Had spirits come for her? The witches would not say. Were the burns on her skin the result of panic, or something else? She did not know.
Her memories of that time were few and visceral. The weight on her chest. The seeping cold. The taste of fetid water in her mouth, the stinging in her squeezed-shut eyes. And the sounds she could hear, terrible trickling sounds, like the rush of fluids in the veins of the earth. The thumps and crunches, the crack shy;ling approach of. . things.
It was said there was no air in the peat. That not even her skin could breathe — and such breathing was necessary to all life. And so she must have died in truth.
Since then, at night when she slept, she could rise from her flesh, could hover, invisible, above her motionless body. And look down in admiration. She was beautiful indeed, as if something of the child she had been never aged, was immune to growing old. A quality that made men desperate to claim her, not as an equal, alas, but as a possession. And the older the man the greater the need.
When she had made this discovery, about herself and about the men who most desired her, she was disgusted. Why give this gorgeous body to such wrinkled, pa shy;thetic creatures? She would not. Ever. Yet she found it difficult to defend herself against such needy hunters of youth — oh, she could curse them into misery, she could poison them and see them die in great pain, but such things only led her to pity, the soft kind not the nasty kind, which made being cruel just that much harder.
She had found her solution in the two young Bole brothers. Barely out of their teens, neither one well suited to staying in the Mott Irregulars, for certain reasons over which she need not concern herself. And both of them gloriously in love with her.
It did not matter that they barely had a single brain between them. They were Boles, ferocious against mages and magic of any kind, and born with the sala shy;mander god’s gift of survival. They protected her in all the battles one could imag shy;ine, from out and out fighting to the devious predations of old men.
When she was done admiring her own body, she would float over to where they slept and look down upon their slack faces, on the gaping mouths from which snores groaned out in wheezing cadence, the threads of drool and the twitching eyelids. Her pups. Her guard dogs. Her deadly hounds.
Yet now, on this night with the tropical stars peering down, Precious Thimble felt a growing unease. This Trygalle venture she’d decided on — this whim — was proving far deadlier than she had expected. In fact, she’d almost lost one of them in Hood’s realm. And losing one of them would be. . bad. It would free the other one to close in and that she didn’t want, not at all. And one guard dog wasn’t nearly as effective as two.
Maybe, just maybe, she’d gone too far this time.
Gruntle opened his eyes, and watched as the faintly glowing emanation floated over to hover above the sleeping forms of the Bole brothers, where it lingered for a time before returning to sink back down into the form of Precious Thimble.
From nearby he heard the Trell’s soft grunt, and then, ‘What game does she play at, I wonder. .’
Gruntle thought to reply. Instead, sleep took him suddenly, pouncing, tum shy;bling his mind away and down, spitting him out like a mangled rat into a damp glade of high grass. The sun blazed down like a god’s enraged eye. Feeling bat shy;tered, misused, he rose on to all fours — a position that did not feel at all awkward, or strike him as unusual.
Solid jungle surrounded the clearing, from which came the sounds of countless birds, monkeys and insects — a cacophony so loud and insistent that a growl of irritation rose from deep in his throat.
All at once the nearest sounds ceased, a cocoon of silence broken only by the hum of bees and a pair of long-tailed hummingbirds dancing in front of an orchid — that both then raced off in a beating whirr of wings.
Gruntle felt his hackles rise, stiff and prickling on the back of his neck — too fierce for a human — and looking down he saw the sleek banded forelimbs of a tiger where his arms and hands should have been.
Another one of these damned dreams. Listen, Trake, if you want me to be just like you, stop playing these scenes for me. I’ll be a tiger if that’s what you want — just don’t confine it to my dreams. I wake up feeling clumsy and slow and I don’t like it. I wake up remembering nothing but freedom.
Something was approaching. Things. . three, no, five. Not big, not danger shy;ous. He slowly swung his head round, narrowing his gaze.
The creatures that came to the edge of the clearing were somewhere between apes and humans. Small as adolescents, lithe and sleek, with fine fur thickening at the armpits and crotch. The two males carried short curved batons of some sort, fire-hardened, with inset fangs from some large carnivore. The females wielded spears, one of them holding her spear in one hand and a broad flint axe head in the other, which she tossed into the clearing. The object landed with a thump, flattening the grasses, halfway between Gruntle and the band.
Gruntle realized, with a faint shock, that he knew the taste of these creatures — their hot flesh, their blood, the saltiness of their sweat. In this form, in this place and in this time, he had hunted them, had pulled them down, hearing their piteous cries as his jaws closed fatally round their necks.
This time, however, he was not hungry, and it seemed they knew it.
Awe flickered in their eyes, their mouths twisting into strange expressions, and all at once one of the women was speaking. The language trilled, punctuated by clicks and glottal stops.
And Gruntle understood her.
‘Beast of darkness and fire, hunter in dark and light, fur of night and motion in grasses, god who takes, see this our gift and spare us for we are weak and few and this land is not ours, this land is the journey for we dream of the shore, where food is plenty and the birds cry in the heat of the sun.’
Gruntle found himself sliding forward, silent as a thought, and he was life and power bound in a single breath. Forward, until the axe blade was at his taloned paws. Head lowering, nostrils flaring as he inhaled the scent of stone and sweat, the edges where old blood remained, where grasses had polished the flint, the urine that had been splashed upon it.
These creatures wanted to claim this glade for their own.
They were begging permission, and maybe something more. Something like. . protection.
‘The leopard tracks us and challenges you,’ the woman sang, ‘but she will not cross your path. She will flee your scent for you are the master here, the god, the unchallenged hunter of the forest. Last night, she took my child — we have lost all our children. Perhaps we will be the last. Perhaps we will never find the shore again. But if our flesh must feed the hungry, then let it be you who grows strong with our blood.