. It would be the first request she made, and so if she asked for refreshments, the charm would guarantee that Norah did not rest until they were delivered, but it would do no more than that. Instead, she turned to Norah and smiled.
“You leave for London in a few weeks’ time, is that not so?” said Lucy.
“The precise day has not been determined, but I believe it will be sooner than I had supposed,” said Norah. “We await only the final word from the ministry.”
“Would not London be so much grander if you brought a friend with you, and would not you be best served if I were that friend? You must ask your father if I may come with you.”
Norah appeared struck by this. The impending move to the capital was what elevated her above her friends, and to share that elevation would be unthinkable, and yet she now considered the matter seriously. “I cannot doubt that I shall make friends without delay, in particular with Papa’s important office and his connections, but even so, how much more lovely it would be to share my joy with you. I shall ask him at once.” She leapt to her feet.
Lucy remained alone in the parlor, her body almost shivering with nerves. Only now did it occur to her that she ought to have used a charm upon Mr. Gilley as well, for what if he did not want his daughter to bring a friend? But not five minutes passed before Norah rushed into the room, bright with glee. “He says he thinks it a marvelous idea,” she said, and hugged Lucy. “He only tells you that you will have to be careful of your lungs.” Both young ladies giggled at Mr. Gilley’s fear of catching cold. It was as though they were little girls. Then they called for cakes, and then ate far too much as they talked of the thousand things they would do together. Lucy cared for none of it; she had no interest in balls and milliner’s shops and grand houses and pleasure gardens. Perhaps a few months ago these would have seemed the finest things in the world to her, but now they seemed to her only to facilitate a small step toward a larger goal. She only spoke of them to keep Norah excited and happy. It was the least she could do after so deceiving her friend.
The next phase of her scheme required that Lucy do something she would once have considered unthinkable. She directed a note to the inn at which Mr. Morrison was lodged, and invited him to meet her at a chocolate house off the market square. Lucy had to steal a glass of wine from the kitchen in order to sufficiently steady her nerve, so much did her hand shake upon her first attempt to write the note. The kind words, the implication of forgiveness, even of admiration, made her sick in her soul, but Mr. Morrison had important information, and if Lucy were to succeed, she would need as much information as she could find.
As she prepared to leave the house for this rendezvous, Mrs. Quince hurried from the sitting room to bar her way from the door.
“Where do you think you go?”
“I have business,” Lucy answered. “It is none of your concern.”
“Is it with that vile Mary Crawford?”
“I shan’t answer your questions, so stand aside. I am soon to leave for London with Miss Gilley, and you have no further power over me.”
“Leave for London,” repeated Mrs. Quince. “Does your uncle know?”
“What does it matter? Both of you have wanted me from this house, and I shall be gone.”
Mrs. Quince took hold of Lucy’s wrist in a tight grip. “What of Mr. Olson? You are to marry him.”
“It’s time you ceased to trouble yourself about my affairs,” Lucy said, feeling the anger take hold. She was Lucy Derrick, a cunning woman, collector of the lost leaves of the Mutus Liber, and she would not be treated like a street urchin. “If you do not take your hand off me, I swear I shall make you bleed. Do not doubt me.”
Mrs. Quince let go but did not step away. “You will regret having crossed me.”
“Thus far,” said Lucy, as she shoved the woman aside, “I’m rather enjoying it.” She opened the front door and stepped out into the street without troubling to look back, though she very much wished to.
Lucy was not certain Mr. Morrison would obey the summons, and could not have said how she would respond if he did not, but he arrived on time, his face betraying his curiosity. It was crowded at that time of day, the room’s bigger tables filled with large parties ranging from smiling elders to screaming infants. There were a variety of smaller tables, meant for couples, and Lucy had taken one of these in the back. She knew her presence there with a young man was a risk. People might talk. They probably would, but Lucy had more important things to consider, and she would be gone from Nottingham soon enough.