“I need to talk to her,” he says, his voice hoarse.
“Well, she doesn’t want to see you. So take a hint,” she says, full of attitude.
“For fuck’s sake, London, move aside,” he growls, losing his patience with her. I hear them both speaking to each other in low voices; then they both walk into the living room.
“Why are you sleeping on the couch?” he asks, seeing me lying there.
I shrug, attempting nonchalance. “I thought I’d let you have the bed at home in case you wanted to bring one of your exes back.”
“You have got to be kidding me!” he growls. “I went to a bar with Leah. Dylan showed up, and we had drinks together. That was it!”
“You shouldn’t have gone out in the first place! You were angry, so I came to apologise and take you home; instead, you were sitting there next to her! And you know how I feel about her. You know! And you didn’t give a shit!” I say angrily, standing up beside the couch.
“Babe,” he says, pausing for a moment. “I’m sorry you see it that way, but that’s not how it was at all.”
“How did she even know you were there?” I ask him.
Silence. “Dylan called me when I was there.”
“Why the fuck is she still calling you?” I yell.
He runs his hands down his face. “I rang her to yell at her over the stunt she pulled. She didn’t answer, but then she called me back when I was at the bar. I mentioned I was there; she then just showed up.”
I laugh but there’s no humour in it. “So that’s your apology? You fucked up, Grayson. Your words say one thing, but your actions clearly say something else. How would you feel if I walked out of the house because I was angry, and then went to a bar and had drinks with my ex?”
His expression darkens, the air in the room getting tenser by the second. “She means nothing to me. That’s why I don’t see it as you do, but you’re right. I shouldn’t have even spoken to her,” he says, eyes not leaving mine. “You have no competition, babe, no one. I don’t even look at women like that anymore. Fuck, you’re all I see. All I want. I just wish that you could see that too.”
“If I’m feeling insecure, don’t you think some of that is on you? By doing shit like this?” I ask, crossing my arms over my chest. I’m not even wearing a bra.
London walks over to me with a bottle of water and some crackers. “Thanks,” I tell her. Grayson’s face drops even further. He normally does these things for me.
“When are you coming home?” he asks.
“I don’t know,” I tell him. He stands in front of me, pushing an errant lock of hair behind my ear.
“Please come home so we can talk,” he says softly so only I can hear him.
“I’m sorry about how I reacted over the money thing. I don’t want to have to ask you for money, to rely on you. And you shouldn’t have spoken to Aiden for me, but still I know that you were looking out for me, even though you didn’t go about it the right way,” I say. “But what you did afterwards… I don’t think I should have to deal with that. The next time we fight, are you going to do that again? I don’t know now. And I don’t know if I can believe you anymore.”
“I fucked up, babe--let me make it up to you. I was just… hurt. What’s mine is yours, always. You think you would have to ask me for money? I would give you a damn bank card, whatever you wanted. You wouldn’t have to ask me for anything—it’s not like that between us. At least, I thought it wasn’t. I know you like to be independent, and I get that. It’s just seeing you—sick in the mornings, then uni, then work—working your ass off. How do you think I feel about that? When I have the means to give you an easier life. You’re carrying my baby, and I want the two of you healthy. So try and look at it from my point of view. I’m just trying to take care of my family the best I can.”
I close my eyes. “I know you’re trying. I know that.”
“I’m sorry for being a caveman; I won’t make your decisions for you again. At least, I’ll try not to,” he says, looking a little sheepish. “You can always call me out on it if I do, like you’re doing right now.”
I hate how charming he is. “I’ll be home in a few days.”
He stills. “A few days? What? I don’t want to wait that long without you.”
I sigh, feeling so damn tired.
“I’m so sorry, babe, you don’t need this stress,” he says, picking me up and lying me back down on the couch. “You rest. I’ll come and see you tomorrow.” He kisses me on my nose. “I love you.”
I look over at London who is sitting on the kitchen bench, staring. “Did you just watch that whole show?” I ask her.
“Yep,” she says, chewing.
“What are you eating?” I ask her.
“Popcorn,” she says, grinning.
“You’re a weirdo,” I say.
“It’s like a TV sitcom. The Grayson and Paris show.”
“You’re an ass,” I say, sinking into the couch, getting comfy. “When’s Aiden coming over? I need to talk to him about my job,” I tell her.
“He’ll be here this afternoon,” she says. “You know, I do have a guest room; there’s just no bed in there. I feel bad; you look uncomfortable. Could you please take the room? I’d feel a hell of a lot better.”
“Well, as long as you feel better,” I say dryly.
As it turns out, we didn’t need to worry. Grayson had a brand new bed and mattress delivered to her house the very next morning.
Chapter Thirty-Three
Two days pass before I go back home. Grayson and I spoke on the phone, but he respected my wishes for space. As I walk into the house, I see one of the spare room doors open. Curious, I go inside and gasp at what I see. The walls are painted yellow, and there is a white cot in the corner. A white chest of drawers, mini table and chairs and a giant pillow decorate the room.
“What do you think?” he asks from behind me.
“You painted the room? And went baby shopping?” I ask, my voice rising in surprise.
“I got the basic things. I didn’t really want to get anything without you, but I wanted to surprise you—to show you that I’m committed to this family. I’ll take you to get everything else, the clothes, toys, bedding... I hope you like it,” he says. When I’m quiet, he continues, “I kept the receipts so you can change it if you don’t.”
“I love everything, Grayson,” I say, turning around and throwing my arms around him. “I love the room.”
“Are you sure?” he asks, sounding worried. I frame his face with my hands.
“I’m sure.”
“Do you forgive me?” he asks, kissing my jaw. “I won’t ever walk away from you again. I’ll stay home and let you yell at me all you want,” he says, lip twitching at his own comment.
“I forgive you, and I love you,” I say kissing his lips. I pull my face back. “Do you forgive me for being a stubborn b—”
“Babe, I forgave you the second after I walked out of the house,” he says, lifting me into his arms. He carries me to the bed, and gently lays me down. “I need to be inside you.”
“I want you too,” I whisper against his lips.
“No more time away, Paris. If you want to be mad at me, be mad at me here, where I can see you. Okay? No more running,” he says as he undresses me. “I’m never going to let you slip through my fingers.”
“Okay,” I agree breathlessly, pulling his mouth back to mine.
Feels good to be home.
“You don’t work here anymore,” Aiden says, grinning at me crookedly.
“Excuse me! You said I had a permanent job here,” I reply, leaning against the bar.