“Would that the tales could begin,” said Rhiannon. “And that the fighting and dying were through.”
“True enough,” said Benador. “But we have stopped them here, and we will push them back. My army gathers from every corner of Calva, and help will come from the north, from the elves of Illuma and the Rangers of Avalon.
“But Andovar will not be among them,” Rhiannon put in.
“Are you so sure?” Benador asked softly but firmly, moving to her side. He put a comforting arm on her shoulder. “Perhaps you are wrong,” he offered. “Might it be that Belexus and Andovar fought beside the river and Andovar was only wounded? Even now he might be in the care of your mother, back in Avalon.”
Rhiannon shook her head helplessly. “The rangers will return,” she whispered. “But with them they’re sure to bring the tidings I’ve already given ye.”
“Then it will be a sad day in Calva,” said Benador.
Rhiannon looked out the open tent flap to the Calvan camp, already astir in morning duties, already beginning their daily preparations for battle.
“One of many,” the young witch assured him.
Rhiannon spent the better part of that morning in tormented solitude, wandering through the empty streets of Rivertown. Beyond her grief for Andovar, disturbing questions of her responsibilities haunted and nagged at her. No longer could she deny who she was and what her power meant to her allies in the war that the Black Warlock had thrust upon them.
She took comfort in memories of her healing; a hundred men would have died without her aid. But how many more, Rhiannon had to wonder, would have been spared, and would be spared in the coming days, if she fought openly to drive the darkness back from the Calvan fields?
Again Rhiannon found herself down by the riverbank, staring across to the vast talon encampment. She thought of her first view of the region, before the darkness had fallen over the land, with Andovar telling her of all the strange names and legends. She remembered the tingling anticipation she and her friends had felt on their way to holiday in Corning.
And then had come the war. And now Andovar, her dear Andovar, was no more.
Rhiannon had never known such a loss before, had never felt so helpless. She wanted to change the events, to turn things back and somehow, some way, prevent the death of that man who had become so precious to her. She wanted to wake up from it all and discover it was only a nightmare. She wanted to go back to that fateful morning and ride out to the north with Andovar and Belexus, to shield them and fight beside them when the darkness came.
But she could do nothing. Nothing.
Just sit here and wish impossible wishes.
“And will it happen again?” she asked herself. “Who else will be finding this sorrow? Meself again?” It seemed so inevitable, so unstoppable. Rhiannon could heal the wounds of some, but the swords of the talons and the powers of the Black Warlock could inflict the wounds on so many more.
Too many more.
They had to be stopped, Rhiannon decided. This madness, this war, had to be brought to a swift end. Rhiannon looked to the north, at the bridges and the soldiers. Brave soldiers. So willing to die in defense of their homes. And across the river went her gaze, to the distant peaks of the Baerendel Mountains. Bryan of Corning was out there, and probably many more heroes, risking their lives every day and doing all they could, whatever the cost, to fight back against the evil invaders.
And all the while she sat here waiting for the lucky few wounded who managed to survive long enough to get to her tent.
Still, she could not deny the importance of her role to those few.
Rhiannon closed her eyes and looked into herself. Finding no answers, she lay back on the grass and called out to the earth. It had told her of the coming of Thalasi, had given her the strength to hold off the talon cavalry and to heal mortal wounds. It had told her of the death of Andovar. Now Rhiannon needed more from the earth.
When the sun passed the midpoint of its daily travels, the young witch had her answer.
“What is troubling you so?” Siana asked when Rhiannon entered the large healing tent a short time later. She was standing beside a cot, its linen freshly stained with the blood of the war’s latest victim.
“Weary I be and nothing more,” Rhiannon replied. She looked at the soldier on the cot.
“He took an arrow,” Siana explained. “They just brought him in. I did what I could: cleaned and dressed the wound.” Rhiannon moved in to inspect the girl’s work.
“I hope it is correct,” Siana said nervously. “I watched you do it before. I just could not let him lie there and suffer.”
Rhiannon’s smile when she looked back at Siana comforted the girl. “Ye did a fine job,” she said. “Yer heart was in the work.”
“It is but a minor wound,” the soldier said, bending his head over to take a measure of it. “Lucky shot. But no matter, with your help I can be back on the field this very day.”
Rhiannon looked at Siana. “Ye’ll get him back on the field,” she said.
Siana’s face twisted in surprise and confusion, as did the soldier’s.
“Will you not help me, then, Mistress Rhiannon?” he pleaded. “So many have told of-”
Rhiannon stopped him with an outstretched hand and a comforting smile. “Not to be fearing,” she said. “Siana’ll fix ye up right away.” She turned to the perplexed girl and handed her a single rose, its stem a vibrant green and its petals glowing a soft blue.
Siana’s eyes opened wide. “What is this?” she asked blankly, for she recognized immediately that there was much more to the apparent simplicity of this gift; she could feel the energy vibrating within the enchanted flower.
“A gift,” Rhiannon explained. “From the earth to meself, and from me to yerself. Take it and use it. Ye may find that it brings ye the strength to do more than clean and dress the wounds.”
Siana took the rose in her trembling hands, then moved, compelled, to the side of the soldier. She needed no instruction; the magic of the flower showed her the way. She pressed her hand against the hole in the man’s shoulder and felt the sting of his pain fly out from his body and up her arm. Siana, ever brave, grimaced through the frightening moment, holding strong to her purpose. And then the pain was gone, to her and to the man.
Wide-eyed, the man started to rise, but Rhiannon held him down. “Get yer rest,” she said. “Ye’ll find the time for fightin’ soon enough.”
Siana looked at Rhiannon, confused again and now more than a little afraid. Behind her, Jolsen and Lennard, on his first day up from his bed, had come over and now looked on in equal awe.
“How?” Siana asked. “I am no witch.”
“You are now,” Lennard remarked, but there was no sarcasm in his voice, just admiration.
“The flower gives ye the power to heal,” Rhiannon explained. “But ye must stay strong, Siana, and accept the pain from the wounds. This was a slight one, but others’ll take the breath right from ye. Hold to yer purpose and trust in yerself. Ye’ll get through it.”
“You speak as if you will not be around to guide her,” said Lennard. “Are you leaving us?”
“I’ve other duties that need attending,” Rhiannon explained. She stroked a comforting hand across Siana’s cheek. “Do no’ be feared, me girl,” she said. “Ye’ve the strength to use the gift.”
Rhiannon walked from the tent then, leaving the three of them staring blankly at each other.
The night was crisp and unusually chilly for high summer. Rhiannon fumbled through her packs, searching for the gown, gossamer and silk, that she had packed when she set out from Avalon. She paused when she found it, wondering what compulsion had told her to seek the dress. Certainly her tougher leggings would be better fitted to the road she had chosen.