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19 Charlie Parker died inside a body mistaken by his coroner to be twenty years older than it actually was.

20 Tupac Shakur died as a result of gunshot complications after spending six days in a medically induced coma, and posthumously continued to release albums.

21 Russell Jones died with a doubled plastic bag of narcotics hidden in his stomach.

22 Simone Weil died refusing to eat more than small amounts of food, opening her body to her disease.

23 William Burroughs Jr. died having returned to the state where he was raised in search of help.

24 Srinivasa Ramanujan died after being incorrectly diagnosed and thus not receiving treatment for his infection, which could have easily been cured.

25 Ian Curtis died after watching Werner Herzog’s Stroszek and listening to Iggy Pop’s The Idiot.

26 Aubrey Beardsley died very early in the morning on a hotel bed sometime after having begged his publisher to destroy his obscene work.

27 Bas Jan Ader died lost at sea while attempting to cross the Atlantic alone in performance of a piece he titled In Search of the Miraculous.

28 Joan of Arc died by fire and then was burned twice again, to ashes, to prevent the preservation of relics of her flesh.

29 Kaspar Hauser died of a stab wound inflicted on him by a stranger who also handed him a small bag containing a message written backward.

30 Egon Schiele died three days after his wife and spent the time between their deaths drawing sketches of her.

31 Bruce Lee died with his brain having swollen by 13 percent.

32 Brandon Lee died on a film set almost exactly twenty years after his father.

33 Tim Buckley died as a result of his response to the direct challenge “Go ahead, take it all.”

34 Jeff Buckley died in a river almost exactly twenty-two years after his father.

35 El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz died in sunlight standing before a crowd of more than four hundred.

36 Pier Paolo Pasolini died on a beach that often appeared in his novels, after being run over several times by his own car.

37 Ann Quin died while swimming out to sea.

38 John Belushi died having recently filmed a cameo in which he was portrayed facedown in a swimming pool, dead.

39 Jean-Michel Basquiat died having hid many of his best works to keep them from being sold.

40 Jonathan Brandis died after his performance in one of his last roles was cut from the film.

41 Keith Moon died a few weeks after the release of the album Who Are You, on the cover of which he appears seated backward on a chair to hide his weight gain.

42 Rainer Werner Fassbinder died with a cigarette in his mouth and blood pouring from one nostril.

43 David Foster Wallace died with a massive and uncompleted manuscript found bathed under light in his garage.

44 [All the phones inside the house were ringing, and in the next hour, and the next

45 all the bathtubs overflowing while from the soft sky no rain could fall

46 some large laughter spurting from the pinholes in the pillows and the quilts

47each of these hours also named unnamed

48 the curtains in the living rooms changing their color and then back again, just off

49 a ring of blood welled in the pages of the center of every instance of a certain book

50 the mattresses filling up with hair or fire — the mirrors blanching briefly clear

51 one white hair grown out on all dogs surrounding

52 from all the keyholes in the house, an O-ing moan

53 the pianos’ least played key becoming detuned — a spore inside the bass guitars

54 some location in one wide ocean turning harder among the froth — a softest plot

55an era without era; blank and silent light and sound

56a book that erupts water—

57a tone that shifts the lid of sky—

58a film of all film looped forever underneath the lip of ground—

59a room of rooms—

60 a sentence written in the center of the chalk

61 backward laughter in the orange juice, frothing gently — drowned

62 translucent mold inside the bread loaves

63 cogs at the center of the sun

64 a sticky syllable pronounced in our cerebrums, eating

65 an alphabet dissolved

66 the earth for one half second rendered flat and upside down

67the father upside down and laughing, also — the son in 3 rooms at 1 instant—

68the mother again gushing, pregnant — the mother full of passing time—

69 more light

70 houses kissed each with new rooms, days and hours

71 neighborhoods each with new inches, walls

72 cities groaned to grow around a pucker, scrying

73 opened;

74 father, mother, infant — worn—

75 another want comprised of nowhere

76 another instant for the night]