"If you'll just unzip your flight suit and pull it down to your waist," he says in the same matter-of-fact tone.
Lucy just looks at him. Then she says, "I think I need to use the ladies' room again. I'm sorry."
"Go ahead," he says rather impatiently. "But I'm running late."
She hurries to the bathroom and is in and out in less than a minute, the toilet flushing in her wake, the receiver back in her ear.
"Sorry," she says again. "I drank a big Diet Coke right before I got here. Mistake."
"Pull down your flight suit," he orders her.
She hesitates. Now the challenge comes, but she knows what to do. Unzipping her flight suit, she pulls it down to her waist, manipulating the position of the pen so it is angled just right, the wire connected to the cellular interface taped on the inside of the flight suit and not visible.
"Not quite so vertical," Benton's voice is in her ear. "Angled down maybe ten degrees."
She subtly adjusts the top of the flight suit that is around her waist, and Dr. Paulsson says, "Your sports bra, too."
"I have to take it off?" she asks timidly, scared. "I never have before…"
"Miss Winston. I really am in a hurry. Please." He tucks the stethoscope earpieces into his ears, his face stern as he moves close, waiting to listen to her heart and lungs, and she pulls her sports bra over her head and sits very still, frozen on top of the white-paper-lined table.
He presses the stethoscope under one breast, then the other, touching her as she sits very still. She is breathing rapidly, her heart racing, registering her anger, not fear, but she knows he thinks she is afraid, and she wonders what images Benton is picking up. Subtly, she adjusts the flight suit around her waist, touching the pen camera as Dr. Paulsson touches her and pretends he has no interest in what he is seeing and feeling.
"Ten degrees down, to the right," Benton instructs her.
Subtly, she adjusts the pen, and Dr. Paulsson leans her forward and moves over her back with the stethoscope. "Deep breaths," he is saying, and he is quite skilled at doing his job while he manages to touch and brush against and even cup his hands around, as he presses against her, hard. "Do you have any scars or birthmarks? I'm not seeing any." He runs his hands over her, looking.
"No sir," she says.
"You must have something. From an appendectomy, maybe? Anything?" j
"No."
"That's enough," Benton says in Lucy's ear, and she detects anger in his calm tone.
But it's not enough.
"I need you to get up now and stand on one foot," Dr. Paulsson says.
"Can I dress?"
"Not yet."
"That's enough," Benton's voice sounds in her ear.
"Stand up," Dr. Paulsson orders her.
Lucy sits on the table and pulls up her flight suit, working her arms into the sleeves and zipping it up, but not bothering with her bra because she doesn't have time. She stares at him, and suddenly she is no longer acting nervous or afraid and he sees the change in her and his eyes react. She gets off the table and steps close to him.
"Sit down," she tells him.
"What are you doing?" His eyes widen.
"Sit down!"
He doesn't move, staring at her. As is typical of every bully she's ever met, he looks scared. She moves in to frighten him more, pulling the pen out of her breast pocket, lifting it up so he can see the attached wire. "Freq test," she says to Benton, because he can check the concealed transmitters she planted in the waiting area and the kitchen downstairs.
"Clear," he comes back.
Good, she thinks. He isn't picking up on any sounds downstairs. "You don't even want to know how much trouble you're in," Lucy says to Dr. Paulsson. "You don't even want to know who's watching and listening to all of this in real time, live. Sit down. Sit down!" She returns the pen to her pocket, its hidden lens looking right at him.
He moves unsteadily, fumbles with a chair, rolls it out from the counter, and sits, looking at her, his face white. "Who are you? What are you doing?"
"I'm your destiny, motherfucker," Lucy says to him, and she tries to will her rage back into its cage, but it is easier for her to will herself to seem scared than it is for her to will her rage into submission. "You do this sort of shit with your daughter? With Gilly? You molest her too, you son of a bitch?"
He stares at her, his eyes wild.
"You heard me. You heard me loud and clear, asshole. The FAA's going to hear you soon enough too."
"Get out of my office." He is thinking of grabbing her, she can see it in the tensed muscles of his body, in his eyes.
"Don't try it," Lucy warns him. "Don't think of moving out of that chair until I tell you to. When was the last time you saw Gilly?"
"What is this about?"
"The rose," Benton cues her.
"I'm the one asking questions," Lucy tells Dr. Paulsson, and a part of her wants to tell Benton the same thing. "Your ex-wife is spreading stories around. Did you know that, Dr. Homeland Security Snitch?"
He wets his lips, his eyes wide and frantic.
"She's making a pretty good case for you being the reason Gilly's dead. Did you know that?"
"The rose," Benton sounds in her ear.
"She says you came to see Gilly not long before she suddenly died. You brought her a rose. Oh, we know about it. Everything in that poor little girl's room has been gone through, trust me."
"A rose was in her room?"
"Get him to describe it," Benton says.
"You tell me," Lucy says to Dr. Paulsson. "Where'd you get the rose?"
"I didn't. I don't know what you're talking about."
"Don't waste my time."
"You're not going to the FAA…"
Lucy laughs and shakes her head. "Oh, assholes like you are cut out with a cookie cutter. You really think you'll get away with your shit, you really think it. Talk to me about Gilly. Then we'll talk about the FAA."
"Turn it off." He indicates the camera pen.
"You tell me about Gilly, I'll turn it off."
He nods.
She touches the pen and pretends she's turning it off. His eyes are scared and don't trust her.
"The rose," she repeats.
"I swear to God, I don't know anything about a rose," he replies. "I would never hurt Gilly. What is she saying? What is that bitch saying?"
"Yes, Suzanna." Lucy stares at him. "She has a lot to say. The way she tells it, you're the reason Gilly's dead. Murdered."
"No! Good God, no!"
"You play soldier with Gilly, too? You dress her up in camouflage and boots, asshole? You let perverts in your house to play your sick little games?"
"Oh God," he groans, shutting his eyes. "That bitch. It was between us."
"Us?"
"Suz and me. Couples do things."
"And who else? You have other people over playing your games?"
"It was my private home."
"What a pig you are," Lucy says menacingly. "Doing shit like that in front of a little girl."
"Are you FBI?" He opens his eyes, and they look dead with hate, like shark eyes. "You are, aren't you. I knew it would happen. I should have known. As if my life has to do with anything. I knew it. I've been set up."
"I see. The FBI forced you to make me take my clothes off for a routine flight physical."
"It has nothing to do with anything. It doesn't matter."
"I beg to differ," she replies sarcastically. "It matters all right. You're going to find out just how much it matters. I'm not the FBI. You aren't that lucky."
"This is all about Gilly?" He is more relaxed in the chair, defeated and barely moving. "I loved my daughter. I haven't seen her since Thanksgiving and that's the God's truth."
"The puppy," Benton cues her, and Lucy considers ripping the receiver out of her ear.
"You think someone killed your daughter because you're a snitch for Homeland Security?" Lucy knows better, but she is going to get him. "Come on, Frank. Tell the truth! Don't make it worse for yourself!"