5
When I opened my eyes the next night, I knew what I meant to do. Whether or not I could stand to look at him wasn't important. I had made him this, and I had to rouse him from his stupor somehow. The hunt hadn't changed him, though apparently he'd drunk and killed well enough. And now it was up to me to protect him from the revulsion I felt, and to go into Paris and get the one thing that might bring him around. The violin was all he'd ever loved when he was alive. Maybe now it would awaken him. I'd put it in his hands, and he'd want to play it again, he'd want to play it with his new skill, and everything would change and the chill in my heart would somehow melt. As soon as Gabrielle rose, I told her what I meant to do. "But what about the others? " she said. "You can't go riding into Paris alone. "
"Yes, I can, " I said. "You're needed here with him. If the little pests should come round, they could lure him into the open, the way he is now. And besides, I want to know what's happening under les Innocents. If we have a real truce, I want to know. "
"I don't like your going, " she said, shaking her head. "I tell you, if I didn't believe we should speak to the leader again, that we had things to learn from him and the old woman, I'd be for leaving Paris tonight.
"And what could they possibly teach us? " I said coldly. "That the sun really revolves around the earth? That the earth is flat? " But the bitterness of my words made me feel ashamed. One thing they could tell me was why the vampires I'd made could hear each other's thoughts when I could not. But I was too crestfallen over my loathing of Nicki to think of all these things. I only looked at her and thought how glorious it had been to see the Dark Trick work its magic in her, to see it restore her youthful beauty, render her again the goddess she'd been to me when I was a little child. To see Nicki change had been to see him die. Maybe without reading the words in my soul she understood it only too well. We embraced slowly. "Be careful, " she said. I should have gone to the flat right away to look for his violin. And there was still my poor Roget to deal with. Lies to tell. And this matter of getting out of Paris-it seemed more and more the thing for us to do. But for hours I did just what I wanted. I hunted the Tuileries and the boulevards, pretending there was no coven under les Innocents, that Nicki was alive still and safe somewhere, that Paris was all mine again. But I was listening for them every moment. I was thinking about the old queen. And I heard them when I least expected it, on the boulevard du Temple, as I drew near to Renaud's. Strange that they'd be in the places of light, as they called them. But within seconds, I knew that several of them were hiding behind the theater. And there was no malice this time, only a desperate excitement when they sensed that I was near. Then I saw tile white face of the woman vampire, the darkeyed pretty one with the witch's hair. She was in the alleyway beside the stage door, and she darted forward to beckon to me. I rode back and forth for a few moments. The boulevard was the usual spring evening panorama: hundreds of strollers amid the stream of carriage traffic, lots of street musicians, jugglers and tumblers, the lighted theaters with their doors open to invite the crowd. Why should I leave it to talk to these creatures? I listened. There were four of them actually, and they were desperately waiting for me to come. They were in terrible fear. All right. I turned the horse and rode into the alley and all the way to the back where they hovered together against the stone wall. The gray-eyed boy was there, which surprised me, and he had a dazed expression on his face. A tall blond male vampire stood behind him with a handsome woman, both of them swathed in rags like lepers. It was the pretty one, the dark-eyed one who had laughed at my little jest on the stairs under les Innocents, who spoke:
"You have to help us! " she whispered.
"I do? " I tried to steady the mare. She didn't like their company. "Why do I have to help you? " I demanded.
"He's destroying the coven, " she said.
"Destroying us... " the boy said. But he didn't look at me. He was staring at the stones in front of him, and from his mind I caught flashes of what was happening, of the pyre lighted, of Armand forcing his followers into the fire. I tried to get this out of my head. But the images were now coming from all of them. The dark- eyed pretty one looked directly into my eyes as she strove to sharpen the pictures Armand swinging a great charred beam of wood as he drove the others into the blaze, then stabbing them down into the flames with the beam as they struggled to escape.
"Good Lord, there were twelve of you! " I said. "Couldn't you fight?
"We did and we are here, " said the woman. "He burned six together, and the rest of us fled. In terror, we sought strange resting places for the day. We had never done this before, slept away from our sacred graves. We didn't know what would happen to us. And when we rose he was there. Another two he managed to destroy. So we are all that is left. He has even broken open the deep chambers and burned the starved ones. He has broken loose the earth to block the tunnels to our meeting place. " The boy looked up slowly.
"You did this to us, " he whispered. "You have brought us all down.
" The woman stepped in front of him.
"You must help us, " she said. "Make a new coven with us. Help us to exist as you exist. " She glanced impatiently at the boy.
"But the old woman, the great one? " I asked.
"It was she who commenced it, " said the boy bitterly. "She threw herself into the fire. She said she would go to join Magnus. She was laughing. It was then that he drove the others into the flames as we fled. " I bowed my head. So she was gone. And all she had known and witnessed had gone with her, and what had she left behind but the simple one, the vengeful one, the wicked child who believed what she had known to be false.
"You must help us, " said the dark-eyed woman. "You see, it's his right as coven master to destroy those who are weak, those who can't survive. "
"He couldn't let the coven fall into chaos, " said the other woman vampire who stood behind the boy. "Without the faith in the Dark Ways, the others might have blundered, alarmed the mortal populace. But if you help us to form a new coven, to perfect ourselves in new ways. . . "
"We are the strongest of the coven, " said the man. "And if we can fend him off long enough, and manage to continue without him, then in time he may leave us alone. "
"He will destroy us, " the boy muttered. "He will never leave us alone. He will lie in wait for the moment when we separate. . . "
"He isn't invincible, " said the tall male. "And he's lost all conviction. Remember that. "
"And you have Magnus's tower, a safe place... " said the boy despairingly as he looked up at me.
"No, that I can't share with you, " I said. "You have to win this battle on your own. "
"But surely you can guide us... " said the man.
"You don't need me, " I said. "What have you already learned from my example? What did you learn from the things I said last night? " "We learned more from what you said to him afterwards, " said the dark-eyed woman. "We heard you speak to him of a new evil, an evil for these times destined to move through the world in handsome human guise. "