Bond said, «How do you do. Didn't we meet in the tobacconist's this morning?»
The girl screwed up her eyes. She said indifferently, «Yes? It is possible. I have such a bad memory for faces.»
Bond said, «Well, could I give you a drink? I can just afford even a Nassau drink now, thanks to the generosity of Mr. Largo. And I have finished here. This sort of thing can't last. I mustn't press my luck.»
The girl got up. She said ungraciously, «If you have nothing better to do.» She turned to Largo: «Emilio, perhaps if I take this Mr. Bond away, your luck will turn again. I will be in the supper room having caviar and champagne. We must try and get as much of your funds as we can back in the family.»
Largo laughed. His spirits had returned. He said, «You see, Mr. Bond, you are out of the frying pan into the fire. In Dominetta's hands you may not fare so well as in mine. See you later, my dear fellow. I must now get back to the salt mines where you have consigned me.»
Bond said, «Well, thanks for the game. I will order champagne and caviar for three. My spectre also deserves his reward.» Wondering again whether the shadow that flickered in Largo's eyes at the word had more significance than Italian superstition, he got up and followed the girl between the crowded tables to the supper room. Domino made for a shadowed table in the farthest corner of the room. Walking behind her, Bond had noticed for the first time she had the smallest trace of a limp. He found it endearing, a touch of childish sweetness beneath the authority and blatant sex appeal of a girl to whom he had been inclined to award that highest, but toughest, French title–a courtisane de marque .
When the Clicquot rosé and fifty dollars' worth of Beluga caviar came–anything less, he had commented to her, would be no more than a spoonful–he asked her about the limp. «Did you hurt yourself swimming today?»
She looked at him gravely. «No. I have one leg an inch shorter than the other. Does it displease you?»
«No. It's pretty. It makes you something of a child.» «Instead of a hard old kept woman. Yes?» Her eyes challenged him.
«Is that how you see yourself?»
«It's rather obvious isn't it? Anyway, it's what everyone in Nassau thinks.» She looked him squarely in the eyes, but with a touch of pleading.
«Nobody's told me that. Anyway, I make up my own mind about men and women. What's the good of other people's opinions? Animals don't consult each other about other animals. They look and sniff and feel. In love and hate, and everything in between, those are the only tests that matter. But people are unsure of their own instincts. They want reassurance. So they ask someone else whether they should like a particular person or not. And as the world loves bad news, they nearly always get a bad answer–or at least a qualified one. Would you like to know what I think of you?»
She smiled. «Every woman likes to hear about herself. Tell me, but make it sound true, otherwise I shall stop listening.»
«I think you're a young girl, younger than you pretend to be, younger than you dress. I think you were carefully brought up, in a red-carpet sort of way, and then the red carpet was suddenly jerked away from under your feet and you were thrown more or less into the street. So you picked yourself up and started to work your own way back to the red carpet you had got used to. You were probably fairly ruthless about it. You had to be. You only had a woman's weapons and you probably used them pretty coolly. I expect you used your body. It would be a wonderful asset. But in using it to get what you wanted, your sensibilities had to be put aside. I don't expect they're very far underground. They certainly haven't atrophied. They've just lost their voice because you wouldn't listen to them. You couldn't afford to listen to them if you were to get back on that red carpet and have the things you wanted. And now you've got the things.» Bond touched the hand that lay on the banquette between them. «And perhaps you've almost had enough of them.» He laughed. «But I mustn't get too serious. Now about the smaller things. You know all about them, but just for the record, you're beautiful, sexy, provocative, independent, self-willed, quick-tempered, and cruel.» She looked at him thoughtfully. «There's nothing very clever about all that. I told you most of it. You know something about Italian women. But why do you say I'm cruel?»
«If I was gambling and I took a knock like Largo did and I had my woman, a woman, sitting near me watching, and she didn't give me one word of comfort or encouragement I would say she was being cruel. Men don't like failing in front of their women.»
She said impatiently, «I've had to sit there too often and watch him show off. I wanted you to win. I cannot pretend. You didn't mention my only virtue. It's honesty. I love to the hilt and I hate to the hilt. At the present time, with Emilio, I am halfway. Where we were lovers, we are now good friends who understand each other. When I told you he was my guardian, I was telling a white lie. I am his kept woman. I am a bird in a gilded cage. I am fed up with my cage and tired of my bargain.» She looked at Bond defensively. «Yes, it is cruel for Emilio. But it is also human. You can buy the outside of the body, but you cannot buy what is inside–what people call the heart and the soul. But Emilio knows that. He wants women for use. Not for love. He has had thousands in this way. He knows where we both stand. He is realistic. But it is becoming more difficult to keep to my bargain–to, to, let's call it sing for my supper.»
She stopped abruptly. She said, «Give me some more champagne. All this silly talking has made me thirsty. And I would like a packet of Players»–she laughed «–Please, as they say in the advertisements. I am fed up with just smoking smoke. I need my Hero.» Bond bought a packet from the cigarette girl. He said, «What's that about a hero?»
She had entirely changed. Her bitterness had gone, and the lines of strain on her face. She had softened. She was suddenly a girl out for the evening. «Ah, you don't know! My one true love! The man of my dreams. The sailor on the front of the packet of Players. You have never thought about him as I have.» She came closer to him on the banquette and held the packet under his eyes. «You don't understand the romance of this wonderful picture–one of the great masterpieces of the world. This man»–she pointed–»was the first man I ever sinned with. I took him into the woods, I loved him in the dormitory, I spent nearly all my pocket money on him. In exchange he introduced me to the great world outside the Cheltenham Ladies College. He grew me up. He put me at ease with boys of my own age. He kept me company when I was lonely or afraid of being young. He encouraged me, gave me assurance. Have you never thought of the romance behind this picture? You see nothing, yet the whole of England is there! Listen.» She took his arm eagerly. «This is the story of Hero, the name on his cap badge. At first he was a young man, a powder monkey or whatever they called it, in that sailing ship behind his right ear. It was a hard time for him. Weevils in the biscuits, hit with marlinspikes and ropes' ends and things, sent up aloft to the top of all that rigging where the flag flies. But he persevered. He began to grow a mustache. He was fair-haired and rather too pretty.» She giggled. «He may even have had to fight for his virtue or whatever men call it, among all those hammocks. But you can see from his face–that line of concentration between his eyes–and from his fine head, that he was a man to get on.» She paused and swallowed a glass of champagne. The dimples were now deep holes in her cheeks. «Are you listening to me? You are not bored having to listen about my hero?»