“Newsflash, Donna, that shit is not weird. What’s so weird it’s goddamned whacked is a woman who gives more of a shit about gettin’ off, pretending the men in her bed are the husband she had nearly two decades ago, so that woman has no time to be a mother to her children.”
That got him another flinch and he didn’t care about that one either.
He kept at her.
“Josie’s been more mother to them in the last month than you have in the last five years.”
Donna had something to say to that.
“That’s a terrible thing to say,” she whispered.
“It is. And the fuck of it is, every word is true,” Jake returned. “Proof of that is that your kids are inside this goddamned house and you’re not here to see them, you’re here to talk to me. You haven’t even asked about them. And before you think you can backtrack, I’ll give you the heads up, now’s not your time to have with them. Not with you comin’ over without them on your mind. Until you start thinkin’ of them, you got no access to them.”
Pain suffused her face and Jake didn’t care about that either.
He was done.
So he moved to get this scene done.
“I see you haven’t thought about shit in the last week. Or, if you have, you’ve been thinkin’ the wrong things. So I’ll give you more time to do that. In fact, take all the time you want. But don’t come back here. I don’t wanna talk to you. I don’t wanna see you. I can’t stop you from talkin’ to your kids so the only thing I can do is ask, please, God, if you try to sort shit out with them, do it smart, thinkin’ about them and not yourself. I don’t figure you got that in you so it’ll be me and Josie pickin’ up whatever pieces you leave behind. But still, I’m beggin’ you, try to find it in you to be a decent mom for once. For them. Now, that’s all I got to say. Get gone and don’t come back. Yeah?”
Her eyes welled up with tears and she whispered, “I don’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe you’re talking to me this way. Even if we’re over, Jake, this isn’t exactly nice.”
Christ.
What was the matter with her?
“It is and I am. Believe it. You do, finally, you’ll manage to extract your head out of your ass,” Jake returned, moved to the door, opened it, stepped through and closed it without looking back.
When he did, Ethan called out, “Dad! Your phone’s been ringin’!”
Jake moved to the doorway to the family room and replied, “Thanks, bud.”
His son didn’t even look away from the game as he said, “No probs.”
“Eath, we’re gonna have a family meeting in a minute so find a good place to pause,” Jake told him.
Ethan looked to him then and asked, “About what?”
“About Josie,” Jake answered
His son tipped his head to the side. “You marryin’ her?”
His son’s words put the shit he just endured from Donna out of his head, so he grinned but shook his head. “Not yet.”
Ethan’s face changed before he asked, “She okay?”
“Yeah, buddy,” Jake replied quietly.
His expression cleared and he kept up the interrogation. “She movin’ in?”
Jake stifled his laughter and said, “Not exactly. But I want her around more and gotta make sure you guys are cool with that.”
Ethan looked back to the game and announced, “I’m cool with it, just as long as she and Amber don’t gang up on us and make us watch Project Runway and crap like The Voice.” Ethan looked back to him. “So, seein’ as I’m cool with it, I don’t have to pause the game to go to the meeting. Right?”
Jake opened his mouth to reply but said nothing when he heard his phone ringing at the same time he heard the door to the living room open behind him.
“Find a place to pause, son,” he murmured distractedly, turned and looked down the hall to see a sobbing Ellie rushing through it, opening the front door and throwing herself out, slamming it behind her.
Conner then sauntered out of the room and stopped, his eyes to the front door.
Jake moved into the entryway.
Conner felt his presence and looked to his dad. His face didn’t say much except whatever that was was unpleasant but Jake was surprised that whatever set Ellie to running from the house crying, obviously it didn’t bother Con all that much.
“Everything okay?” he asked.
“Not for her,” Conner answered.
“You wanna tell me?” Jake went on.
Conner shrugged. “She wanted to get back together. Feels shit for not goin’ to bat for me. Talked to her folks. Talked ‘em into lettin’ her give me another chance. Another freaking chance.” He shook his head, looked to the door then back at his dad and finished, “It’s too late. She had her chance and blew it.”
Jake held his eyes, knowing this was Conner’s decision and not disagreeing that it was the right one, so he let it lie.
Then he said quietly, “She was in bad shape when she left.”
Conner’s eyes went to the door as he murmured, “Yeah.”
“Get in your car, Con,” Jake told him. “Follow her. Make sure she gets home okay. Then come back. We got shit to talk about.”
Conner looked back to his dad and guessed accurately, “Josie?”
Jake shook his head, again fighting a grin. “Car. Ellie. Home safe. We’ll talk when you get back.”
Conner nodded and headed to the kitchen but he did it speaking.
“If you’re movin’ things up a notch with her, just so you know, I’m down with that. She cooks great, even if she always serves vegetables she tries to get me to eat. And if she’s here in the morning, I don’t have to take Eath to school.”
Jake followed his son, stopping in the kitchen doorway and leaning a shoulder against the jamb as Con moved to the door to the garage.
Conner stopped and looked back at him, “So that’s my vote. You can have the meeting without me.”
“We’ll talk when you get back,” Jake replied, jerking his head to the door. “Go.”
Conner’s lips twitched then he was out the door.
“Is Josie moving in?”
This came from behind him. It came from Amber. It sounded hopeful. And when Jake turned, he saw his daughter’s face looked hopeful too.
He heard his phone ring again but he focused on his girl. “No, honey. But she’s gonna be around a lot more.”
“Awesome,” Amber breathed. “More girls in the house. This means maybe we’ll get some toss pillows and I’ll get to watch Say Yes to the Dress on the big TV.”
His plans for a family meeting clearly in the toilet, he made a decision and held his daughter’s eyes.
“What I mean is, she’s gonna be spendin’ the night,” he said gently.
When he did, Amber’s head tipped to the side and she replied, “Yeah, Dad. Uh…duh.”
Jake stared at her thinking this was a fuckuva lot easier than he expected it to be.
She righted her head and noted, “Does this mean I don’t have to be at the meeting and I can call Alexi back?”
He had all around approvals and didn’t think it was a good idea to make a big deal of something the kids obviously didn’t think was a big deal, so he nodded and said, “Sure, honey.”
She gave him a huge smile, took a hop to him, leaned up and kissed his cheek.
She did this fast, then raced away and up the stairs just as fast.
He watched her go, thinking of her kiss, her smile, how she was a month ago which was absolutely not like that, and again giving Josie the credit.
His mind on Josie, he moved to his phone to call her to tell her tomorrow night (and the night after, and the one after that), her ass was in his bed.
But when he picked up his phone, he saw he had three missed calls.
All from Josie.
His gut clenched as he moved his thumb over his screen.