One more day.
And he would spend it processing out. Then a wake-up, and the chopper would arrive at 0800 the day after tomorrow and at 0815 it would leave and he would be on it. He’d be back to Da Nang in an hour, processed out by 1600, on the freedom bird by nightfall, home eighteen hours later.
DEROS.
Date of estimated return from overseas. How many had dreamed of it, had fantasized about it? For his generation, the generation of men sent to do a duty they didn’t quite understand, and that made them especially hated in their own country, this was as good as it got. There would be no parades, no monuments, no magazine covers, no movies, no one waiting to call them heroes. You only got DEROS, your little piece of heaven. You earned it the hard way, and it wasn’t much, but that’s what you got.
What a feeling! He’d never felt anything quite like it before, so powerful and consuming. It went deep into his bones; it touched his soul. No joy was so pure. The last time, after getting hit, there’d been only the fear and the pain and the long months in a crappy hospital. No DEROS.
This time, within twenty-four hours: DEROS.
“Hey, Fenn?”
He looked up. It was Mahoney, the ringleader in the anti-Swagger mutiny, under whose auspices he’d gotten kicked in the head by somebody.
“Oh, yeah,” said Donny, rising from his cot.
“Hey, look, I wanted to come by and tell you I was sorry about that thing that happened. You’re an okay guy. It turned out all right. Shake my hand on it?”
“Yeah, sure,” said Donny, who always found it impossible to hold a grudge.
He took the other lance corporal’s hand, shook it.
“How’s Featherstone?”
“He’s cool. He’s down to one and days; he’ll rotate back to the world. Me, too. Well, two and days, then my ass is on the golden bird.”
“You may not even have to make it that far. I hear the ARVN are going to take over Dodge City, and you guys’ll be rotating out early. You won’t even have to see your DEROS.”
“Yeah, I heard that too, but I don’t want to count on anything the Marine Corps wants to give me. I’m still locked onto DEROS. I make DEROS and I’m home free. Back to city streets, NYC, the Big Apple.”
“Cool,” said Donny, “you’ll have a good time.”
“I’d ask you what it felt like to be so short and I’d buy you a beer, but I know you want to go to bed and make tomorrow come earlier. All that processing out.” It was company policy that no man went into the field on his last day.
“Well, sometime back in the world, you can buy me a beer and we’ll have a big laugh over this one.”
“We will. You’re staying in, right? You’re not going out with Swagger tomorrow.”
“Huh?”
“You’re not going out with Swagger tomorrow?”
“What are you talking about?”
“I saw him hunched up with Feamster and Brophy and a couple of the lifer NCOs in the S-2 bunker. Like he was going on a mission.”
“Shit,” said Donny.
“Hey, you sit tight. If they didn’t ask you, you don’t got to go. Just be cool. Time to take the golden bird back to the land of honeys and Milky Ways.”
“Yeah.”
“Go in peace, bro.”
“Peace,” said Donny, and Mahoney dipped out of the hootch.
Donny lay back. He checked his watch. It was 2200 hours. He tried to forget. He tried to relax. Everything was cool, everything was calm, he was home free.
But what the fuck was Swagger up to?
It ate at him. What deal was this?
It bothered him.
He can’t go out. He promised.
Shit.
He rose, slipped out the hootch and walked across the compound to the dark bunker of the S-2 shop, where he found Bob, Feamster and Brophy bent over maps.
“Sir, permission to enter,” he said, entering.
“Fenn, what the hell are you doing here? You should be checking your gear to turn in to supply tomorrow,” said Feamster.
“Is something going on with Sierra-Bravo-Four?”
“Sierra-Bravo-Four is going back to the world; that’s what’s going on with Sierra-Bravo-Four,” said Bob.
“Looks like a mission briefing to me.”
“It ain’t nothing that concerns you.”
“That’s a map. I see route markers pinned on it and coordinates penciled in. You going on a job, Sierra-Bravo?”
“Negative,” said Bob.
“You are too,” said Donny.
“It ain’t a goddamn thing. Now, you git your young ass out of here, got that? You got work you should be doing. This ain’t no time for screwing off, even if you’re down to a day and a wake-up.”
“What is it?” Donny said.
“Nothing. No big deal.”
“Sir?”
“Sergeant,” said Feamster, “you ought to tell him.”
“It’s a rinky-dink recon, that’s all, a one-man thing. We haven’t covered the north in a couple of weeks. They could have infiltrated in, gone through the trees and have set up in the north, a few klicks out. I’m just going to mosey out to see if I cut tracks to the north. A couple klicks out, a couple klicks in. I’ll be back by nightfall.”
“I’m going.”
“My ass, you are. You have to spend tomorrow processing out. Nobody goes into the field on the last day.”
“That’s right, Fenn,” said Captain Feamster. “Company policy.”
“Sir, I can process out in an hour. Just this one last mission.”
“Christ,” said Swagger.
“I’ll worry about it all the way back.”
“Man, can’t you take no slack at all? Nobody goes out with just a wake-up left. It’s a Marine Corps policy.”
“It is, my ass. It’s the same deal, a guy to spot, a guy to talk on the radio. A guy to work security if it comes to that.”
“Christ,” said Swagger. He looked over at Feamster and Brophy.
“It really is a two-man job,” said Brophy.
“If we go, we go. Full field packs, Claymores, cocked and locked. I would hate to get caught short on the last day.”
“Cocked and locked, rock and roll, the whole goddamn nine yards,” Donny said.
“When did you take over this outfit?”
“I’m only doing my job.”
“You are a stubborn crazy bastard and I hope that poor girl knows what a hardhead she’s looped up with.”
At 0-dark-30, Donny rose and found Bob already up. He slipped into his camouflages for the last time, pulled the pack on. Canteens ready. Claymores ready. Grenades ready. He painted his face jungle green and brown. Last time, he told himself in the mirror. He smiled, showing white teeth against the earthy colors.
He checked his weapons: .45, three mags, M14, eight mags. There was a ritual here, a natural order, checking one thing then the next, then checking it all again. It was all ready.
He crawled from his hootch, went to the S-2 bunker, where Bob, similarly accoutred except that he had the Remington rifle instead of an M14, waited, sipping coffee, talking quietly with Brophy over the map.
“You don’t have to go, Fenn,” said Bob, looking over to him.
“I’m going,” said Donny.
“Check your weapons, then do a commo check.”
Donny examined his M14, pulling the bolt to seat a round in the chamber, then letting it fly forward. He put the safety on, then took out the .45, ascertained that the mag was full but the chamber empty, as Swagger had instructed him to carry the piece. He ran the quick commo check, and all systems were functioning.
“Okay,” said Bob, “last briefing. Up here, toward Hoi An. We go a straight northward course, through heavy bush, across a paddy dike. We should hit Hill 840 by 1000 hours. We’ll set up there, glass the paddies below in the valley for a couple of hours, and head back by 1400 hours. We’ll be in by 1800 at the latest. We’ll stay in PRC range the whole time.”
“Good work,” said Brophy.
“You all set, Fenn?” Bob asked.