Same thing as a cop, she had to toe the party line. She had to hold her head up and keep it down at the same time. She had to know how to work the system. And although she had risen from beat cop to detective sergeant, second whip of the Midtown North detective unit, most of the time she felt she was still treading water, getting nowhere.
Jason Frank was the only highly educated white man who trusted and believed in her. He didn't know her mother or father or bosses and how much they disrespected her for one thing or another. To Jason, she was not just an Asian cop with a yellow ghost boyfriend. She was the hero who'd literally walked through fire to save his wife, and she had the scars to prove it. To him she was the only one in the department who could get things done. Jason and Emma had elevated her to a place of esteem where she'd never resided before. Their daughter was named after her. There was no honor greater than that.
April could not lose face by letting Jason down. Could not do it. Today, she did not go out jogging, do her leg and arm exercises or her abdominal crunches. Instead, she stood under the shower and let cold water bombard her throbbing head. She drank two cups of hot water with lemon juice, swallowed two aspirin, and dressed carefully in a lavender blouse, a cinnamon suit with a short skirt and a long jacket to cover the Glock at her waist. She finished the outfit with an iris print silk scarf that mixed both colors. She let her hair dry straight, didn't care how she looked. She was in a no-nonsense mood. She was going to get into trouble, maybe even ruin her career.
The honking began at six-forty-five when she was dressed and almost ready to start the walk to the subway because she'd left her car in the city. Even before the noise brought her to the window, she knew the horn was that of Mike's aging red Camaro, and the racket it made would wake her mother and father. She didn't want them making a scene so she grabbed her purse and ran downstairs. When Mike saw her coming, he got out of the car.
April's headache disappeared, and instantly she was on super alert because Mike looked the way he did when he was about to trick a dumb suspect into giving up the story that would put him behind bars for life. She shook her head as the lover of many women spread his arms to give her a big hug as if right now that had to be the thing she desired most on earth.
"Mira, mi amor. Yo soy tuyo. Todo, todo tuyo. Tu es mi vida, todo. Soy tuyo." Today Mike was wearing another bright blue shirt, the color they called French blue, which practically broke your eyeballs. April had bought this one herself, too, as well as the bubble-gum pink tie he was wearing with it. She smelled his powerful sweet and spicy aftershave that drove women nuts and made men like her father think he was gay. He was saying that he was hers, that she was his whole life, and she was moved by the pleasant sound of a man pleading in Spanish.
In the boys and girls department, however, she knew she must never let him get the upper hand, so she walked around him and got into the car, where she firmly closed the door before he could give her that hug.
"Querida, what is this?" he said, looking hurt.
"Thanks for coming to give me a ride," she said, gazing straight ahead out the window.
"Of course I would give you a ride. What did you think?" His tone was soft. He stood at the car window, looking like a lamb. "You're not mad at me, are you?" He looked at her with his melting love look. She could feel it burn through the window. He didn't even mention last night. He was going to bluff his way through it. Men!
"Let's go," she said, all business.
"Of course, of course. Where are we going first?" Soft, soft voice. He moved around the car, got in, started the engine, gunned it, and pulled out into the street. If he was worried about the missing jogger the whole city was looking for, he didn't show it. That pissed her off, too.
She did not answer.
"Querida, I get the feeling you're mad at me," he said.
"I am."
He countered with indignation. "You left in a hurry last night. You didn't have a car. What did you do, fly?"
"Yeah, I flew."
"I should be mad at you. You didn't return my calls. What kind of behavior is this from someone I adore with all my heart?"
She said nothing as he threaded through Astoria streets.
"Querida. How about breakfast?"
"No way."
"Let's talk about this."
"Go ahead, talk."
"I met this girl before you came to the Two-O."
"What was she, twelve then?"
"No, she was over sixteen. She was a kid in trouble. She'd run away from her parents. She'd been abused. She was on the street."
"La-la-la-la." April started humming to block out the confession she feared was coming.
"Querida, don't make me mad," Mike said softly.
"Call me Sergeant, we're on the job."
"Oh Jesus, you're my girlfriend. We're a couple. Couples work things out."
"La-la-la-la-la." April sang some more.
He laughed. "Oh, come on. I was kind of proud of having a girl like that think she was in love with me. Gorgeous girl like that. Old guy like me. I thought it would give me points with you, make you like me more."
"Are you crazy?"
"Look, I saw her in a bar. The girl was in trouble, she had no place to stay. I told her she could stay at my place."
"How drunk did you have to be to make that offer?"
"I wasn't drunk, just a little too trusting." His mustache twitched.
April shook her head. "Doesn't play. You gave her my nightgown."
He took his hands off the wheel and braked again. "No! I would not do that. She slept on the sofa with all her clothes on. She must have put it on after I left. The only mistake I made was trusting her to leave in the morning."
"You're a cop. Cops don't leave street people in their homes while they go off to work. Who do you think you're kidding?"
"Do you think I'd have taken you there if I'd known she'd be there nuda? Escucha, I never did it with her. Trust me on that one."
She chewed on that for a moment, tempted to believe him. The man was muy stupido. And, if it worked out between them, she would have the pleasure of throwing this incident in his face whenever they fought for the rest of their lives.
He braked for a red light at Van Dam. "Do you want to help me with my case? I'd welcome your support," he said magnanimously, moving right along now that he'd won his argument.
"Oh yeah, what about the other little matter? You dismissed my detective last night."
"There was nothing more to do. It was time for you both to go home." He kept his reasoning tone. The light changed. The morning traffic crawled to the bridge.
"You undermined my authority. You made me lose face." April said. Frankly, she wasn't going to let it go.
"It wasn't intentional. It was a bad day. I'm sorry I caused you distress. Very sorry."
"How did you worm your way into this case?" she demanded.
He gave her a little smile, a little shrug. "I have my ways." He changed the subject. "Tonight will be good for you, I promise."
"Oh yeah?" She doubted that very much. So much for getting any substantive information from him.
"Yeah."
It was a boy-girl kind of conversation, steeped in nuance and not much on content. The informational flow was always going the other way. She hated that. The traffic crawled off the bridge into Manhattan. The sun was climbing up the sky behind them. Time was marching on, and they had to hurry with it.
Thirty-six
Janice Owen did not remember going to bed or Bill's coming in during the night. The sound of the shower made it rain in her dream. Her baby was getting wet. He was tucked tightly in the stroller, but she'd lost her umbrella. It was a strange-looking baby; something was wrong with his head. She hurried to get out of the rain, pushing the stroller and running in bare feet. A dwarf was following her. He wanted to take the baby from her. Janice struggled out of the dream, heard the shower, and realized her husband was home.