This man: repressed will-to-power, king-and-slave fantasies revealed in analysis a few years earlier.
And this man: a childhood history of lying, petty theft and furniture-breaking.
And this woman: attempted suicide after an unhappy love-affair.
I’m a ghoul, Howson thought, not for the first time. Here are people at the end of their tethers, and in despair they’ve tried to break loose. So what do I do? I play on their private misery, and make even escape unbearable.
“Set them up, Deirdre. I’m on my way down now.”
“Good! We’ll be ready when you arrive — I’ve had staff standing by all day.”
Howson turned off the intercom, got to his feet, and stretched. He wished he could stretch completely, and tense the withered muscles of his back which had never been drawn out. Still… wishing was futile. He ought to have learnt that by now.
His mind buzzed with the information he had packed into it over the past few days as he limped through the corridors towards the room where his patient waited. It was like being pursued by hornets.
Moreover, there was memory to dog his footsteps. Maybe it was a mistake that he had never moved from the room he was first assigned when he came here. Maybe he should have gone to an apartment out in the city. Then he wouldn’t now be walking the same route as he had followed, blind with tears, when Ilse Kronstadt came so near to death in her encounter with Pericles Phranakis.
Was this his own hour of crisis? Ilse too had had an unblemished record, until (what had she compared it to?) the bullet-sized tumour in her brain weakened her. His physical powers were no worse than they had ever been, but his control had none the less been subtly undermined, for just the reasons Miss Moreno had confided to Pandit Singh. He was embarking, scared, on an enterprise in which only the most sublime confidence in his own ability could uphold him. And there was no reluctant novice to come storming to his rescue at the eleventh hour.
It’ll come to teamwork eventually — we’ll have to take two or three low-grade projectives and maybe use hypnosis to subdue their individual egos, and put a curative telepathist in command, and… But that’s a catapathic grouping, almost!
No, that wasn’t the answer. Not yet. Not until the process of assimilating telepathists into a world run by ordinary people was complete. And by then, maybe, there wouldn’t be the pressure on telepathists which drove them into fugue, anyway.
Maybe there would only be cases like Choong’s…
He came into the room where they awaited him, and looked around, nodding. He hadn’t carried out a preliminary sweep of those present — he was preoccupied with his own worries — so it came as a surprise to see that Miss Moreno was here. He glanced at Singh, asking a wordless question.
She answered him directly, before Singh could speak.
I’d like to watch you, Dr. Howson. I’m so impressed by what I’ve learned from Dr. Singh.
“Well, well!” Howson spoke aloud by reflex. “What a change was there !” He looked steadily at her, and saw her wince, but she kept her mind open. It was a good, sinewy impression he received: stable, resilient, in some ways comparable to Choong’s but with a strong feminine component.
“I see,” he said finally. “It’s to impress on me that not all telepathists have gone the way Choong chose to go. Rather elementary — I mean, here we are, after all… But watch all you like. Just don’t, whatever happens, try to take a hand.”
He didn’t wait for an answer, but moved to the bed. An attentive male nurse made as though to help him. It wasn’t necessary; this was perhaps the thirtieth time he had taken his place for such a task. He looked around as the various machines were disposed on his body.
There had been very few changes since he first saw this room, he reflected. Experience had suggested improvements in the layout; there had been developments in medical technology, and superior recording devices and superior prosthetics had replaced the ones from Ilse Kronstadt’s day. That apart, the scene was essentially identical to the setting for his introduction to his career.
He looked at Singh, who gave him a big smile half-swamped by beard and moustache. He looked at Deirdre van Osterbeck, who was too busy checking the encephalographs to notice. In both their minds he sensed a conflict between hope and anxiety. The therapy watchdog — a tubby young man with slanted eyes and a fixed mechanical smile, named Pak Chang Mee—settled in his chair next to Howson. He had worked with How-son twice before, and a quick mental scan revealed that he Was extremely confident of success.
And there were all the technicians, their minds clearing as their equipment proved to be working faultlessly. And…
And there was Choong.
“Ready,” Deirdre said curtly. The technicians echoed her, nodding to Singh. At the back of the room near the door Howson sensed Miss Moreno composing herself in a soft chair; he did not see her move, for he had already closed his eyes. “Record now,” he said. Images welled up, the instant he began to relax towards contact. “I’m getting the main pattern — the city, the mountains… I reported winter previously. That’s fading. The scene is being set for some big event. I shall try and go in along fringe path K, the trade and travel path. Caravans come to the city and I have detected at least one schizoid secondary of very high order using that as a background.”
He had probed Choong cautiously a score of times while he was building up his store of information. Now the imaginary world seemed familiar, almost welcoming. Knowledge of the hospital faded, and there was only…
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… the rocking motion, like a small boat on a choppy sea, and a smell like no other smell that ever was.
Camels. He opened his eyes. The illusion was absolute, but he had not expected it otherwise. He was dealing, after all, with a brilliant opponent.
By degrees facts sorted themselves out. He was — he was Hao Sen the mercenary, the caravan guard, and he rode negligently on his magnificent she-camel Starlight alongside the motley gang of traders and travellers through the gates of Tiger City. The air was sharp and stimulating; the winter was almost over, and this was the first of the spring caravans to brave the bandits and cross the mountains from the north.
Bandits… The concept brought a sense of weariness and satisfaction, and he remembered. There had been fighting; the bandits had laid an ambush. Signs were all around him — that man was limping, and that one had a bloody bandage on his head. He himself — he tensed his square-set, muscular body—had not a few bruises where his armour of brass plates on leather had turned a sword-cut. But they had won through, and this summer, said the common gossip, the Emperor would raise an army and smoke the bandits out of the hills for good and all.
He yawned cavernously behind his spade-shaped black beard. His hand fell to the familiar hilt of his short, broad sword, and he urged his camel on towards the city gate.
The walls were huge and solid; the black puppet-forms of soldiers tramped back and forth along them. Above the gate itself was a balcony on which were ranged shields bearing the stylized black-and-yellow emblem of a tiger’s head. This was magical protection, wisely chosen; the city was impressive, and deserved that the name of the second most powerful beast in the world be bestowed on it. (Where had he learned that? Who had told him that the ancient Chinese so regarded the tiger? He frowned for a moment, and then had to set the question aside for later consideration.)