“This is my wife, Vera,” Gabriel was saying, “our surgeon, Victor Byman, Apollo Grigorian, our other comrades.” He pointed to each in turn, finally sweeping his arm at the thirty or so people behind him. Then he seemed to tire and let Vera lead him back inside.
“Come in,” she called out to Kamil in English, which seemed to be the language of the commune. He took a long look at Vera Arti, the woman he had sought in Istanbul and a torn corner of whose passport now rested on Nizam Pasha’s desk. She had amber eyes in a childlike face, and her hair fell in a shower of auburn curls around her shoulders. He imagined her in the room in Akrep’s basement and shuddered. He marveled at this young woman’s courage and fortitude in escaping such a place. She might be a witness to the fate of the Armenian girl, Sosi, but that conversation would have to wait.
As he led his men into the courtyard, he noticed that the monastery walls had been patched with clay and bricks, and some of the windows plugged with bales of straw. The yard was neatly swept, and there was a well and a big stack of firewood. The inside of the monastery, though, was in a shocking state. It had almost no furnishings, no cushions or carpets, just straw pallets scattered around the room, as if a flock of storks had nested there. A group of women and children sat clustered in a far corner of the hall. A fire roared in the hearth, lending the hall some warmth. Yorg Pasha was right-the commune was in no shape to start a revolution.
Apollo led him to a stool by the fire. “The soldiers can bed down in the storage rooms off the main hall,” he offered, but admitted that they didn’t have enough to feed them.
Overhearing him, Omar picked up his weapon and left with several soldiers.
Gabriel sat near the fire, wrapped in his fur, coughing. His teeth chattered.
“What’s wrong with him?” Kamil asked Victor, the surgeon, who had joined them.
“I think it’s pneumonia. A week ago, some refugees from a village came to us.” He indicated the group of women sitting together. “One of their children was ill and died. Gabriel held him and must have become infected.”
“Refugees from what?”
Victor told him what had happened. “We thought your men were the soldiers that had attacked the village.”
Kamil was appalled. “I had no idea the soldiers would attack women and children.” Of course you did, Kamil scolded himself. You’re not naïve. Huseyin, his colleagues, and presumably the sultan himself believed that what they called punitive expeditions acted as a deterrent to rebellion. Actually meeting the victims was a different matter.
“The women say they were Kurds. We thought they’d come here next, but it’s been a week now and we haven’t heard of any further attacks, although people have seen strangers in the area watching the roads. It’s almost as if they’re waiting for something.”
A couple of hours later, Omar and the soldiers returned, each with a dressed deer slung over his shoulder. The women made stew in cauldrons over fires in the yard. A young woman with yellow hair oversaw the serving of the food and, after the meal, sang ballads that entranced the soldiers and all the others in the great hall, their faces shining in the firelight. Some of the village women began to cry. Kamil watched Gabriel, who lay with his head in Vera’s lap, eyes closed, his breathing labored. This was the famous terrorist and bank robber, he thought with sardonic bemusement. Captured at last.
His eyes sought out Elif across the room. She seemed spellbound by the music. A smile played around her lips. If this was happiness, it was all the more precious for being fractured and fleeting.
Kamil could see flashes of the dream community that had entranced Yorg Pasha. Apollo had explained their plan to him, the need for more land, animals, and equipment so that the commune could become self-sustaining, the need for guns to defend themselves against a Russian attack. Gabriel admitted that when their weapons were confiscated, they needed to quickly acquire the money to replace them. But the explosion and the deaths at the bank had been the work of traitors, he insisted, nothing to do with the commune. Apollo had been the most eloquent defender of their vision. They wished only to prove, he said, that it was possible to create a society in which all members were equal.
It was a worthy experiment, Kamil thought, but carried out by unscrupulous means. He spoke to them about leaving. Gabriel seemed unwilling to consider it, but Kamil had the sense that the others knew the commune had no future now. It was urgent that the commune disband immediately. If he drew the stinger, perhaps the sultan’s venom would dissipate. Tomorrow he would make arrangements to escort the commune members back to Trabzon, where ships would take them out of Ottoman territory. The village women could accompany them, if they wished, to the safety of Trabzon.
80
Feride handed Huseyin the day’s newspaper. He had moved to a sitting position as the scabs that covered his body had begun to give way to scars. His face was marred on one side by a plane of puckered skin that extended from ear to nose. His eyebrows had not grown back. Feride thought he looked like a newborn and her heart ached for him. They spoke little, except what was necessary.
His lungs had healed enough that he could whisper, “Thank you.”
Feride nodded in acknowledgment and leaned over to kiss his good cheek, then turned away before he could say more.
It was an open secret now among the household staff that Huseyin Pasha was back and recuperating from a horrible accident, so they had moved him into a room with a view of the garden. The repairs on the house were finished, and the guards, now dressed in Huseyin’s livery, stood at attention beside windows and doors.
Doctor Moreno came once a week to look in on Huseyin. Afterward he sat with Feride in deep discussion over an accounts book. Feride’s attention was absorbed by a new project she had conceived together with Doctor Moreno and Amadio Levy. She would provide the money to set up a foundation for the Eyüp hospital, including a children’s wing. Feride’s donation would seed the project and attract other donors.
Bored, Huseyin had begun to wander about the house, leaning on a cane and frightening the servants who hadn’t yet seen his ruined face. Two guards always accompanied him on his rambles, increasing his irritation.
“I’m not an infant,” he croaked to Doctor Moreno on his next visit. The doctor reminded him of the attempt on his life and Feride’s. Huseyin quieted and nodded assent. Feride saw him look around for her, but she was standing near the door, where he couldn’t see her. Because of the scar tissue, he could no longer flex his neck.
She felt a deep pity for her husband. She wanted more than anything to soothe the pain from his face, from his soul. She would even be willing to take some of the pain onto herself to spare him the fear she could see in his eyes when he tried to speak and could only whisper. But she found herself shackled by resentment and anger, for which she berated herself endlessly. In penance, she brought him tea, adjusted his cushions, and chatted idly about the daily adventures of their daughters, who, after their initial shock at seeing him disfigured, had immediately forgotten and treated him as they always had, a benign presence to be propitiated and taken advantage of.
81
The following day, Feride sent a message to the vintner, asking him to come by that afternoon at a time when Huseyin usually napped. While she waited for the vintner’s arrival in Huseyin’s receiving room, she ran her fingers curiously along the spines of books on the shelves and peered into the morocco leather folders of documents that covered his desk and the two side tables. She understood nothing about her husband, she realized, not what he did nor where his appetites lay, besides good wine and the occasional jest with his family. Was that her fault?